Tomorrow is the day. My method will be gunshot too the head via gun range rental.

[whywere]

Your post made me cry for you. If you decide on waiting, I am around to talk with.

Walter

 

[AnonymousS]

Tomorrow is the day, I have had enough of the depression and the mood swings my mind has been playing on me for too long now. I thought if i got a new car i would be happier well got that and still depressed. i thought well if i get a job that allows me to work on my own time i would be happier well got that too and still fucking depressed. I have these spouts of intense joy and motivation then its goes down fucking hill. I should be happy, by society standards i SHOULD be happy and i am not. I can say money will not make u happy because mental illness bypasses all that shit. I have tried to make my life better, I have tried to be a good son to be a good brother too help others to try and love myself but it seems i take a step forward and get shoved 5 steps back. To put it simply i am just tied soooo tired of it all. I just want a deep rest and for me death is the ultimate release. Am i a bit scared? yes but i know i will not have to deal with any of this bullshit any longer. I am tired of putting on a mask for society that is not me or who i am. Tired of being someone i am not. I just want to be free from the suffering of this human brain. If i could do that without suicide i would and trust me i have been too a therapist and have been put on medication which BTW does not do shit but cover up a bleeding hole in the head so to speak. If you are still reading this THANK YOU for taking the time. well i guess this is it i hope the rest of u find peace and i will see u all on the other side.

Sorry you have suffered so much, i hope you find peace.

 

[lebrodude]

Where are you located. Can you not access a gun and do the deed in a remote location? If there are other people at the range this is really going to fuck them up.

I hope you find the peace you need either way.

 

[Banshee]

I hope I win the lottery. "Hopes" don't mean anything.

Look at you, Mister Sassy Pants Tough Guy cursing people out on the internet because they don't agree with you...

Talk about losers: pot meet kettle.

Shut up you mook. Everyone on SS is here for the same reason. Everyone here has a shitty and horrible life but most people here are not shit humans and don't want to potentially ruin other people's lives unlike yourself and OP.

"nObOdY cArEs AbOuT mE wHy ShOuLd i CaRe aBoUt ThEm" boo fucking hoo. Stop being such crowdly failures and for once in your lives do one right thing before you make your decision.

 

[The Abyss]

Very jealous of the ease to get guns you've got in America.

 

[SamTam33]

Shut up you mook. Everyone on SS is here for the same reason. Everyone here has a shitty and horrible life but most people here are not shit humans and don't want to potentially ruin other people's lives unlike yourself and OP.

"nObOdY cArEs AbOuT mE wHy ShOuLd i CaRe aBoUt ThEm" boo fucking hoo. Stop being such crowdly failures and for once in your lives do one right thing before you make your decision.

This you?

The beautiful thing about being dead is that ruining someone's day would be irrelevant

 

[Banshee]

This you?

Yes, that is me referring to not caring about someone's feelings after finding out you ctb, not blowing your head off in front of strangers. Find anything else you'd like you share, you creepy pedophile.

 

[SamTam33]

Yes, that is me referring to not caring about someone's feelings after finding out you ctb, not blowing your head off in front of strangers. Find anything else you'd like you share, you creepy pedophile.

I did. See below.

You have a gun fetish (you love how guns are shaped like a penis and balls) and you're really just upset that a suicide at a gun range would "give more fuel to the anti-gun crowd."

Your faux concern and outrage is about you and how you'd be affected. You don't give a shit about some faceless strangers 4000 miles away. You're self-serving just like everyone else.

 

[annointed_towers]

Are you still with us OP?

 

[death137]

Are you still with us OP?

I think op aren't suffering anymore but if he is still alive then I hope he didn't made an attempt and survived it because that probably result in major injury.

 

[Banshee]

I did. See below.

You have a gun fetish (you love how guns are shaped like a penis and balls) and you're really just upset that a suicide at a gun range would "give more fuel to the anti-gun crowd."

Your faux concern and outrage is about you and how you'd be affected. You don't give a shit about some faceless strangers 4000 miles away. You're self-serving just like everyone else.

I feel the exact same way about this as I do to people who want to purposely drive head-on into other vehicles, ctb by cops, and walking in front of manned moving vehicles/machines. I get that you're a weak and selfish individual and judging how you automatically see everyday objects as cock and balls you're most likely upset about your own sexuality. There is lots of resources online for you to prepare yourself to come out to your family. I'm sure they'll gladly accept you for who you are.

Anyway. If OP went through with his plan hopefully he's currently being fed through a tube and that his family eventually gives up on him due to the costs of healthcare in his shitty country and just dumps them in some facility.

 

[SamTam33]

I feel the exact same way about this as I do to people who want to purposely drive head-on into other vehicles, ctb by cops, and walking in front of manned moving vehicles/machines. I get that you're a weak and selfish individual and judging how you automatically see everyday objects as cock and balls you're most likely upset about your own sexuality. There is lots of resources online for you to prepare yourself to come out to your family. I'm sure they'll gladly accept you for who you are.

Anyway. If OP went through with his plan hopefully he's currently being fed through a tube and that his family eventually gives up on him due to the costs of healthcare in his shitty country and just dumps them in some facility.

I'm convinced that men are obsessed with their guns because they see them as an extension of their dicks.

There are legitimate studies on this: the more guns you own, the more sexually dysfunctional you are.

You have over a dozen, right?

Speaking of acceptance, you should accept that you don't get to control someone else's suicide; your approval of their method isn't required.

Again, I wouldn't want to include anyone else in my ctb, but I'll be damned if I go off the deep end like you have just because someone disagrees.

 

[looseye]

@Banshee made some valid points but it is absolutely un-fucking-acceptable to behave like a total moron and keep personally attacking members over a disagreement. And wishing a "vegetable" state upon OP? Are you mental?

We've had an increasing trend towards such stupid toxicity in the last couple of months so it might be a good idea to put a little reminder about one of this site's core principles out there: if you can't engage here in a somewhat civilized manner, you better not engage at all. Banshee had to learn this the hard way, unfortunately...

[apologies for this comment not being directly related to the thread's theme]

 

[Kalista]

I hope you're finally resting, @evey8112

 

[annointed_towers]

I think OP really did it…

 

[hassan]

Don't ctb via a gun range. You're going to completely fuck up other people's lives, be the cause of traumatic PTSD and potential have their business shut down.

People who get traumatised have easy lives

I think literally any other option and method should be you're next course of action. Don't be a piece of shit and ruin other's lives just because you can't buy your own. If you live in USA, you have zero excuses.

Fuck you then. If you're willing to fuck other people over because of your own selfishness, then I hope you fail and end up a vegetable.

Who cares about other people at this point

I'm sorry you find yourself at this place in your life and I wish you peace no matter how you need to find it for yourself. Suicide is inherently a selfish act, and there's nothing wrong with that, and if I had to resort to the method of the OP, I'd put my needs above others, too. They'll get over it.

No it's not selfish get it right

 

[RichardFirst]

By all means, use a gun if you can get access to one, but please do NOT CTB in a public place. I want out just as much as anyone else here, but I don't want to cause harm or upset to anyone else.

 

[lebrodude]

By all means, use a gun if you can get access to one, but please do NOT CTB in a public place. I want out just as much as anyone else here, but I don't want to cause harm or upset to anyone else.

Yeah agree with this.
Find somewhere remote, out in the woods, up the mountains at night.

Somewhere where you want to be disturbed or found late at night .

 

[RichardFirst]

Yeah agree with this.
Find somewhere remote, out in the woods, up the mountains at night.

Somewhere where you want to be disturbed or found late at night .

Indeed. A private place is preferable for everyone. I wouldn't want to die in public.