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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
I plan on trying to hang myself tommorow night and taking Benadryl...I feel so guilty towards my parents j was tempted to tell my mom so I wouldn't feel as bad....

I also found a SN source but it won't be able to deliver by my due date
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,824
I hope that you have found some calm within about your decision, there is no harm in waiting a bit either. I also have this thing about wanting or somehow thinking my time would be the anniversary of me joining SaSu, but only if I find my peace, and if I'm sure that it's the only and final option left. At this point, I know I'm not ready. I wish you all the best, whichever way you decide on this journey. Please don't feel pressured by a "due date" and know that you are not alone. Sending hugs.
 
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ratscuff

Exiled Eldritch™
Sep 10, 2025
7
I wish the absolute best for you, and hope you find serenity. Whatever may happen, may tranquility find you. Sincerely. 🖤
 

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