Today's the day

[setianism]

I've been wishing to be completely alone for months and today it will be just me for 3 hours before anyone notices, far more than I need to hang myself. This is my first serious, not half-assed attempt and hopefully my last one too. Weird enough I don't feel sad or happy I just have that gut feeling when you know you have to do something. So yeah wish me luck guys

I've been here only for a week but you guys seem to be one of the kindest and most understanding people I've ever met. I hope each of you will sort things out, be it recovery or a peaceful exit

 

[IfHeDiesHeDies]

I wish you a quick and peaceful exit. all the best

 

[Desperate_Soul]

I think you're experiencing the calmness that I also found when I attempted. Congratulations! :)
I wish you luck, strength, and courage to guide you through CTB.
I hope all goes as planned and that you have a peaceful journey.

 

[LibertyRevolutionary]

Good luck and have a nice trip!

 

[throwaway123]

Thank you, I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs if your going with my method there's no turning back just be careful and may you find peace

 

[ThisIsTheEnd]

Good luck, man. Hope you find peace.

 

[Lunar]

Good luck to you and thank you.

 

[MistakesHappen]

I admire your courage, goodbye and good luck

 

[s_girl]

Vale friend. I wish you peace in whatever you choose to do.

 

[Anyara]

Good luck l. I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[wagram]

Godspeed. May you find peace my friend.

 

[Nlnp2]

Odihnește-te în pace (dacă ai reușit).

 

[SamK]

<3 sending love and peace. I usually type out a lot but you know what, i have nothing to say other than ''i understand with all my heart''. I'm sorry it came to this for you. I second all the comments above. Will be thinking of you today,Sam

 

[setianism]

Well I'm still stuck here for now at at least

Long story short my step sister has a key of my family's apartment, she comes to visit us regularly when she needs money, saw me hanging but still being semi conscious (was hanging for about 3 minutes though but couldn't black out), lifted me (half of me was laying down) and then I begged her not to take me to hospital to which she agreed since she can't stand my presence. Now I've got big scars on my neck that I'll have to explain and I feel like absolute shit and an attention seeker

 

[setianism]

Odihnește-te în pace (dacă ai reușit).

credeam ca te-ai sinucis sau ceva

 

[Desperate_Soul]

Well I'm still stuck here for now at at least

Long story short my step sister has a key of my family's apartment, she comes to visit us regularly when she needs money, saw me hanging but still being semi conscious (was hanging for about 3 minutes though but couldn't black out), lifted me (half of me was laying down) and then I begged her not to take me to hospital to which she agreed since she can't stand my presence. Now I've got big scars on my neck that I'll have to explain and I feel like absolute shit and an attention seeker

Where did you do it?

 

[setianism]

Where did you do it?

At home in my room

 

[Desperate_Soul]

At home in my room

And your sister goes into your room often?

 

[setianism]

And your sister goes into your room often?

Well she talked to my father before and he told her I'm the only one at home, she doesn't live with us but visits often

 

[Desperate_Soul]

Welcome back.

 

[Nofaith]

And your sister goes into your room often?

Some homes have an open door policy regarding bedrooms.

Well I'm still stuck here for now at at least

Long story short my step sister has a key of my family's apartment, she comes to visit us regularly when she needs money, saw me hanging but still being semi conscious (was hanging for about 3 minutes though but couldn't black out), lifted me (half of me was laying down) and then I begged her not to take me to hospital to which she agreed since she can't stand my presence. Now I've got big scars on my neck that I'll have to explain and I feel like absolute shit and an attention seeker

You'll have to put up for us for a little while longer.

You know it's been mentioned before about people coming back after a failed attempt. And there is nothing wrong with returning. You might feel embarrassed, but things don't always go according plan. That's why most of us are here in the first place because shit didn't work out. It happens.

You stick around here for however long you want/need.

 

[Nlnp2]

credeam ca te-ai sinucis sau ceva

Daca te face sa te simti mai bine, si eu am esuat o spanzurare (am ramas fara constiinta pentru vreo 3 minute, dar nu m-ar surprinde daca as fi ramas chiar mai mult) si nu am avut leziuni cerebrale. Prin iarna o sa ma sinucid eu.

 

[Desperate_Soul]

Some homes have an open door policy regarding bedrooms.
.

Yeah, I'm aware. I thought about that, but I didn't want to further the conversation more than necessary.

 

[itsallover]

Daca te face sa te simti mai bine, si eu am esuat o spanzurare (am ramas fara constiinta pentru vreo 3 minute, dar nu m-ar surprinde daca as fi ramas chiar mai mult) si nu am avut leziuni cerebrale. Prin iarna o sa ma sinucid eu.

Good luck. I am going to be forced to ctb in the next few days too. Everyone has completely given up on me and pretty much left me for dead. I hope you finally find peace. Many of us weren't made for this cruel unforgiving world.

 

[Nlnp2]

Good luck. I am going to be forced to ctb in the next few days too. Everyone has completely given up on me and pretty much left me for dead. I hope you finally find peace. Many of us weren't made for this cruel unforgiving world.

Thanks, but I still have months to live assuming I don't pussy out on New year's eve. (10 shots of vodka should help for that)

 

[setianism]

Some homes have an open door policy regarding bedrooms.



You'll have to put up for us for a little while longer.

You know it's been mentioned before about people coming back after a failed attempt. And there is nothing wrong with returning. You might feel embarrassed, but things don't always go according plan. That's why most of us are here in the first place because shit didn't work out. It happens.

You stick around here for however long you want/need.

That's so kind of you thank you

 

[setianism]

Daca te face sa te simti mai bine, si eu am esuat o spanzurare (am ramas fara constiinta pentru vreo 3 minute, dar nu m-ar surprinde daca as fi ramas chiar mai mult) si nu am avut leziuni cerebrale. Prin iarna o sa ma sinucid eu.

Da same sigur ca o sa mai incerc ceva in urmatoarele luni dar in octombrie ma intalnesc cu prietenul meu si deci o sa aman

 

[Lara Francis]

I've been wishing to be completely alone for months and today it will be just me for 3 hours before anyone notices, far more than I need to hang myself. This is my first serious, not half-assed attempt and hopefully my last one too. Weird enough I don't feel sad or happy I just have that gut feeling when you know you have to do something. So yeah wish me luck guys

I've been here only for a week but you guys seem to be one of the kindest and most understanding people I've ever met. I hope each of you will sort things out, be it recovery or a peaceful exit

Welcome back.you are not an attention seeker but just had a failed attempt.
many of us have had them.
I wish you peace and a smooth exit if you wish to ctb in the future x