Today's My last day on earth

[Fthis]

Today's the day. Today's the day I die by hanging. My family went to stay the night at a hotel but it's not tall enough to jump from so I decided to stay at home. In 4 hours and 6 minutes I'm going to hang myself. I'll try partial first but if I fail I'm going full. I know how to tie a slip knot. I'm using neckties which shouldn't be a problem since I'm 43 kilograms. Any advice would be appreciated. Wish me luck not ending up in a hospital.

 

[NodusTollens]

Good luck on your journey, I wish you peace.

 

[BandAddict]

I wish you a smooth journey.

 

[Good4Nothing]

I like your username.
I'm sorry life's been cruel to you.

 

[souljah222]

i wish you good luck and i hope youll end up in a better place, or no place at all, whatever you want

 

[Meditation guide]

I hope all goes as you want it to and you have a peaceful journey.

 

[czx85]

Good luck, I wish you a peaceful journey :)

Just a reminder that, if you could cause your neck to break while hanging, it would be significantly less painful. You would instantly lose conscious. This requires you to hang from a high enough position, and give enough force while jumping down. I suggest you to look up more info about it, from this website's megathread or google more.

If the neck doesn't break while hanging, the hanger would experience the process of soffocation. Which is considered one of the most painful thing a human could ever experience.

 

[Spitfire]

Today's the day. Today's the day I die by hanging. My family went to stay the night at a hotel but it's not tall enough to jump from so I decided to stay at home. In 4 hours and 6 minutes I'm going to hang myself. I'll try partial first but if I fail I'm going full. I know how to tie a slip knot. I'm using neckties which shouldn't be a problem since I'm 43 kilograms. Any advice would be appreciated. Wish me luck not ending up in a hospital.

Good luck.

Be careful if using a neck tie. Another member was using a neck tie for incomplete partial hanging and it broke on them after they passed out. They do not know how long they were unconscious passed out for before the neck tie broke on them, and they had some problems and a headache for a few days afterward. They may have gotten lucky not to have brain damage if it had happened differently?

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear you're leaving!

Good luck with partial, I really suck at it.

Anyway, whatever happens, I just want you to be at peace. Wish you the best.

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[StrawberryPanic]

If you'll be an angel, talk to me in my dream! Bro I wish you a good time painless and I'm so sorry that it be so cruel with you

 

[Keto]

I wish you a save journey

 

[pen]

Wishing you the best, and a happy CTB.

 

[TotallyIsolated]

I'm sorry it has come to this. I hope you find peace, and please dont be too hard on yourself if you dont succeed.

 

[nora.]

sweet dreams man, see ya on the other side.

 

[LosinIt20]

Sweet dreams beloved

 

[happiestman]

Wish you a safe journey. Good luck

 

[Nexuno]

Good luck. Hope you can find peace.

 

[Deleted member 15256]

Hope you find peace

 

[stygal]

Hopefully everything turned out okay and @Fthis had a smooth and painless transition or changed their mind without anything bad happening.
Sleep well in eternal non-existence <3

 

[Sherri]

I'm sorry life Led you to this decision, whatever path you choose I wish you find peace, and say hello to the other side for me if it exists. A big hug, and if you decide to stay with us a little longer is also ok.

 

[grungeCat]

I wish you safe travel and eternal peace that you deserve. Fly high my angel

 

[Pookie]

It's a shame that you're in such despair that you feel the only way out is to ctb. May eternal peace await you.

 

[suicidesheep31]

I would have a question if you don't mind.
43 kg is not lot.
Where do you want to attache to rope? (I am also considering this method)

I wish you a safe travel if it is what you want. Take care of you

 

[Fthis]

I would have a question if you don't mind.
43 kg is not lot.
Where do you want to attache to rope? (I am also considering this method)

I wish you a safe travel if it is what you want. Take care of you

I have a loft bed and underneath it has bars. I want to attach the rope to the bars underneath the loft bed. I've hung on there many times so it should support my body weight, but recently I've been looking into where to order SN because I'm having trouble finding the sweet spot.

 

[suicidesheep31]

I have a loft bed and underneath it has bars. I want to attach the rope to the bars underneath the loft bed. I've hung on there many times so it should support my body weight, but recently I've been looking into where to order SN because I'm having trouble finding the sweet spot.

Do you think that SN will be better than partial hanging?

 

[plough22]

It will be hard to overcome SI but ensure that you do it right cause being found too early is not an option. Really think about it, seek help but if you have thought about it, safe journey and trip. I need the impulse to do it and hopefully I can be brave like some on this site. PEACE is all some of us want.

 

[Fthis]

Do you think that SN will be better than partial hanging?

I've never heard people with SN failing unless they're found too quickly, and from I've heard it's painless.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

43kg? Damn.

 

[jakaka]

I've never heard people with SN failing unless they're found too quickly, and from I've heard it's painless.

Just seeing this now. You're still here on earth glad to see it. SI kick in?

 

[WornOutLife]

I've never heard people with SN failing unless they're found too quickly, and from I've heard it's painless.

I'm glad to see you're still here.
I thought I was gonna die for real last Jan, 21st.