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3xhilarati0n

3xhilarati0n

broken mind
Jan 10, 2025
21
My birthday is today and I know I should feel lucky and grateful to have parents and a sister who wished me happy birthday. But for some reason I don't really count it, since they don't even know the real me.

I just wish at least one of my friends remembered. Or at least my online bf. It just hurts being so overlooked constantly. I crave connection, I want to matter to someone.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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πŸŽ‚ HAPPY BIRTHDAY πŸŽ‚
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

So where's the bus stop?
May 17, 2024
338
HAPPY BIRTHHHHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU, HAPPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAY TOOOO YOU! πŸ₯³

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR 3XHILARATI0N, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! β™ͺ β™« β™ͺ

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P.s. It's completely understandable to want connection with others, I'm sorry they overlooked you, but maybe don't let this bring you down, because I'm sure they care on some level, no? That's what you could be looking at, especially today on your birthday!
 
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Kilojewel

Kilojewel

Member
Dec 15, 2024
11
Hey, probably doesn't mean much but happy birthday! I hope you find a little joy today.
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
624
Happy birthday!

Not actually sure if it's happy or not but let's just assume it is!
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,345
Happy Birthday!! I hope it gets better for you as the day goes on. But if it doesn't, well, you have us misfits to hang out with!! β€οΈβ€οΈπŸ«‚πŸ«‚πŸ«‚πŸ˜˜
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

The one who has lost a lot, fears nothing.
Oct 21, 2024
420
Happy Birthday!! I hope it gets better for you as the day goes on. But if it doesn't, well, you have us misfits to hang out with!! β€οΈβ€οΈπŸ«‚πŸ«‚πŸ«‚πŸ˜˜
And nobody is better at being misfits than us!
 
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DevonBostick'sAss

DevonBostick'sAss

BillyIdol
Jan 10, 2025
97
Happy Birthday!!!!! Im eating a whole ass soufflΓ© i was trying to find a cause to eat it. <333333
 
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isa_nqra1

isa_nqra1

catching the bus soon
Jan 10, 2025
50
I know im just another random online but i do wish you the best of birthdays. Im sorry you feel that way but i hope everything goes well for ya
 
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FishermanLarry61

FishermanLarry61

Member
Jan 10, 2025
11
Have a lovely birthday, I hope you can rest well in your special day! πŸ’•
 
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3xhilarati0n

3xhilarati0n

broken mind
Jan 10, 2025
21
Thank you everyone for the birthday wishes it's very nice of you all :)
There is no birthday party but if there was you'd all be invited
 
yousaidimsweet

yousaidimsweet

your star student
Nov 30, 2024
73
i'm a little late but happy birthday omg!!!
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
My birthday is today and I know I should feel lucky and grateful to have parents and a sister who wished me happy birthday. But for some reason I don't really count it, since they don't even know the real me.

I just wish at least one of my friends remembered. Or at least my online bf. It just hurts being so overlooked constantly. I crave connection, I want to matter to someone.
Happy belated birthday!! I know how hard this is πŸ₯Ή and why I rarely celebrate birthdays because my life shouldn't be celebrated, it's obsolete, and I was born to awful people. I don't know your story, and I can deeply resonate with loss of connection especially if people's engagement is deeply lackluster and biased only towards celebrations, but we will remember you here and I would love if you messaged me anytime for a hi, a chat, or just a vent. I equally just appreciate anything with connection, but I love my loneliness too, meaning self respect most times if I will feel alone anyways, and I hope you can celebrate your day your way if you are feeling this way at times and you should know I sincerely am happy your day was few days ago and hoped it went well for you and hoped whatever happens is much better after you posted πŸ«‚πŸ₯³πŸ₯Ή 1736866115520
 
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