Today sucks

[Ghostofthepast]

I hate today constantly being reminded of happy families happy relationships things I'll never have god I just want to die

 

[LaVieEnRose]

If it's any consolation, there are plenty of people whose valentines come in tubs or have batteries. It's understandable to lose sight of that if your environment throws it in your face. Romance isn't in the cards for me so I get it.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

If it's any consolation, there are plenty of people whose valentines come in tubs or have batteries. It's understandable to lose sight of that if your environment throws it in your face. Romance isn't in the cards for me so I get it.

Last yea I had my first vday with my girlfriend in my life and now this year it just hurts being alone again loosing everything

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Last yea I had my first vday with my girlfriend in my life and now this year it just hurts being alone again loosing everything

If there was a first maybe there can be a second. Someone found appealing and attractive so it stands to reason someone else will.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

If there was a first maybe there can be a second. Someone found appealing and attractive so it stands to reason someone else will.

No she got with me because she n33ded a home needed a father for her kid it was never about how I looked

No she got with me because she n33ded a home needed a father for her kid it was never about how I looked

And even if it was I can't trust anyone anymore

 

[downndone2]

I'm all alone now for several years on this day. I don't know that it has gotten any easier. But the day has come to a close now

 

[Ghostofthepast]

I'm all alone now for several years on this day. I don't know that it has gotten any easier. But the day has come to a close now

It hasn't for me I wish my last attempt worked

 

[AloneInCollege]

Same for me. I know that's it's impossible for anyone to ever love me, so today only reminds me what a lonely and awful person I am.

 

[FuneralCry]

I doubt that happiness even exists really, I see it as being a delusion and I believe that many people just pretend to be content around others. Being in relationships usually just causes more suffering, it's very true that you simply cannot trust people. But of course existing certainly can be very painful and there could never be anything fair about this. It's undeniably such a cruel world that we exist in and of course it can be so awful having to endure an existence that you hate.

 

[Ghostofthepast]

Same for me. I know that's it's impossible for anyone to ever love me, so today only reminds me what a lonely and awful person I am.

Same :(

I doubt that happiness even exists really, I see it as being a delusion and I believe that many people just pretend to be content around others. Being in relationships usually just causes more suffering, it's very true that you simply cannot trust people. But of course existing certainly can be very painful and there could never be anything fair about this. It's undeniably such a cruel world that we exist in and of course it can be so awful having to endure an existence that you hate.

The world hates me I was supposed to be a miscarriage but no it was stopped