Today may be the day

[cookiencream]

I just feel like today is the day I ctb. Even if it's by hanging, my least favored method but it's all I have and right now I feel ready.

 

[knickknack81]

Whatever you decide, I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.

 

[cookiencream]

Shit I broke down crying infront of my parents and essentially had a mental breakdown. So yay! I can't do it! I mean I didn't want to die by hanging but dang ugh. At least now maybe I can work on a different method? Who knows.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

I believe hanging requires so much courage and SI is likely to become huge. It's natural to feel hesitant. And it never means you are weak. I'm sorry you are in this suffering. Whatever you choose, I wish you the best. If you want to know different methods, you can ask in this website freely.

 

[cookiencream]

Shit I broke down crying infront of my parents and essentially had a mental breakdown. So yay! I can't do it! I mean I didn't want to die by hanging but dang ugh. At least now maybe I can work on a different method? Who knows.

They're watching me now...fml

 

[EternalShore]

They're watching me now...fml

well, you may not wish to use this site in the meantime then, if you don't wish to get caught by them~ >_<
I hope you recover from your breakdown and feel better from that soon and everything else too~ :) and well, that if stopped you from doing so, since you didn't seem ready yet based on what you said~ >_<