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WornOutLife
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- Mar 22, 2020
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My dad's birthday has finally come. I'm really happy to be able to celebrate one more b-day with him but damn, I wish I could talk to him about how suicide is still on my mind or how I'm doing my best to live but some days I just wanna give up and ctb (such as last Sunday).
However, I won't ruin things. I gotta make him happy. I've bought him his favourite chocolate cake and edited a video with different moments of his life. I bet he'll cry like a baby lol.
Anybody else who has a birthday coming soon and gotta pretend they're okay?
Edit: He even thinks I'm not drinking alcohol anymore so, I had to hide one champagne bottle in my wardrobe lol. I don't want him to be sad!
However, I won't ruin things. I gotta make him happy. I've bought him his favourite chocolate cake and edited a video with different moments of his life. I bet he'll cry like a baby lol.
Anybody else who has a birthday coming soon and gotta pretend they're okay?
Edit: He even thinks I'm not drinking alcohol anymore so, I had to hide one champagne bottle in my wardrobe lol. I don't want him to be sad!
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