Venting Today is cbt day.

[Elysion]

I don't think it's worth saying this, but it might seem a little valuable to talk to someone whose time has come to die. I wanted to commit suicide by hanging, but in various tests, I realized that my neck hurts a lot, it's strange that I'm not even fat! Now I have two options: cyanide and sodium nitrite. I choose cyanide because it is a real poison but SN is not. Because unsuccessful suicide is more painful than suicide by fire! Because contrary to what others said, I did not find anything in any language about it being painful on the internet, and there were even videos and documents that showed that it is not painful. Therefore, the logical choice is cyanide.
I filled 32 capsules of 500 mg with cyanide. Its total weight is 15 grams. I dipped the capsules in oil so that I could swallow three of them, it is important to take a short time to swallow all the capsules, because cyanide is fast.
The reason for our suicide is not important. What matters is that our pain was real. It doesn't matter if you were a good person or a bad person. The important thing is that when you look back, can you be proud of the path you have taken.

 

[deomlez]

Have a nice trip. You seem to be detached from everything... it's a good point at this moment.

 

[Wants-To-End]

I don't think it's worth saying this, but it might seem a little valuable to talk to someone whose time has come to die. I wanted to commit suicide by hanging, but in various tests, I realized that my neck hurts a lot, it's strange that I'm not even fat! Now I have two options: cyanide and sodium nitrite. I choose cyanide because it is a real poison but SN is not. Because unsuccessful suicide is more painful than suicide by fire! Because contrary to what others said, I did not find anything in any language about it being painful on the internet, and there were even videos and documents that showed that it is not painful. Therefore, the logical choice is cyanide.
I filled 32 capsules of 500 mg with cyanide. Its total weight is 15 grams. I dipped the capsules in oil so that I could swallow three of them, it is important to take a short time to swallow all the capsules, because cyanide is fast.
The reason for our suicide is not important. What matters is that our pain was real. It doesn't matter if you were a good person or a bad person. The important thing is that when you look back, can you be proud of the path you have taken.

Hey, Where did u get your cyanide?

 

[Aisley]

It will be fast and certain.
Might be even faster if you mixed it into a liquid, instead of waiting for capsules to dissolve.

 

[day]

I hope you travel safe OP. I'm sorry the world brought you to this point. May the endless suffering end.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

15grams of cyanide will give you a quick and irreversable CTB. I wish you a pleasant jounrey and I hope you find the peace and freedom you are searching for! Good luck and farewell!

 

[Wants-To-End]

It will be fast and certain.
Might be even faster if you mixed it into a liquid, instead of waiting for capsules to dissolve.

15grams of cyanide will give you a quick and irreversable CTB. I wish you pleasant jounrey and I hope you find the peace and freedom you are searching for! Good luck and farewell!

Hi, You guys have any Idea, Where Pure Cyanide can be purchased?

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Yeah, I second every question here, where did you get Cyanide from?

 

[90starve]

wishing you peaceful travels <3

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Hi, You guys have any Idea, Where Pure Cyanide can be purchased?

eah, I second every question here, where did you get Cyanide from?

It's all discussed here long ago if you used the search function and not only here if you used it with appropritae keywords on other search engines. If it's not availabe legally it can be produced from harmless chemicals easily at home. I don't think it's nice to enter a goodbye thread asking this stuff.

MAKING CYANIDE POISON| detailed receipe|painless death

MAKING CYANIDE(potassium cyanide) !!!!Easy method in the bottom but read the whole thing!!!!! WHAT: Cyanide or potassium cyanide is A super strong poison. You die within seconds with no pain. HOW IT WORKS: The poison blocks the ability of the body cells to get oxygen. So you suffocate on...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Deleted member 65988]

It's all discussed here long ago if you used the search function and not only here if you used it with appropritae keywords on other search engines. If it's not availabe legally it can be produced from harmless chemicals easily at home. I don't think it's nice to enter a goodbye thread asking this stuff.

MAKING CYANIDE POISON| detailed receipe|painless death

MAKING CYANIDE(potassium cyanide) !!!!Easy method in the bottom but read the whole thing!!!!! WHAT: Cyanide or potassium cyanide is A super strong poison. You die within seconds with no pain. HOW IT WORKS: The poison blocks the ability of the body cells to get oxygen. So you suffocate on...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

Apologies but I didn't even know it was possible to still get cyanide, I only once found Sodium Cyanide sometime ago.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Apologies but I didn't even know it was possible to still get cyanide, I only once found Sodium Cyanide sometime ago.

You don't need to apologzie to me. Sodiumcyanide would do the same same job, no issues! (from the chemical point of view) If you wish you can inhale HCN as is being used in US gas chamber execusions, and it will do the same job but even more painful.

OP sorry we had to enter your goodbye thread with cyanide discussion. Requiescat in pace! I hope you can find peace & freedom!

 

[notahappygirl]

Hope you find peace

 

[angel31]

I hope u find peace and everything goes ur way. Sending you hugs<3

 

[syyaaahhhh]

I don't think it's worth saying this, but it might seem a little valuable to talk to someone whose time has come to die. I wanted to commit suicide by hanging, but in various tests, I realized that my neck hurts a lot, it's strange that I'm not even fat! Now I have two options: cyanide and sodium nitrite. I choose cyanide because it is a real poison but SN is not. Because unsuccessful suicide is more painful than suicide by fire! Because contrary to what others said, I did not find anything in any language about it being painful on the internet, and there were even videos and documents that showed that it is not painful. Therefore, the logical choice is cyanide.
I filled 32 capsules of 500 mg with cyanide. Its total weight is 15 grams. I dipped the capsules in oil so that I could swallow three of them, it is important to take a short time to swallow all the capsules, because cyanide is fast.
The reason for our suicide is not important. What matters is that our pain was real. It doesn't matter if you were a good person or a bad person. The important thing is that when you look back, can you be proud of the path you have taken.

Safe trip. I hope your find you peace.

 

[Wants-To-End]

I don't think it's nice to enter a goodbye thread asking this stuff.

I am really really really sorry for that, that didn't strike to my Mind for a moment

It's all discussed here long ago if you used the search function and not only here if you used it with appropritae keywords on other search engines. If it's not availabe legally it can be produced from harmless chemicals easily at home.

Thanks for your link

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Op, I wish you all the best and may you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[MrDarkness]

Gl I wish the best, I hope your able to find peace, I'll cya soon

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for a fast and peaceful transition. Go well.

 

[just_so_done]

I'm sorry for your struggles but hope you have a peaceful journey

 

[ghost44]

Rest in peace.

 

[outrider567]

I hope everything was peaceful and painless, R.I.P.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

May all go well for you and I hope you get to the peace you deserve.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I hope you have found peace from this horrible world.