Venting Today I choose to stay

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Today. Just for today. For my family. I don't know tomorrow. Only for them, not for me.

 

[Jean4]

Today. Just for today. For my family. I don't know tomorrow. Only for them, not for me.

And me. You know I love you.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

For today is all anyone can ask. And we're glad to have you today.

We'll take all the days of you we can get.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I'm glad you're taking it one day at a time. Sometimes I need to take it one minute at a time. Count down the seconds and say, "I made it."

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I'm glad you're taking it one day at a time. Sometimes I need to take it one minute at a time. Count down the seconds and say, "I made it."

It's so difficult. Being with my family and having suicidal thoughts makes me wanna cry. It's like I'm trapped I want to die for myself but I don't want to die for them. So hard...

 

[Largeletters]

We're all glad you chose to stay today.

 

[Jean4]

It's so difficult. Being with my family and having suicidal thoughts makes me wanna cry. It's like I'm trapped I want to die for myself but I don't want to die for them. So hard...

You have me. What am I chopped liver?

I'm here if you need me. Just bring ravioli... oh. And salad with meat!

 

[BPD Barbie]

Today. Just for today. For my family. I don't know tomorrow. Only for them, not for me.

You know, I've never really spoken to you, but I enjoy seeing you around here. It's the little things that make the biggest impact on people. I'm glad you chose to stay, even if it's just for one more day

 

[LMLN]

It's so difficult. Being with my family and having suicidal thoughts makes me wanna cry. It's like I'm trapped I want to die for myself but I don't want to die for them. So hard...

I'm so sorry and can understand. I feel trapped as well, to stay for my family. We understand here, we care and are listening. My heart breaks with yours.
One more day is all we can promise when we feel so bad.

 

[faust]

I am glad you are staying with us today!
And here is the song which is about "Today, just for today..."


Just for today
I could try to live through this day only
Not deal with all life's problems
Just for today

If just for one night
I could feel not sad and lonely
Not be my own life's problem
Just for one night

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Thanks to all for those kind words. I love you

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

It's so difficult. Being with my family and having suicidal thoughts makes me wanna cry. It's like I'm trapped I want to die for myself but I don't want to die for them. So hard...

I'm right there with you. I get how you feel trapped. It's almost like two unseen forces are pulling you in different directions and you're tearing down the middle. One wants you to stay for the people in your life and the other is the bus. I'm here if you ever need to talk because we all need a shoulder to cry on sometimes

 

[Quarky00]

I would make a decision based on my own wishes, if there's mutual deep caring and love - that would slightly suspend my actual ctb, but I won't stop preparing, and I won't do it for X's good or something like that. It's never "for them" but "with them" (for me).



Staying alive is torture. I'm not glad for someone to be in torture. And we dont say "I'm glad you ctb". (not criticism just reflective, I find it weird)

I just wish you the best , Timey-Dusty

 

[noaccount]

I hope you can get something *for you* soon too...

 

[Jean4]

Nighty night my Ravioli man. I'm proud of you. You will get this when you wake up.

 

[Green Destiny]

And we'll stay with you for as long as you need us.

 

[rntmss]

I feel like we need a megathread for us who just want to celebrate that they made it through another day.