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This was in Portugal. Maybe they haven't seen many cases of SN poisoning. I believe it to be more common elsewhere in the world and, evidently, it's getting more popular because the authorities have wised-up and are trying to make it more difficult to obtain. If the condition of the body is what bothers you, keep in mind that shooting yourself in the head with a shotgun, also, does not leave a "pretty" corpse. Neither does drowning and not being found for some time. I doubt you look to great after jumping from a skyscraper, either, and smashing into the concrete. For the record, that discoloration on the body happens on ANYONE who dies for any reason after a couple hours. I know because I was with my mother when she passed and it was a couple hours before Hospice got to the house to declare, and by then she had those same types of "bruises" all over her body. It's from the blood pooling, unable to circulate. For me, I couldn't care less what I look like when I go.

I should say, though, that SN is not going to be my method.
 
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xo777

are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
170
I never really expected my corpse to be very pretty. We aren't going to look attractive dead only to those with necrophilia maybe. No matter what method we will still look bad
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
Seen it. But more importantly, what was the point of this post? You say, "So...think twice before use". Why? Are you trying to deter people from using this method? And if you are, which you clearly must be because you tell us the "think twice", why are you trying to deter people? I'm not understanding the reason for your post otherwise.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
Oh God! Oh no! Please no! Thank you for sharing this buddy! I'm gonna pour it out right away! Thank you buddy!
 
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Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,447
I can't open the pdf ... however, I think the OP choose N or SN as his method
 
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ge0rge

ge0rge

the satanic mechanic
Jul 29, 2018
659
there is nothing wrong with the way it looks. discoloration is very normal. the cyanosis is unremarkable compared to the smurfishness we are told to expect
 
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yıη

So if I escape, will my pain go away?
Jun 22, 2022
71
This was in Portugal. Maybe they haven't seen many cases of SN poisoning. I believe it to be more common elsewhere in the world and, evidently, it's getting more popular because the authorities have wised-up and are trying to make it more difficult to obtain. If the condition of the body is what bothers you, keep in mind that shooting yourself in the head with a shotgun, also, does not leave a "pretty" corpse. Neither does drowning and not being found for some time. I doubt you look to great after jumping from a skyscraper, either, and smashing into the concrete. For the record, that discoloration on the body happens on ANYONE who dies for any reason after a couple hours. I know because I was with my mother when she passed and it was a couple hours before Hospice got to the house to declare, and by then she had those same types of "bruises" all over her body. It's from the blood pooling, unable to circulate. For me, I couldn't care less what I look like when I go.

I should say, though, that SN is not going to be my method.

Is there something you believe to be a better route? Just trying to get info.
 
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Suicideorgy

Member
Jun 20, 2022
73
I am fine with lookin like a smurf when I go. Who knows maybe some distant relatives will get a kick out of it years down the line. Maybe itll be like those auto erotic asphyxiation jokes.
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
Corpses aren't going to look pretty regardless of the method. Even natural deaths can look awful, like cases of people fusing into the furniture they passed on, eaten by pets, or even exploding from decomposition. Not to mention the maggots and the smell.

Sheesh, beauty standards are getting unrealistic these days, even corpses are expected to look drop dead gorgeous.
(Sarcasm)


 
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J007

J007

Member
May 12, 2022
50
Seen it. But more importantly, what was the point of this post? You say, "So...think twice before use". Why? Are you trying to deter people from using this method? And if you are, which you clearly must be because you tell us the "think twice", why are you trying to deter people? I'm not understanding the reason for your post otherwise.
Have you noticed a "smile" at the end of my post? You know, it looks like- :)

You don't have to "understand" the reason as it's not your threat.

Some people don't get either irony or sarcasm...although you should.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
Have you noticed a "smile" at the end of my post? You know, it looks like- :)

You don't have to "understand" the reason as it's not your threat.

Some people don't get either irony or sarcasm...although you should.
If you were going for irony or sarcasm, you failed to convey that to me. Sorry, but putting a smiley after "So think twice before use" doesn't make it laughable. Sorry, I fail to see your sarcasm. But ok. And usually when people make threads, they usually want their readers to understand their post so ok.
 
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J007

Member
May 12, 2022
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If you were going for irony or sarcasm, you failed to convey that to me. Sorry, but putting a smiley after "So think twice before use" doesn't make it laughable. Sorry, I fail to see your sarcasm. But ok. And usually when people make threads, they usually want their readers to understand their post so ok.
Smile doesn't mean laugh. The emoticon for laughing looks like- :D
Seems like you're having bad day...Cheer up a bit.
If not- just walk away...And don't criticize as you're not perfect either.
 
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Alex6216

Mage
Apr 19, 2022
539
This literally has been posted 10000s of times before.
His body looks gross but that's mainly because he's fat which can be fixed if one follows a resistance-workout, eats 500kcal less than their TDEE (there's so many online calculators which calculate your TDEE) and eats 1.8g of protein per kilo of bodyweight/0.8g per pound of bodyweight. Also we all know SN makes your body blue but that doesnt mean anything about how a person felt before death. Also like others say, of course dead bodies aren't too pretty, even the most natural peaceful death will leave a rotten ugly corpse.
We all know SN isn't perfect but it's way better than overdosing on paracetamol or trying to do partial hanging and failing.
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
are we seriously trying this scare tactic again?
 
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Judy Garland

HoHum
Mar 23, 2022
826
Smile doesn't mean laugh. The emoticon for laughing looks like- :D
Seems like you're having bad day...Cheer up a bit.
If not- just walk away...And don't criticize as you're not perfect either.
Wrong. I AM perfect.
 
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Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
The emoticon for laughing looks like- :D
to be debatable, what an emoticon means depends on the person and the context. example theres this one emoji that can be taken as "uuuugh fml" or "omg im c*mming". also that emoticon looks like smiling. laughing would look more like this XD XD
 
houseofleaves

houseofleaves

and this with thee remains.
Jan 14, 2022
554
This literally has been posted 10000s of times before.
His body looks gross but that's mainly because he's fat which can be fixed if one follows a resistance-workout, eats 500kcal less than their TDEE (there's so many online calculators which calculate your TDEE) and eats 1.8g of protein per kilo of bodyweight/0.8g per pound of bodyweight. Also we all know SN makes your body blue but that doesnt mean anything about how a person felt before death. Also like others say, of course dead bodies aren't too pretty, even the most natural peaceful death will leave a rotten ugly corpse.
We all know SN isn't perfect but it's way better than overdosing on paracetamol or trying to do partial hanging and failing.
Just wanted to say. I've talked to people that have seen a body of man who died because of SN. They said, he looked peaceful. Like he went asleep.
 
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neurotica

Member
May 10, 2022
29
This was in Portugal. Maybe they haven't seen many cases of SN poisoning. I believe it to be more common elsewhere in the world and, evidently, it's getting more popular because the authorities have wised-up and are trying to make it more difficult to obtain. If the condition of the body is what bothers you, keep in mind that shooting yourself in the head with a shotgun, also, does not leave a "pretty" corpse. Neither does drowning and not being found for some time. I doubt you look to great after jumping from a skyscraper, either, and smashing into the concrete. For the record, that discoloration on the body happens on ANYONE who dies for any reason after a couple hours. I know because I was with my mother when she passed and it was a couple hours before Hospice got to the house to declare, and by then she had those same types of "bruises" all over her body. It's from the blood pooling, unable to circulate. For me, I couldn't care less what I look like when I go.

I should say, though, that SN is not going to be my method.
When did this happen? Do you know where in Portugal?
 

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