I am in the same situation as you, I see that my health is deteriorating more and more, removing the prospect of a peaceful CTB, or even a CTB. No one wants to accompany me to Switzerland, for an assisted suicide, and I'm afraid, too, that it will cost me too much! In fact, the Swiss franc has increased in value, compared to other currencies, unless you work and live in Switzerland, outright, and benefit from assisted suicide by local associations, much cheaper, and at its home, hence the obligation to come and live in Switzerland, for the end of life!
This is why many pro-choice people are fighting to legalize euthanasia, that is to say a death given by a doctor, or another person in the medical field (such as a nurse), at the request of the patient, who wishes to leave life. .
A CTB, which can be done alone, in complete autonomy, discretion (in the case of a country, a family, etc., authoritarian, punitive), but at your own risk, therefore not necessarily without pain, and risks of survive (with the consequences of suffering, being forcibly committed to a psychiatric hospital, being harassed, rejected, treated as crazy, imbecile, traitor, coward...)!
Unlike CTB, euthanasia is subject to the appreciation of others, who often decide for you, and very often leads to refusals (opposition from doctors, relatives, pro-lifers, etc.)!
We are lucky that this forum exists, a forum which promotes autonomy and tries, as best it can, to promote an autonomous CTB, to avoid scams, being caught in the act of a CTB ( and punished for it), but while remaining as peaceful as possible, without suffering, and trying to avoid chances of survival, with the consequences I cited above.
And, for people who want to survive, live better, a recovery session, like paillative care!
I would like that, everywhere in the world, without exceptions, and without the need to justify reasons, illnesses, illnesses with near death, without the need to be subject to paternalists (like doctors, relatives, families), we could have access to Euthanasia, assisted suicide, peaceful CTB, at any time, with a right to change your mind at any time!
It is the ultimate freedom, no one else has the right to decide for the other, it is a strictly personal choice for reasons, suffering, even psychiatric only, which are real suffering, handicaps !
Here again, when we only suffer from psychiatric pathologies, we refuse you all help, all social inclusion, etc., and even the right to die peacefully at any time!
In 2024, despite the evolution of society, psychiatry still has prejudices, rejections, contempt, etc., and this is getting worse now, especially with social networks, the last generations who are much more intolerant towards others, norms social, fashions, narcissism, consumerism, the constant competition of who is stronger than the other, who is more beautiful than the other, who is more intelligent than the other, who is richer than the other, etc. !