Venting To not care

[ladidabi]

I am stressed when caring about things. I should not care, because it has not done me well. If I stop caring I can finally give up without unnecessary worrying about people who don't actually care about me, and things that don't matter. I need to give up to be at peace. I hate being told I have a lot of strength, because I do not want this to begin with. I'm fighting my own thoughts.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

It's crazy that we care so much, in the grand scheme of things.

 

[TheOneFreeDude]

Not caring is so, so freeing. You have no idea.

 

[yowai]

There's this one thing that's been bothering me here recently and I wish I didn't give a fuck like on any other sites but the fact I could get banned here for expressing concern in certain topics is disturbing lmao. I should stop caring about what I can't change but it's weird after already sharing some personal stuff here and because it started to feel like home for a little while

 

[asaṅkhata]

I could get banned here for expressing concern in certain topics is disturbing lmao.

Which topics?

 

[yowai]

Which topics?

Nice try I know big brother is watching

 

[asaṅkhata]

Nice try I know big brother is watching

Haha, did you get a warning before? I'll stick up for you if you get banned, I promise.