To live or to die

[Treku]

I honestly would rather be dead at this point. I know how bad living is and how shitty the world is. even if I was fine i wouldn't want to keep doing this. how abt u guys?

 

[ForgottenAgain]

If my brain could be fixed, life would be worth living, even with all the trauma from family and the past.
My problem is internal, it's my brain, if that got resolved...

 

[Christo]

I can't understand how life could be worth living when all the problems are fixed.
With no problems to overcome and resolve (that's what ultimately life is about, solving problems to survive) life becomes tough because there is no motivating force behind to overcome the everyday suffering because no matter how good your life is, there is suffering.

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Life doesn't interest me anymore.
Absolutely nothing would change my mind about pressing the ctb button.
I'm done with this existence.
I want no more of it.
Just kill me already.

 

[tiger b]

Aren't the two options the same??

Trouble with me is I'm always searching for a bloody third option. Maybe some can relate.

 

[Division Day]

If my problems were solved, I would rather live. I want to ctb because I don't know how fix my brain and neither does anyone else. There's just no reason to believe I'll ever be truly okay again.

 

[Treku]

Aren't the two options the same??

Trouble with me is I'm always searching for a bloody third option. Maybe some can relate.

yeah both are just different solutions to fix the same problem. still would rather ctb tho.
even if I was happy all the time I would still know how shit the world and everyone in it is and I'm never gonna be able to get over that.

 

[tiger b]

I can respect that. I don't know what takes more imagination - perceiving the world as it is with a 'I'm all right Jack, I'm happy' perspective, f everything else and thinking that's a great way of being or drowning it all out.

The 'game' annoys me and grows tediously painful. Seeing people suffer in different ways to me is definitely not a consolation prize.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

If there was a button to click and all my problems would be solved I'd really prefer to live.

 

[SoftSense]

I want to die to escape my pain and problems, so if those things went away I would be happy to stay alive

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Ctb fixes all problems instantly and forever. After death is non-existence forever

In actual reality Not all problems are fixable. But Even if I were to magically (there is no magic) fix my major problems there are other new ones that could happen as these can happen to anyone. Very old age is hell and unavoidable cause the medical creeps will keep u alive wether u want to be or not to age 90 and beyond . U can't say ok I'm 80 and in constant pain demented and I want to die because they won't let you.Other horrible things can happen to anyone stroke cancer disability disabling accident, brain damage, kidnapping torture, homelessness .... Etc

There is no way to eliminate the possibility of something horrible happening to a human or other sentient animal while that animal is alive.
Ctb is achievable for me . Wishing there was a magic wand that could change the nature of the universe and life so then I could exist a while longer (for what purpose? ) is not realistic imo

I choose ctb for me

 

[FuneralCry]

I see it as preferable to cease existing under all circumstances as after all one cannot be harmed by not existing yet there is no limit as to how much one can suffer in this existence. I don't see any value in existing as a conscious being trapped in this decaying flesh prison, it just leads to meaningless and unnecessary suffering. I'd prefer to be at peace for all eternity, only wishing for nothingness feels rational to me.

 

[Ε. Η. R.]

I voted for the second option. Because my problem is trauma, the past, the social group that betrayed me.
And me, my actions.
It can't be fixed. It's already happened.