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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,239
The thought of non existence comforts me so much as to die means to end all the suffering. This life will be all forgotten about and instead there will be nothing. To die solves all problems as it removes the true cause of all problems in the first place which is life itself. Therefore to me, death is always preferable to any life as only the living are capable of suffering, not the dead. I believe peaceful nonexistence to be ideal, free from all cruelty where nothing can ever hurt us. We were all peacefully not existing until we were brought here against our wishes, forced to endure an existence all for no purpose where everything is determined by luck and chance. To bring someone into this world is creating problems in which there was never a need for in the first place, to me it can never be beneficial enduring existence.

Even if someone is content in their life and they delude themselves that life isn't that bad all that can quickly change. Life is unpredictable and uncertain and things will very likely get worse. The inevitable ending of something positive would just lead to more pain. Humans never seem to be satisfied and dying would remove the endless wants and desires as dead have no needs to satisfy. If someone was having a positive experience in life and they suddenly died they would be unable to grieve for what they lost in life. Those who are dead cannot think or feel or regret. Therefore this is why I view non existence as being preferable and I see no value in being alive.

I'm tired of being trapped in this human body and having to endure the same existence. Life itself really is the problem if you think about it. It's so awful how all this endless cruelty in the world will continue long after I am gone but at least by then I will be free. For me, leaving this world is certainly the best thing to happen.
 
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LittleMonkey

Member
Aug 13, 2020
37
Great post (or so I'd like to think, confirmation bias and all), but death doesn't solve at least one problem: the fact that you were born and had no control over it. You cannot undo it (probably).
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
905
No life = No problems = No suffering
 
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Idiotic

Failure
Sep 14, 2022
26
I think that death can definitely bring peace to those who need to rest from this world. In my case, I have memories that I want to bring with me when I die. Even though the suffering is daily, and even though it covers my thoughts about anything else besides death and anxiety,.. I still have some of my best memories hidden in my brain that I want to carry on with me in my burden of a soul. So, when I die, I wish there can be a peaceful, silent, and quiet and calming space for people to rest forever and still be able to reflect on the chosen memories we want to bring with us. Good memories of course, we don't want to be reminded of the pain we had to deal with, that's why suicide is the only solution for us.
 
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iltloml

Member
Aug 25, 2022
81
Literally solves every problem. If only it was easy
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,200
Amen to that. Dying will be the most satisfying and eventful days of my life.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
7,736
As always @FuneralCry you were very articulate. Well put. A thank you from everyone here as always. We can't wait to be gone ❤️
 
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burglarlydante

Member
Apr 30, 2020
98
I think about death the same way you do, but sometimes it scares me
Of what I will lose if I die?
Sometimes i think it would be still worth a try, the problem is... Nothing is getting better, doesn't matter if i try my hard and do the "impossible" to be here everyday, it appears to be useless and my life became more and more numb
sorry I needed to put this thoughts out
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Your voice is like a comforting lullaby. I wish your words could kill.
 
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Astral Storm

Astral Storm

Existence hurts too much
Aug 10, 2022
74
Exactly. The thought of death seems so comforting. This world is filled with so much unnecessary suffering. Life is the problem itself. It's the source of cruelty, violence and these endless needs in the end.
 
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MrShino

Student
Jul 8, 2021
141
The thought of non existence comforts me so much as to die means to end all the suffering. This life will be all forgotten about and instead there will be nothing. To die solves all problems as it removes the true cause of all problems in the first place which is life itself. Therefore to me, death is always preferable to any life as only the living are capable of suffering, not the dead. I believe peaceful nonexistence to be ideal, free from all cruelty where nothing can ever hurt us. We were all peacefully not existing until we were brought here against our wishes, forced to endure an existence all for no purpose where everything is determined by luck and chance. To bring someone into this world is creating problems in which there was never a need for in the first place, to me it can never be beneficial enduring existence.

Even if someone is content in their life and they delude themselves that life isn't that bad all that can quickly change. Life is unpredictable and uncertain and things will very likely get worse. The inevitable ending of something positive would just lead to more pain. Humans never seem to be satisfied and dying would remove the endless wants and desires as dead have no needs to satisfy. If someone was having a positive experience in life and they suddenly died they would be unable to grieve for what they lost in life. Those who are dead cannot think or feel or regret. Therefore this is why I view non existence as being preferable and I see no value in being alive.

I'm tired of being trapped in this human body and having to endure the same existence. Life itself really is the problem if you think about it. It's so awful how all this endless cruelty in the world will continue long after I am gone but at least by then I will be free. For me, leaving this world is certainly the best thing to happen.

'Again I looked, and I considered all the oppression taking place under the sun. I saw the tears of the oppressed, and they had no comforter; the power lay in the hands of their oppressors, and there was no comforter. So I admired the dead, who had already died, above the living, who are still alive. But better than both is he who has not yet existed, who has not seen the evil that is done under the sun.' ~ Ecclesiastes 4:1-3
 
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hatehypocrisy

Member
Sep 12, 2022
89
I understand your feelings very well.
What do you most want to do or have besides dying? Can you tell?
 
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Mashedout

Student
Nov 25, 2020
126
No one knows what happens when we die, we shouldn't have to keep going over this. Nothingness and religion are both comfort narratives at the opposite end of the spectrum. All options are still on the table as to what is possible. We should prepare for possibilities with our time here by strengthening ourselves. That is the best us or our time in the situation we've been forced to participate in, as we may be forced to participate in another after.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,239
why are you still alive?
Because of course suicide is not straightforward. It really is so difficult to actually leave this life behind. Theres the fear of failing ctb as well and if I failed it would just lead to more suffering. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone.
I understand your feelings very well.
What do you most want to do or have besides dying? Can you tell?
There's not much that I want to do apart from sleeping for all eternity. I just try to pass the time as dying is not straightforward as I mentioned above. I've never really wanted much out of life. Existence doesn't appeal to me or interest me. I find life to be completely unsatisfying. Only death could bring me the relief I want.
 
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xyzzy

Member
Jul 28, 2022
19
It does solve all the problems for the person who died but not for the loved ones left behind. I wish all of humanity would just instantaneously, painlessly die at one point without everyone knowing they even died.
 
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msci4499

Member
Apr 25, 2022
38
Because of course suicide is not straightforward. It really is so difficult to actually leave this life behind. Theres the fear of failing ctb as well and if I failed it would just lead to more suffering. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone.

There's not much that I want to do apart from sleeping for all eternity. I just try to pass the time as dying is not straightforward as I mentioned above. I've never really wanted much out of life. Existence doesn't appeal to me or interest me. I find life to be completely unsatisfying. Only death could bring me the relief I want.
So why do you always speak about the beauty of death without mentioning the pain and fear of choosing death?
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,816
I totally agree. Hopefully I'll be free soon so I can see what's really hiding behind the stage once the curtain closes. Hopefully there's nothing because I don't want to continue existing afterwards.
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
"I will not die, it's the world that will end."
paraphrase of unknown philosopher
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,239
So why do you always speak about the beauty of death without mentioning the pain and fear of choosing death?
I've written lots of posts about how difficult suicide is, but the theme of this thread is how there are no problems when we are dead. The original post in this thread is about being dead not about the process of dying or planning suicide. Dying is the thing that can cause fear, not death as we are incapable of feeling anything once we are gone. I don't fear death as I don't believe in an afterlife.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
The thought of non existence comforts me so much as to die means to end all the suffering. This life will be all forgotten about and instead there will be nothing. To die solves all problems as it removes the true cause of all problems in the first place which is life itself. Therefore to me, death is always preferable to any life as only the living are capable of suffering, not the dead. I believe peaceful nonexistence to be ideal, free from all cruelty where nothing can ever hurt us. We were all peacefully not existing until we were brought here against our wishes, forced to endure an existence all for no purpose where everything is determined by luck and chance. To bring someone into this world is creating problems in which there was never a need for in the first place, to me it can never be beneficial enduring existence.

Even if someone is content in their life and they delude themselves that life isn't that bad all that can quickly change. Life is unpredictable and uncertain and things will very likely get worse. The inevitable ending of something positive would just lead to more pain. Humans never seem to be satisfied and dying would remove the endless wants and desires as dead have no needs to satisfy. If someone was having a positive experience in life and they suddenly died they would be unable to grieve for what they lost in life. Those who are dead cannot think or feel or regret. Therefore this is why I view non existence as being preferable and I see no value in being alive.

I'm tired of being trapped in this human body and having to endure the same existence. Life itself really is the problem if you think about it. It's so awful how all this endless cruelty in the world will continue long after I am gone but at least by then I will be free. For me, leaving this world is certainly the best thing to happen.
suffering is impermanence like life itself and in the end we all have to die. We fill our lives with false happiness through ownership of possessions and people. Few people find contentment becuase we as humans have lost the sense of simplicity. We DO rather than BE so we are always chasing rainbows. Its sad but the human race is a failed experiment of nature.
 
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msci4499

Member
Apr 25, 2022
38
I've written lots of posts about how difficult suicide is, but the theme of this thread is how there are no problems when we are dead. The original post in this thread is about being dead not about the process of dying or planning suicide. Dying is the thing that can cause fear, not death as we are incapable of feeling anything once we are gone. I don't fear death as I don't believe in an afterlife.
So you just fantasize about the beauty of death and don't plan to face the pain of death and actually do it?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,239
So you just fantasize about the beauty of death and don't plan to face the pain of death and actually do it?
Eventually I will have to. But suicide is not easy for me. To die would be ideal but failing an ctb attempt would just lead to more suffering. When things get much worse I will have to be gone though no matter what. I will have to find a way. I'm hoping that somehow I will die without ever having to face the pain of death, but only those who are lucky get a peaceful death.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
I like to think of those times when you go to bed and you sleep and then wake, as if in the blink of an eye. Hours of passed in 'real life' but you have not participated. No dreams, no waking to use the John or to the sound or your room mate or motorcycles outside... Or your anxiety for tomorrow ticking in your head like a forsaken clock... No nothing, none of that, just a switch, off and then on... Only, not on... Imagine if you will... If you... Yet you cannot... And this is the lamentable misery of thing...
 
hatehypocrisy

hatehypocrisy

Member
Sep 12, 2022
89
Because of course suicide is not straightforward. It really is so difficult to actually leave this life behind. Theres the fear of failing ctb as well and if I failed it would just lead to more suffering. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone.

There's not much that I want to do apart from sleeping for all eternity. I just try to pass the time as dying is not straightforward as I mentioned above. I've never really wanted much out of life. Existence doesn't appeal to me or interest me. I find life to be completely unsatisfying. Only death could bring me the relief I want.
Before you fall asleep forever, I hope you can have a delicious meal or experience something you've never experienced before.
 
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gimzero

Student
Aug 15, 2022
148
Thats true but it depends with the case and they didnt want you to die they need you for their matrix.
 
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