To die peacefully is the best thing that could possibly happen.

[FuneralCry]

As usual, I am always wishing for eternal rest. It's quite late at night now and I find these long days to be so pointless and depressing. There is no benefit to being alive, only disadvantages. Dying would be ideal as it would remove the thing that is the problem and is the cause of all our suffering which is life itself. There really is no need for life to be a thing at all. Those who die peacefully are very lucky, it must be such a relief having the option of a peaceful exit or having euthanasia available. To feel at peace and calm about dying, feeling comforted by the fact that they have control over when they die. Suicide is the best way to die, as the person leaves when the time feels right rather than being it out of their control.
To be permanently free from existence would be the best possible thing, there could never be anything wrong with suicide as the dead cannot suffer, they are free from a miserable existence they never asked for.

I take comfort in the thought of being dead, while many others see it as something sad, something to be feared, instead I see it as being the most wonderful thing. There is nothing that I want from this life, nothing could make me want to stay here. I deserve to pass away peacefully and I deserve better than this life, I deserve permanent non existence. It's a delusion the idea that existing is a good thing. Non existence will always be preferable to life in every single way, and I envy those who are gone. I could never feel sad if someone was to die, as they are now free. Staying alive is just delaying the inevitable. In my opinion, dying should always be peaceful if that is what the person wants. We deserve a peaceful death after enduring so much misery in life.

 

[sea shells]

I'm so sorry funeral cry! It's true. We all deserve means to a peaceful exit at the time of our choosing.
So what is your plan? I know you're afraid of the methods available for ctb so what does that mean? That you'll stay on earth until old age and type the same thing year after year?

 

[rationaltake]

I'd like to be dead and leave life to those who can enjoy it.

 

[obafgkm]

A society without euthanasia is not a good society. A good society makes people want to stay by being good and attractive, and won't force people to remain when they want to leave.

 

[Zzzzz]

I sincerely wish I get a fast,deadly disease that is guaranteed to kill me. I would happily spend a few weeks in hospice for death.

 

[Onw9]

Red button is the only solution fr

 

[Resinn66]

We are forced to endure this constant torture, it is the most evil punishment that Nature has given us. Our body was designed to make us suffer
I just can't understand how other people can get along with all of this, can enjoy life, and repeat the same things over and over again

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry for your pain. It's clear that you spend every minute of every day suffering.

This may sound like an imposition but I am asking as a genuinely pro choice person- Are you in a position to enquire about assisted suicide? It seems very clear that you are severely depressed and it sounds as if you have been all your life. Have you ever sought treatment for it? I'm asking because a history of tried (and failed) treatments I believe makes you more acceptable to some clinics.

Personally, I would love to go this route but I just don't have the medical history to back it up. I was once given Fluoxetine (Prozac) for what I think they diagnosed as moderate depression. Still, I know that really isn't going to do anything for me.

Sorry- I know it's very personal. I don't know your situation but it's so sad to see someone in constant pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm so sorry funeral cry! It's true. We all deserve means to a peaceful exit at the time of our choosing.
So what is your plan? I know you're afraid of the methods available for ctb so what does that mean? That you'll stay on earth until old age and type the same thing year after year?

No matter what I will never reach old age, I will make sure that I am gone before then. I don't have a plan currently, but there are always ways to leave, I guess, and eventually when things get much worse I will have to find a way to go. It's just a difficult situation to be in and I would have to be really desperate to attempt as I fear failing ctb and I have limited access to methods in general. For now I just put up with life and try to pass the time until I fall asleep.

I'm so sorry for your pain. It's clear that you spend every minute of every day suffering.

This may sound like an imposition but I am asking as a genuinely pro choice person- Are you in a position to enquire about assisted suicide? It seems very clear that you are severely depressed and it sounds as if you have been all your life. Have you ever sought treatment for it? I'm asking because a history of tried (and failed) treatments I believe makes you more acceptable to some clinics.

Personally, I would love to go this route but I just don't have the medical history to back it up. I was once given Fluoxetine (Prozac) for what I think they diagnosed as moderate depression. Still, I know that really isn't going to do anything for me.

Sorry- I know it's very personal. I don't know your situation but it's so sad to see someone in constant pain.

I live in the UK, I don't really think that assisted suicide is an option for me. I think that if people were easily able to get accepted and go for that, then there would be no forum and method discussions. I don't really think my problem is the kind of depression that treatments would do anything for, its just that I have came to the rational conclusion that life could never be worth living and I have many reasons as to why this is and nothing could ever make me see things differently, I am not meant for living and its the way that I am. As I replied to the post above, eventually when I get so desperate I will have to find a way to leave.

 

[Forever Sleep]

No matter what I will never reach old age, I will make sure that I am gone before then. I don't have a plan currently, but there are always ways to leave, I guess, and eventually when things get much worse I will have to find a way to go. It's just a difficult situation to be in and I would have to be really desperate to attempt as I fear failing ctb and I have limited access to methods in general. For now I just put up with life and try to pass the time until I fall asleep.

I live in the UK, I don't really think that assisted suicide is an option for me. I think that if people were easily able to get accepted and go for that, then there would be no forum and method discussions. I don't really think my problem is the kind of depression that treatments would do anything for, its just that I have came to the rational conclusion that life could never be worth living and I have many reasons as to why this is and nothing could ever make me see things differently, I am not meant for living and its the way that I am. As I replied to the post above, eventually when I get so desperate I will have to find a way to leave.

Yes. I'm in the UK too. I feel your pain and frustration. Know what you mean. I think they do consider depression in assisted suicide clinics but I think you need the support of doctors and the proof you have gone through a series of treatments. I agree with you that I'm not so sure they really help if it feels like suicide is a perfectly rational choice- and I think it is for many of us... But not for the rest of society sadly.

SN feels like the only method I would really consider but again, I'm scared to even order it here. (That said, a few fellow UK people seem to have got it ok).

Guess we'll just struggle on until things really become too much- like you said.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

If I where in your shoes I would have hanged myself already, this is what I consider a peaceful way to die. But I am far away from your mental readiness. I still have the feeling that I could miss some good days of life.

 

[tranquilityseeker]

No matter what I will never reach old age, I will make sure that I am gone before then. I don't have a plan currently, but there are always ways to leave, I guess, and eventually when things get much worse I will have to find a way to go. It's just a difficult situation to be in and I would have to be really desperate to attempt as I fear failing ctb and I have limited access to methods in general. For now I just put up with life and try to pass the time until I fall asleep.

I live in the UK, I don't really think that assisted suicide is an option for me. I think that if people were easily able to get accepted and go for that, then there would be no forum and method discussions. I don't really think my problem is the kind of depression that treatments would do anything for, its just that I have came to the rational conclusion that life could never be worth living and I have many reasons as to why this is and nothing could ever make me see things differently, I am not meant for living and its the way that I am. As I replied to the post above, eventually when I get so desperate I will have to find a way to leave.

@FuneralCry I always wanted a peaceful end either naturally or otherwise. It's really unfortunate that I'm unable to find any such method. Where I live I only have to choose amoung horribly painful methods like hanging, jumping or some weird poison. Then there's the risk of surving ctb and that is a fear that keeps me worried.

To live is to be ride the rollercoaster of emotions & akin to a hamster keep running in the cycle of joy or suffering. Sometimes it so happens that some people have too little of joy & too much of suffering which makes existence a pain. Not existing breaks you free from the trap of emotions and sets you to achieve a higher truth of peace over any emotion. Eternal/Perpetual Tranquility.

 

[Sun n showers]

As usual, I am always wishing for eternal rest. It's quite late at night now and I find these long days to be so pointless and depressing. There is no benefit to being alive, only disadvantages. Dying would be ideal as it would remove the thing that is the problem and is the cause of all our suffering which is life itself. There really is no need for life to be a thing at all. Those who die peacefully are very lucky, it must be such a relief having the option of a peaceful exit or having euthanasia available. To feel at peace and calm about dying, feeling comforted by the fact that they have control over when they die. Suicide is the best way to die, as the person leaves when the time feels right rather than being it out of their control.
To be permanently free from existence would be the best possible thing, there could never be anything wrong with suicide as the dead cannot suffer, they are free from a miserable existence they never asked for.

I take comfort in the thought of being dead, while many others see it as something sad, something to be feared, instead I see it as being the most wonderful thing. There is nothing that I want from this life, nothing could make me want to stay here. I deserve to pass away peacefully and I deserve better than this life, I deserve permanent non existence. It's a delusion the idea that existing is a good thing. Non existence will always be preferable to life in every single way, and I envy those who are gone. I could never feel sad if someone was to die, as they are now free. Staying alive is just delaying the inevitable. In my opinion, dying should always be peaceful if that is what the person wants. We deserve a peaceful death after enduring so much misery in life.

But any suicide is not peaceful, its hell being alive. The only way for peaceful death is old age in your sleep . Or if only physician assisted suicide. Maybe? How else can u make it peaceful? This is sheer hell being unwell and alive .

 

[FuneralCry]

But any suicide is not peaceful, its hell being alive. The only way for peaceful death is old age in your sleep . Or if only physician assisted suicide. Maybe? How else can u make it peaceful? This is sheer hell being unwell and alive .

To me, N sounds like a peaceful way to leave this world from what I have read. I would be relieved if I had that option available for me, but my problem is that there is limited access to methods. Suicide really is so complicated and I agree that it can be hell being alive. Those who have N and die peacefully are very lucky. I do think that assisted suicide/euthanasia is the ideal way to go and it's what we all deserve the option of.

 

[Nightowl]

Red button is the only solution fr

Red button is the only solution fr

What's red button?

A society without euthanasia is not a good society. A good society makes people want to stay by being good and attractive, and won't force people to remain when they want to leave.

The main excuse I hear, is that people ctb because of mental illness that will get better. Meaning that the person should be drugged and forced to live.

 

[Jrmull1993]

The main excuse I hear, is that people ctb because of mental illness that will get better. Meaning that the person should be drugged and forced to live.

I know what you mean. These are the same people that say "Suicide is not illegal", yet if your caught in the act you are immediately subject to be involuntarily imprisoned at a psychiatric hospital / ward.

It really is a disgusting world. A successful suicide has zero (0) consequences for the person who took their own life.

 

[Onw9]

What's red button?

It's a hypothetical button which would destroy the world and end sentience.