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horrorofBeing

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Dec 26, 2024
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Mental health is a fucking joke. No one understands what the hell is going on. Everyone in that industry is either mentally ill themselves or clouded by ideologies that prevent them from just being there with another human being who is suffering. They play fucking mind games with you until they are ethically or legally obligated to dump you out of their system. All the while benefiting from your suffering which they neither can help nor want to. And moving on to peer support forums is just as bad because it's all social media-style posturing and manipulation. It's like being in high school with a bunch of middle aged teenagers except the cafeteria is divided up into different mental illness identities. And you're just as likely to be shunned if you're not sitting at the right table. The entire state of affairs for people who are suffering long term mentally and emotionally is just a goddamn clown show. And the most insane part of it all is the bizarre prohibition on self-deletion. There is no genuine care in this world anymore, just resentment. Talented, educated professionals base their worldviews on whatever they like, without an ounce of empathy for those they hurt just by espousing such ideologies. And all the while they trap you in the room so that you must suffer through every minute of it. I don't have an answer to any of this. I just wish people could shut the fuck up and leave each other alone. My dream is to escape this hell and flee to a void completely unpopulated. But the bastards would still know I was there, and they would find me eventually and take me back to suffer with them.
 
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4206842

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Jun 12, 2025
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I feel you on this. I'm just gonna say they're all dumb assholes because I am way too exhausted to be polite and constructive in my writing. So sorry you had to take this cold shower as many of us did and still do.
 
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inferno34

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Jun 14, 2025
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Mental health is a fucking joke. No one understands what the hell is going on. Everyone in that industry is either mentally ill themselves or clouded by ideologies that prevent them from just being there with another human being who is suffering. They play fucking mind games with you until they are ethically or legally obligated to dump you out of their system. All the while benefiting from your suffering which they neither can help nor want to. And moving on to peer support forums is just as bad because it's all social media-style posturing and manipulation. It's like being in high school with a bunch of middle aged teenagers except the cafeteria is divided up into different mental illness identities. And you're just as likely to be shunned if you're not sitting at the right table. The entire state of affairs for people who are suffering long term mentally and emotionally is just a goddamn clown show. And the most insane part of it all is the bizarre prohibition on self-deletion. There is no genuine care in this world anymore, just resentment. Talented, educated professionals base their worldviews on whatever they like, without an ounce of empathy for those they hurt just by espousing such ideologies. And all the while they trap you in the room so that you must suffer through every minute of it. I don't have an answer to any of this. I just wish people could shut the fuck up and leave each other alone. My dream is to escape this hell and flee to a void completely unpopulated. But the bastards would still know I was there, and they would find me eventually and take me back to suffer with them.
i couldn't agree more
 
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bankai

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Mar 16, 2025
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Yeah we're completely at their mercy and they get to decide. we can't even decide our own autonomy. they decide for us and won't leave us alone.
 
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horrorofBeing

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Dec 26, 2024
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I feel you on this. I'm just gonna say they're all dumb assholes because I am way too exhausted to be polite and constructive in my writing. So sorry you had to take this cold shower as many of us did and still do.
Why bother being polite and constructive? You are right: they are dumb assholes because they give people cold showers.
Yeah we're completely at their mercy and they get to decide. we can't even decide our own autonomy. they decide for us and won't leave us alone.
Exactly right. Fuck them. They have no desire to help us; they don't even know what that means.
i couldn't agree more
Thank you. I'm so sick of this bizarre nightmare mindfuck of a situation. All we want, at least all I want, is some fucking relief from the constant bullshit. Why do I have to submit to more mindfuckery to get it? The only solution that makes any sense to me is a world where I have the option to do what I please.
 
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