Venting Tired...

[avoid_slow_death]

Just that. Not in a sleepy sense nor in a physical sense, just drained emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I tried so hard in my life to find someone who actually gets me, but alas, not my destiny. Well, it was, at one point, but that seems to be turning to shit too. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up ever again. Also, this is not a cry for help or a reach out and contact me post or even something to elicit sympathy, it's just the inane ramblings of a man who has had ENOUGH. End of rant and if you made it this far, cool. Just wasted a minute or so of your life.

 

[HorribleFeelings1]

Just that. Not in a sleepy sense nor in a physical sense, just drained emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I tried so hard in my life to find someone who actually gets me, but alas, not my destiny. Well, it was, at one point, but that seems to be turning to shit too. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up ever again. Also, this is not a cry for help or a reach out and contact me post or even something to elicit sympathy, it's just the inane ramblings of a man who has had ENOUGH. End of rant and if you made it this far, cool. Just wasted a minute or so of your life.

Nah you didn't waste anything. I'm sorry for what you're going through and it sucks when you can't mention anything to somebody without reacting, or even being able to talk to someone who will understand. But we are here

 

[NotMeant2B]

I extend an applause to you, my man. I really feel you, and want to congratulate you and send you a solidary hug for saying the things that I haven't been able to because words fail me all the time.
Thank you for managing to be alive until now, despite all the shit the world makes us go through, and being the voice other people need to not feel alone in this hellhole of a reality.

 

[faust]

I think, you are not right. You didn't waste a minute of my life because I wasted the entire life. I would like to thank you for sharing with us! You tried hard, but seems that the life kicks harder. You did your best, you shouldn't feel guilty because of that. Maybe it is just the time we are living in. An era of loneliness and soulmate-free era. An age when human relationships are measured in digits on bank account and amount of unnecessary junk. This is not your fault. I know how it feels. And I am so sorry that happened to you...

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Just that. Not in a sleepy sense nor in a physical sense, just drained emotionally, mentally and spiritually. I tried so hard in my life to find someone who actually gets me, but alas, not my destiny. Well, it was, at one point, but that seems to be turning to shit too. I just want to go to sleep and not wake up ever again. Also, this is not a cry for help or a reach out and contact me post or even something to elicit sympathy, it's just the inane ramblings of a man who has had ENOUGH. End of rant and if you made it this far, cool. Just wasted a minute or so of your life.

I feel exactly the same. Just drained like my has died and there is nothing left. Even if there isn't anyone in your life that understands, many of us on here do.
I so wish I could fall asleep and never wake up since I seem to lack the courage to just end it.

P.S. It wasn't a waste of time.

 

[Thereisnothing]

I wish the same, just go to sleep and find peace. You didn't waste my time, was a privilege to read your words, here's a hug

 

[LMLN]

Not a waste of time at all. I too wish I could just never wake up. Sleep is the only relief I have from the anguish.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Like everyone else says, no waste of time, just an earnest expression. I've not had a proper nights sleep in over two years. The exhaustion I feel is beyond tired, it's more like a fatigue with life.
I can sympathise so thanks for sharing.