Venting Tired.

[Livingvsdying25]

The usual day to day sucks im miserable as hell inside. I just get by, by just moving along with the day. The marry us always there though.

In life rn, i just want to have a few good experiences and then end it. Im is not interested in the long term.

I hate being awake. I'd just prefer to spend the rest of my days experiencing different highs & such. I have no want for reality anymore. Nothing happens today i just feel like this all the time.

Nothing will change it. Maybe something will but im not interested.

So, all in all, looking for some good time them then CTB!!!

Even if i just mend the day as i always di this is just how i feel.

 

[Squiddy]

I know how you feel. I also hate being awake

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

Same. My dreams get so vivacious and colourful, I interact with people and go on adventures and such.
Reality is really boring and disappointing.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I thought the same, just taking something to make me relax, sleep, sedate, just not be present. Just need something to fade the days together until its time.