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- Aug 18, 2024
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This guy has stalked me for over two years and he only gets worse and worse. I thought he was just your average aggressive douchebag but it's gotten to the point of assault now and I really don't know what to do. Everyone loves him and no one believes me cause I'm just the crazy tranny and even then restraining orders are known to not help people. He has seriously negatively impacted my life and I moved several times to get away from him even dealing with abuse from family to get away from him but it was no use and I just ended up homeless. I'm not homeless anymore but I probably will be again. I just don't get the point of life anymore all it ever is is trying to get around him.
I try to just believe it's not real to get through the day but he's always pulling the same shit of showing up somewhere and causing a scene and getting everyone to coddle him and villainize the tranny that's minding his business. Even to the point of saying I was being sexual getting the mail and lying about me to people right in front of my house to cover up the fact that he got a boner smh. And if things were somehow a coincidence normally people would say something at some point but no he is just always like slender man in the background until he throws a fit about something and he has been a bully from day 1. Like that's the douchebag thing at first, but then everything has gotten so bad that I was homeless sleeping on soil and when I went to a bathroom one time someone tried to force their way into the bathroom and then locked me in from the outside so I couldn't get out of the bathroom and just left me there and then when I was half awake and also high someone started touching me when I was asleep on the soil and I can only imagine it was probably him cause it was the same annoying aggravated voice. There is this list of sexual abuses and idk how much he has done but I wouldn't be surprised with a lot of them.
The point is I don't have any family or friends or support system so I'm never gonna get any help with this. It's been years of this and I don't think things are ever gonna get better just worse and worse. I honestly get scared he's gonna full on rape me or physically hurt me now because he has already gotten way worse. And it's crazy cause he is really over critical when he has no reason to be but him hate criming me and being abusive is okay? I don't get it I just want out of this. Im tired of being scared and struggling dealing with him. Im tired of feeling crazy for obviously being upset about this. He has constantly gotten in the way of my life and not in a positive way how people normally are. He never talks to me he just always randomly shows up to humiliate me and act all angry and aggressive. His only emotions are anger and lust that's all I've gathered for over 2 years. I'm not a toy and I was already struggling which has made him feel empowered to take advantage of me. Now my life has gone from bad to worse when I don't think it would've been this bad if he just left me alone. I wouldn't have had to constantly move and try to get away from him. I wouldn't have ended up homeless only for him to be even more abusive with such an opportunity!
It's not funny it's not cute this has seriously made me suicidal for two years now and I'm so tired of it! Things are never going to get better he is always just gonna be weird and creepy and abusive!Call me crazy, but abuse kills people, even from the stress eventually, so like why wait for him to get too angry or for the health complications for this bullshit to be over?
I try to just believe it's not real to get through the day but he's always pulling the same shit of showing up somewhere and causing a scene and getting everyone to coddle him and villainize the tranny that's minding his business. Even to the point of saying I was being sexual getting the mail and lying about me to people right in front of my house to cover up the fact that he got a boner smh. And if things were somehow a coincidence normally people would say something at some point but no he is just always like slender man in the background until he throws a fit about something and he has been a bully from day 1. Like that's the douchebag thing at first, but then everything has gotten so bad that I was homeless sleeping on soil and when I went to a bathroom one time someone tried to force their way into the bathroom and then locked me in from the outside so I couldn't get out of the bathroom and just left me there and then when I was half awake and also high someone started touching me when I was asleep on the soil and I can only imagine it was probably him cause it was the same annoying aggravated voice. There is this list of sexual abuses and idk how much he has done but I wouldn't be surprised with a lot of them.
The point is I don't have any family or friends or support system so I'm never gonna get any help with this. It's been years of this and I don't think things are ever gonna get better just worse and worse. I honestly get scared he's gonna full on rape me or physically hurt me now because he has already gotten way worse. And it's crazy cause he is really over critical when he has no reason to be but him hate criming me and being abusive is okay? I don't get it I just want out of this. Im tired of being scared and struggling dealing with him. Im tired of feeling crazy for obviously being upset about this. He has constantly gotten in the way of my life and not in a positive way how people normally are. He never talks to me he just always randomly shows up to humiliate me and act all angry and aggressive. His only emotions are anger and lust that's all I've gathered for over 2 years. I'm not a toy and I was already struggling which has made him feel empowered to take advantage of me. Now my life has gone from bad to worse when I don't think it would've been this bad if he just left me alone. I wouldn't have had to constantly move and try to get away from him. I wouldn't have ended up homeless only for him to be even more abusive with such an opportunity!
It's not funny it's not cute this has seriously made me suicidal for two years now and I'm so tired of it! Things are never going to get better he is always just gonna be weird and creepy and abusive!Call me crazy, but abuse kills people, even from the stress eventually, so like why wait for him to get too angry or for the health complications for this bullshit to be over?
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