Venting Tired of feeling suicidal and having nothing to do about it

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I actively have strong feelings of suicide consistently that it's making me weary, I have no plan set in or anyway of expressing this out to cope with the anguish I endure. I have no support whatsoever even people have awareness of my suffering and suicidal tendencies. I am tired of feeling alone and having no one that's here or that cares. I am tired of this mundane routine and being so effortless to affectingly able to help myself

 

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I am in the same boat. I do have SN but overcoming survival instinct is very tough. I live on my own my family knows I'm suicidal but they don't seem very concerned about me being alone. I too am tired of living the same routine every day doing nothing.

you can always talk to me if you want