Tips on making my suicide look like an accident?

[Care]

My plan so far is to die via SN poisoning in a hotel in a neighboring city to where I live. Currently I want to send a timed message to the cops before my room checkout happens, so they can discover what happens rather than some hotel worker. I'll leave my identification in the hotel for them, as well as my direct family's contact information. I doubt there's any way to make a cyanosis death with SN nearby look like an accident to the police. From my understanding, next-of-kin (my direct family) are always told the cause of death, so I would pre-place documents for my family as well as timed texts to them the day after explaining that I killed myself but want it to be kept a secret as best as possible. For my friends, I'll likely turn off my location so it seems my phone broke in a car accident or something.

So ideally, if my family zips it and doesn't choose to make the cause of death known at the funeral, things should go smoothly and everyone else won't know? Is there anything I haven't considered here with the logistics of who receives my death certificate?

To a close friend, I plan to send a drive of complete suicide letters to everyone I would have liked to give them to, so that in the event my cause of death gets leaked, the letters can make their way to the people I choose. Ideally there'd be no need though.

Is there anything else I could do to make this go better? Currently no one in my life knows about my mental health or ideations, everyone sees me as the energetic healthy guy who has a bright future ahead. If you have any thoughts, feedback, or knowledge that you think might be useful, please let me know! Any and all responses are appreciated.

 

[Minjas]

I don't have anything to say rather than I hope you find peace in one way or another. Sending you hugs

 

[avalokitesvara]

If I'm reading this right, what you want is for people in general to think you died in an accident, with your family knowing the true cause of death and keeping it a secret.

I think all you can do is write in your note to your family that you want them to keep it a secret how you died. I'm not sure it will work. Your friends will be curious and ask questions, and in the throes of grief trying to keep a false story straight is probably quite difficult.

You clearly have your reasons for hoping for this and have a backup in case it doesn't work. I guess you just have to hope your family can keep the secret. I do wonder why you care, though. You won't be around to know who knows the truth. Also, if you tried, you could probably plan a convincingly "accidental" death, rather than SN poisoning which as you know could never be classed as accidental.