Tips for struggling

[depressedmaniac]

Seen alot of threads about how to overcome SI. SI is STRONG no doubt. keeps us here even if we are FUCKED. Soo fast track is fucking up everything you have left. Being a DICK to everyone and not paying for rent or anything will help. getting some jail time. Alcoholsm sure is a fast track. We alcoholics dont have to worry about hurting ppl cuz noone left to talk to. Also alot of alcoholics dont worry about methods they are straight up "the noose".. even on here ppl will hate you and you might get banned. small price to pay. just gotta make sure you are fucked enough and even the method wont matter.
this is how I overcame SI in the past with attempts and Im sure i will again.
cheers.

 

[Someone123]

Seen alot of threads about how to overcome SI. SI is STRONG no doubt. keeps us here even if we are FUCKED. Soo fast track is fucking up everything you have left. Being a DICK to everyone and not paying for rent or anything will help. getting some jail time. Alcoholsm sure is a fast track. We alcoholics dont have to worry about hurting ppl cuz noone left to talk to. Also alot of alcoholics dont worry about methods they are straight up "the noose".. even on here ppl will hate you and you might get banned. small price to pay. just gotta make sure you are fucked enough and even the method wont matter.
this is how I overcame SI in the past with attempts and Im sure i will again.
cheers.

This makes sense and I just wonder why it didn't work in previous attempts with this determination? Maybe if you were trying partial hanging this is the reason since this method does fail a lot. I'm personally working on a mindset that I think will work, just focusing on the reasons to do this. and on things that went wrong.

 

[depressedmaniac]

yes it was partial. I used to be a big believer in it. I mean it does work for alot of ppl. seems like it doesnt for me. idk why i just keep waking up. In all the attempts I was either broke so no food. or jail time. So I went to psych ward or jail or was starving. Idk why it didnt kill me..
partial is..gentle. doesnt hurt. gotta go full this time which scares me. I am a coward. but i think i can find the courage rather soon.

 

[Someone123]

yes it was partial. I used to be a big believer in it. I mean it does work for alot of ppl. seems like it doesnt for me. idk why i just keep waking up. In all the attempts I was either broke so no food. or jail time. So I went to psych ward or jail or was starving. Idk why it didnt kill me..
partial is..gentle. doesnt hurt. gotta go full this time which scares me. I am a coward. but i think i can find the courage rather soon.

One person who posted here said he was a former prison guard and he saw several people die in prison using partial, so he copied their exact body position, rope position and knot, and he tried partial 25 times and it didn't work. Several other peoeple here have posted that they tried 15 to 25 times and it didn't work. It seems to work once in a while but almost never. Why it sometimes works is unknown. People stand up while unconscious because the body wants to survive and the rope loosens and it fails- most of the time. A couple of celebrities used partial and it worked- why it sometimes works is unknown.

 

[depressedmaniac]

One person who posted here said he was a former prison guard and he saw several people die in prison using partial, so he copied their exact body position, rope position and knot, and he tried partial 25 times and it didn't work. Several other peoeple here have posted that they tried 15 to 25 times and it didn't work. It seems to work once in a while but almost never. Why it sometimes works is unknown. People stand up while unconscious because the body wants to survive and the rope loosens and it fails- most of the time. A couple of celebrities used partial and it worked- why it sometimes works is unknown.

oh i see. i puked lol. gonna head to bed didnt sleep much latetly. All the other methods dont seem fitting for me. so imma stick to hanging. Been through worse i guess. thanks for talking to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

It can be very difficult to overcome the SI, as even know we want to die, all humans are programmed to survive. I think that many people are able to overcome the SI when they get desperate to leave and the pain of living gets to be unbearable. I have never attempted hanging, it sounds like a difficult method and it is also risky, I have fear of it going wrong, but I hope you find relief from your suffering in whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best.