I'm glad it was the one I was thinking. I rarely watch Finnish music videos, so it was lucky it was one of the only ones I have watched.
I actually have one of Chisu's CDs. She has many other great songs too, such as "Yksinäisen keijun tarina" which tells about a fairy who committed suicide.
Lähtö was a really sad song, I almost cried. And vapaa ja yksin too. She sings "Halusin olla vapaa ja yksin, mutta joku sarvipäinen lisäs siihen -äinen, musta tuli, vapaa ja yksinäinen." which means "I wanted to be free and alone, but some horn-head added "-äinen" to it, I became free and lonely." It really touches me. Because I have often wanted to be alone but not lonely.
Btw, here are Sabotage's lyrics translated, if you want to see them:
https://lyricstranslate.com/en/sabotage-sabotage.html
Have you listened to Indica, btw? They have lots of dark Finnish songs too. They first sang only in Finnish, but later in English too. The songs are about death and loss of hope and loneliness and bullying and suicide etc.
They have a song about a big sister who commits a suicide by drowning, and the media is all "A young woman drowned, this is awful!" but the young woman's spirit comes and basically tells her little sister "The media lies and makes me look so sad, even though I was happy to be finally free of tears and pain".
There are lots of Finnish bands who sing about death, suicide, loss of hope, sadness, loneliness, anger and other melancholic things. I wish there was a pill that could make people understand Finnish, Indica's and Viikate's and Chisu's songs are so great, I wish every person who has ever been suicidal could listen and understand them.
It's kinda funny. Every other country makes love and party songs, meanwhile most Finnish songs are "God has left us, we are hopeless, someone already committed a suicide, I'm sad and angry, I want to die".
