Time to go

[lymbo]

whats your reasons for ctb mate?

 

[Hadenuf]

whats your reasons for ctb mate?

Tinnitus

 

[I screwed up]

Mate my only worry for u in the chosen method is when the cold water hits u, u wake up & may be your adrenalin kicks in along with possible strong SI . They may over come ur sleep cocktail .. It will not be very peaceful then..IDK , just a thought

 

[Hadenuf]

Mate my only worry for u in the chosen method is when the cold water hits u, u wake up & may be your adrenalin kicks in along with possible strong SI . They may over come ur sleep cocktail .. It will not be very peaceful then..IDK , just a thought

Thank you for the thought of worries me to do I have been considering using my propanalol and lorazepam and going somewhere else like a hotel

 

[Hadenuf]

Not gone yet due to circumstances but next week I will for sure be making my attempt

 

[trynacbt]

Drowning seems like a gamble; why not consider other methods? For instance, SN...

 

[Hadenuf]

No time I need to go next week and must succeed so I am taking my chances with lorazepam a nd propanalol and the sea and cold

 

[BPD_LE]

No time I need to go next week and must succeed so I am taking my chances with lorazepam a nd propanalol and the sea and cold

Any alcohol?

 

[Hadenuf]

Tuesday looks cold and wet so far

Any alcohol?

I was thinking I should

 

[BPD_LE]

Tuesday looks cold and wet so far

I was thinking I should

It would greatly increase your chances if you're set on this method.

 

[Hadenuf]

It would greatly increase your chances if you're set on this method.

I will use it then

I will use it then I have no other way I can only try I am in such a mess I can't go on as painful as it will be for my family I just can't go on so I am determined to make it work

It will be 2 degrees outside and probably colder on the beach so hopefully all things combined will do the job I have about 6 hours travel and about 4 hours walk to get to my secluded place then I have 6 lorazepam and 56 propanalol so combined with some alcohol I hope to succeed I love my family so much but cannot take anymore of my torment

 

[Hadenuf]

Still here but must go next week anyone to comment or advise please

 

[Duckup]

Still here but must go next week anyone to comment or advise please

Why not partial hanging? Just find the sweet spot to pass out. You can still take the benzos and propanalol, put a thick plastic bag on your head aswell, the chances of failing would he 10x less than with the desperate, not thought out method you're so fixated on.
As someone mentioned, you may wake up from the cold (either the sea or even the air) and be too fucked to move or do anything and could be just laying there in the cold, suffering and be too physically zonked that you can't do shit. Map it all out and try not to be emotional when making these plans. Also, are you european? Because then it's probably gonna be warmer next to the sea, the summers were hot and the water is warmer than the air in a lot of places in autumn.

 

[Hadenuf]

Why not partial hanging? Just find the sweet spot to pass out. You can still take the benzos and propanalol, put a thick plastic bag on your head aswell, the chances of failing would he 10x less than with the desperate, not thought out method you're so fixated on.
As someone mentioned, you may wake up from the cold (either the sea or even the air) and be too fucked to move or do anything and could be just laying there in the cold, suffering and be too physically zonked that you can't do shit. Map it all out and try not to be emotional when making these plans. Also, are you european? Because then it's probably gonna be warmer next to the sea, the summers were hot and the water is warmer than the air in a lot of places in autumn.

Thanks for the advice and UK

 

[Hadenuf]

Thanks for the advice and UK

Do you think taking the benzos and a bag as I become sleepy would have a better chance in a hotel room

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I fear death and fear for my family but I can't go on

If you'd ever like to chat about it, I'm happy to listen. Peace.

 

[Hadenuf]

If you'd ever like to chat about it, I'm happy to listen. Peace.

Thank you

 

[I screwed up]

@ OP have u thought of a new method or betting on the one u mentioned ... Wht ever u try mate hope u find peace and have a safe journey

 

[Hadenuf]

@ OP have u thought of a new method or betting on the one u mentioned ... Wht ever u try mate hope u find peace and have a safe journey

no not thought of anything new but I need a definite way of succeeding

 

[I screwed up]

Wish u all the luck good friend

 

[Hadenuf]

Wish u all the luck good friend

I am worried about failing and now thinking of the lorazepam and alcohol and the plastic bag somewhere away from home

 

[Hadenuf]

I am worried about failing and now thinking of the lorazepam and alcohol and the plastic bag somewhere away from home

any thoughts on this method