Time to go

[Hadenuf]

I am going early November I have found a great beach in a small cove where the sea comes in so with lorazepam and a drink I will wait for the sea to take me

 

[DoNotLet2]

It sounds so good hopefully you'll find peace.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

This is a beautiful way to go, I'd say... I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Rachel74]

Hope you find peace

 

[Dreamwithinadream]

Sounds lovely.

 

[Passersby]

I am going early November I have found a great beach in a small cove where the sea comes in so with lorazepam and a drink I will wait for the sea to take me

 

[Hadenuf]

Well my worry is it will be cold but hopefully it will not wake me

 

[Jean4]

We will be here should you need us.

 

[Hadenuf]

I fear death and fear for my family but I can't go on

 

[Rising Phoenix]

If you want to CTB, do the tried and true methods, don't half ass it.

 

[Kowahi2310]

Wishing you a smooth journey.

 

[Moon Flower]

What a beautiful exit plan, I'm going out on a beach myself. Good luck

 

[Hadenuf]

What a beautiful exit plan, I'm going out on a beach myself. Good luck

What's your plan to use

 

[Moon Flower]

What's your plan to use

It's looking like sn right now

 

[Hadenuf]

It's looking like sn right now

Only have access to my lorazepam and propanalol so I intend to OD on these with alcohol and sit in the cold overnight on a beach hopefully the cold and sea will do the rest

 

[Hadenuf]

If you want to CTB, do the tried and true methods, don't half ass it.

I intend to make sure it works do not want to fail second time I think if I was not found last time I would be gone but what are true methods

This is a beautiful way to go, I'd say... I hope you find the peace you seek.

I do not deserve peace and I will go unhappy at leaving loved ones behind

 

[Haku]

I intended to go to England and explore it a bit, I've always wanted to go to England, and once I did a few days of sight seeing, find a secluded beach over there and ctb the same way you plan to, though my method differed at the time, but I also wanted to sit on the beach, get drunk on fine libations and have something good to eat, and watch day turn to night, and after enjoying the moon for a bit, ctb on the beach, I feel like that would have been the perfect way to go, but unfortunately I never got to go to England, had a trip planned this May, but I had to cancel, lost out on over $400 from my non refundable plane ticket, but I did so that I may ctb a better way, but unfortunately I took a big loss in my funds, so now when I travel to my final destination, it's got to be within my country sadly. But I wish you peace on your departure, and I hope you have a great last moment before you depart.

 

[n0505]

hope you find peace

 

[Hadenuf]

Does anyone think I could fail and why I only want to be sure it works

 

[BPD_LE]

Does anyone think I could fail and why I only want to be sure it works

There's no way to be sure with your chosen method I'm afraid.

 

[Hadenuf]

There's no way to be sure with your chosen method I'm afraid.

Maybe swimming out will make it more likely
I plan to take only enough lorazepam to pass out I don't want to be sick I need them to stay in me so the cold and water does the rest I was thinking 5 or 6mg with just a moderate amount of alcohol

 

[Hadenuf]

Anymore thoughts from anyone in my plan

 

[lymbo]

I am going early November I have found a great beach in a small cove where the sea comes in so with lorazepam and a drink I will wait for the sea to take me

how exactly ys gona be the cbt? drownyng?

 

[Hadenuf]

how exactly ys gona be the cbt? drownyng?

Hoping the lorazepam and alcohol will knock me out and then wait for tide to come over me

 

[lymbo]

Hoping the lorazepam and alcohol will knock me out and then wait for tide to come over me

may y ask whats your reason to want ctb? my ys severe cronyc payn

 

[Hadenuf]

I started with tinnitus last March and just can't take anymore

 

[lymbo]

I started with tinnitus last March and just can't take anymore

sorry to hear, the doctors cant help?

 

[Hadenuf]

No only sleeping pills that's why I have lorazepam

sorry to hear, the doctors cant help?

No only lorazepam to sleep

 

[Hadenuf]

Cold out now be even colder at my destination so it should help expire me

 

[Hadenuf]

I think Friday will be my day to set off will have full new lorazepam 14 of so half should do to make sleep on the beach until the cold sea takes me