Time to ctb

[Sleepysam25]

Hello. I haven't been here all that long and this is actually my first (and last) thread. Its time to catch the bus and hopefully everything will go as planned. I am going to drink 30g SN in about 30 minutes time. I don't have a premium antiemetic just some otc pills that my sister got. I am currently on hour 18 of my fast and I took some antacids along with 2000mg paracetamol now.. Not the best setup but its all I have right now so it'll have to do. I'm going to keep my story sweet and short for those who would like to know. Basically I have been struggling with depression for about 8 years now and to add to my depression I have severe anxiety and suffer from agoraphobia which has left me housebound and I haven't left my home in 6 years. My life right now isn't worth living. My family see me suffering and know I can't go out and seek help for myself but they couldn't be bothered. I can't take it anymore.. wandering around this house like a ghost. My life is meaningless and I just want to end my pain!

 

[ecmnesia]

farewell friend. hope you have a peaceful departure. wishing you the best.

 

[Weary Soul]

 

[Worndown]

I hope all goes well.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope you have a swift and peaceful journey, and that you find the relief you desire.

 

[NodusTollens]

 

[sarahR]

Always hard to see someone go. Thinking of you, and hope you find peace. Sorry your family wasn't there for you. I know how that feels. Remember is ok if you change your mind.

 

[yive]

salute. good luck.
we live in a broken world. i sincerely hope you find a better place there.

you deserve the best

 

[TripleA]

Wish you eternal peace

 

[UglyDuck666]

Goodnight

 

[botanormal]

I'm glad you had the chance to be here, no matter how short your stay was. I've always enjoyed reading your posts, and I'm sorry for all of the pain you've had to endure to get to this point. I hope you have a comfortable journey, and you get the peace you deserve. Sending you lots of hugs!

 

[Regen]

It's heartbreaking to read that nobody helps you. I can't understand that. Watching someone suffer. Locked up at home over and over again it makes you completely crazy.

Go in peace to a better world of love and freedom.

 

[less than]

I am always sad to see that another member of this community is following this path and that it has not been possible to solve your issues in any other way. I hope you are comfortable and safe with your decision. All I wish is a painless journey if you decide to proceed. If you have doubts, there is no reason to be ashamed if you take a step back.

 

[dropdeadfred]

Much love!

 

[Sleepysam25]

thanks for the support. I have my SN dose ready. I'll try and update you as long as I can but I will reset my phone when I start feeling like I'm about to pass out because I don't want any more heat coming down on SS because of my family.

 

[botanormal]

thanks for the support. I have my SN dose ready. I'll try and update you as long as I can but I will reset my phone when I start feeling like I'm about to pass out because I don't want any more heat coming down on SS because of my family.

We are here with you. Good luck with everything!

 

[less than]

 

[Sleepysam25]

Is it normal for the water to go icy cold when the SN is mixed in?.. Anyways it went down easily and wasn't thaaaaat salty tbh now I'm just waiting I guess..

 

[Worndown]

May peace find you

 

[Lil]

How do you feel now?

 

[less than]

You know as long as you are conscious it is still possible to call for help.

 

[Sleepysam25]

Okay I think its time to lay down.. feeling dizzy and and cold. This is my last message hopefully I cross over soon. Bye.

 

[yive]

Okay I think its time to lay down.. feeling dizzy and and cold. This is my last message hopefully I cross over soon. Bye.

good luck, good luck, my friend!
see you on the other side soon...

 

[less than]

Goodbye @Sleepysam25

 

[botanormal]

Okay I think its time to lay down.. feeling dizzy and and cold. This is my last message hopefully I cross over soon. Bye.

Goodbye! Thank you for keeping us updated, and much love to you, you'll be at peace soon

 

[Zebedee]

Seems like their final moments were quick, peaceful and pain free

 

[yive]

last seen 28 minutes ago.
rest in peace

i hope you found what you were looking for there

 

[Brackenshire]

Peace my friend

 

[GravityUtilizer]

I can't take it anymore.. wandering around this house like a ghost.

I felt that. RIP.

 

[sadworld]

Rest in peace. It seemed to be fast and painless. I'm glad.