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Time is close. This is what 25g looks like. Three doses just in case. Weighed out. Beta blocker, metoclopramide, and Tagamet ready to go also.
 

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Time is close. This is what 25g looks like. Three doses just in case. Weighed out. Beta blocker, metoclopramide, and Tagamet ready to go also.
Godspeed. May you rest peacefully.
 
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May you find what you seek. Safe travels..
 
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RowdyH999

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Close as in this week or the next. Just preparing. Cleaning up what's left after my dose so nobody has to worry about it and such. Figured I'd show the quantity for 25g. One bag. Have three doses just in case I vomit. I know I was curious about the size of it. I thought it would be smaller. Thanks for the thoughts everyone.
 
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Close as in this week or the next. Just preparing. Cleaning up what's left after my dose so nobody has to worry about it and such. Figured I'd show the quantity for 25g. One bag. Have three doses just in case I vomit. I know I was curious about the size of it. I thought it would be smaller. Thanks for the thoughts everyone.
Thanks for sharing!

I haven't gotten scales yet so I've always wondered how much does 25g look like.
 
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I'm feeling good. I've planned this for a long time. I was going to try and get N but I think I don't have enough time for it. Life is getting to be too much. Me and the wife split so I'm staying on the couch looking for a place. Facing serious federal prison time. She comes home drunk and hits me, and I don't hit a female nor will I call cops. Just done with everything. I believe I will start a new life after this, so I'm not hesitant at all. Just wanna have a little fun before I go :)
 
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I'm feeling good. I've planned this for a long time. I was going to try and get N but I think I don't have enough time for it. Life is getting to be too much. Me and the wife split so I'm staying on the couch looking for a place. Facing serious federal prison time. She comes home drunk and hits me, and I don't hit a female nor will I call cops. Just done with everything. I believe I will start a new life after this, so I'm not hesitant at all. Just wanna have a little fun before I go :)
"I believe I will start a new life after this, so I'm not hesitant at all."

Exactly how I feel.

I know I'm going to reincarnate, and I'm so looking forward to the next phase of my journey.
 
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For people like me that don't have a weighing machine, how should i actually dose it right? Is it like one table spoon = 20gr or something right?
 
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For people like me that don't have a weighing machine, how should i actually dose it right? Is it like one table spoon = 20gr or something right?
I plan to buy 500gs. I'll divide it into equal quantities (spoon or cups), then divide the weight to get an approximate measure.
 
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Time is close. This is what 25g looks like. Three doses just in case. Weighed out. Beta blocker, metoclopramide, and Tagamet ready to go also.
That looks like twice as much as I thought it would look. Is that vacuum sealed? Very helpful pics.
 
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"I believe I will start a new life after this, so I'm not hesitant at all."

Exactly how I feel.

I know I'm going to reincarnate, and I'm so looking forward to the next phase of my journey.
Who knows what we may reincarnate as? That's not to discourage or scare or tease you etc, I share a similar view because I like to believe that it could be possible. I could even accept being a dog or a cat, I think we have to look at death as the next phase of the journey. I guess it just depends how fast we want to get there.
 
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25g is around 12 teaspoons right? I remember finding that a table spoon is 3 teaspoons.
 
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I'm feeling good. I've planned this for a long time. I was going to try and get N but I think I don't have enough time for it. Life is getting to be too much. Me and the wife split so I'm staying on the couch looking for a place. Facing serious federal prison time. She comes home drunk and hits me, and I don't hit a female nor will I call cops. Just done with everything. I believe I will start a new life after this, so I'm not hesitant at all. Just wanna have a little fun before I go :)
May I ask, is this something you want to do because of the federal prison time or is it something else? If it's your relationship can you not just walk out and leave and maybe start a new journey?
 
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25g is a LOT. damn.
 
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I plan to buy 500gs. I'll divide it into equal quantities (spoon or cups), then divide the weight to get an approximate measure.
Mmm doable but still not precise. I might try to go into 30gr or 35gr just to be sure i am not under the dosage
 
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If this is the option you want, then I wish you peace.
 
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RowdyH999

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For people like me that don't have a weighing machine, how should i actually dose it right? Is it like one table spoon = 20gr or something right?
It was two heaping spoons roughly
That looks like twice as much as I thought it would look. Is that vacuum sealed? Very helpful pics.
No, just pressed down in a ziplock bag
25g is around 12 teaspoons right? I remember finding that a table spoon is 3 teaspoons.
That seems about correct. 4 level tablespoons. I used two heaping spoonfuls and that was just about 25g on the nose.
May I ask, is this something you want to do because of the federal prison time or is it something else? If it's your relationship can you not just walk out and leave and maybe start a new journey?
I've wanted to well before then. The wife and looking at fed time just sealed the deal. I've put much thought and preparation into this. :)
25g is a LOT. damn.
Yes. Yes it is. That's why I made this post. I was surprised at the volume of it.
Mmm doable but still not precise. I might try to go into 30gr or 35gr just to be sure i am not under the dosage
You only need to absorb 2-3 grams to ctb. This just ensures you absorb that amount quicker. Hence the meto. It acts by speeding up the emptying of your gut.
 
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Where can you get some?
 
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You won the lottery, I hope things go as planned and you won't have to endure any pain much longer.
 
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I always wonder: if you taste a few grains, how bad does it taste? Is it very difficult to swallow?
(Because there is a difference between difficult to swallow and difficult to keep in)

Edit: to the previous poster, could you please just make a nee thread or look for other threads about different types of SN?
 
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I always wonder: if you taste a few grains, how bad does it taste? Is it very difficult to swallow?
(Because there is a difference between difficult to swallow and difficult to keep in)

Edit: to the previous poster, could you please just make a nee thread or look for other threads about different types of SN?
Personally I wouldn't try tasting it or anything. I've read things where people drink a small amount and pass out for two days lol.
 
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Are you sure that scale is accurate? I think it's much more than it should be. I'm no expert though.
 
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Oct 4, 2020
411
Are you sure that scale is accurate? I think it's much more than it should be. I'm no expert though.
I was thinking the same. Op should try weighing a 20p coin to see if the scales used are calibrated
 
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I was thinking the same. Op should try weighing a 20p coin to see if the scales used are calibrated
What is a 20p coin? I would buy a new scale and some small weights to test.
 
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What is a 20p coin? I would buy a new scale and some small weights to test.
It's British money.
People in the uk tend to calibrate scales with a 20p coin as they all should weigh 5g
 
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I too was surprised the first time I measured out 25g. The salt is very light. It takes quite a bit to make 25g.
 
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