Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
177
Does anyone wonder about what happens after you CTB? I'm not talking about "afterlife" or anything like that. I'm talking about like how when you're asleep time skips. After you CTB, 24 hours could pass or 50 years even and you wouldn't even know about it. Society could have flying cars, even have colonized mars etc and wouldn't even know about it. Wonder if anyone would remember us then. Everything we do now is basically pointless.

I've been thinking about that a lot, I know it may seem silly but sometimes I get scared thinking about it. Don't get me wrong, it's not enough to stop me from wanting to CTB. But, it's definitely a thought.
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
Everything is pointless when you think about it. People will mourn you and eventually move on in a few years or decades depending on how close you were with that person. Loving parents will always be holding you in your heart until they pass away as well. In 50-100 years people won't even know you existed unless you've accomplished something big that landed you a spot in history books. This cycle will keep happening until heat death of the universe.
 
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NoFutureAnymore

Student
Jul 4, 2023
182
Everything is pointless when you think about it. People will mourn you and eventually move on in a few years or decades depending on how close you were with that person. Loving parents will always be holding you in your heart until they pass away as well. In 50-100 years people won't even know you existed unless you've accomplished something big that landed you a spot in history books. This cycle will keep happening until heat death of the universe.
The real meaning of life -> None for 99,999% of the people.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,138
In my case I simply don't wish to experience anything, I only see eternal nothingness as being desirable, only the thought of eternally ceasing to exist appeals to me. All I've wished for is this futile existence to disappear into nothingness where all is finally forgotten about. I find it so incredibly comforting to think of simply not existing, I'd always see it as better to not exist no matter what.
 
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Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
177
Everything is pointless when you think about it. People will mourn you and eventually move on in a few years or decades depending on how close you were with that person. Loving parents will always be holding you in your heart until they pass away as well. In 50-100 years people won't even know you existed unless you've accomplished something big that landed you a spot in history books. This cycle will keep happening until heat death of the universe.
You couldn't have said it any better. I love your explanation. I agree with you that there's no point in anything we do. History will just repeat itself. The cycle of birth and death, love and suffering will never end. I'll be glad when I don't have to experience that anymore.
 
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sukuna

sukuna

#1 sukuna glazer
Sep 23, 2023
38
I believe the last things you will ever get to experience will be the few seconds of fleeting consciousness right before you blackout and die depending on your method, and that anything that's to come in the future would not matter at that point
 
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