spaceyman
The spacey individual
- Feb 21, 2023
- 15
it's around midnight here, so i decided to vent about stuff in my life.
i hate how i am unable to be creative.
i hate how i have no ambitions for the future.
i hate how i feel insecure about my relationships.
i hate how i isolate myself from my family.
i hate how my most loved hobbies turned into torturous chores.
i hate how i become so blue very suddenly.
i hate how i never got to experience true childhood.
i hate how i am ignoring my schoolwork.
i hate how i try to be a perfectionist and fail miserably.
i hate how i try to like certain things but end up disliking everything in the end.
i hate how i misunderstand simple stuff.
i hate how my thoughts continue contradicting each other.
i hate how i can not enjoy life.
i hate how i am being lazy these past few years.
i just hate myself.
i hate how i am unable to be creative.
i hate how i have no ambitions for the future.
i hate how i feel insecure about my relationships.
i hate how i isolate myself from my family.
i hate how my most loved hobbies turned into torturous chores.
i hate how i become so blue very suddenly.
i hate how i never got to experience true childhood.
i hate how i am ignoring my schoolwork.
i hate how i try to be a perfectionist and fail miserably.
i hate how i try to like certain things but end up disliking everything in the end.
i hate how i misunderstand simple stuff.
i hate how my thoughts continue contradicting each other.
i hate how i can not enjoy life.
i hate how i am being lazy these past few years.
i just hate myself.