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emgrl

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Aug 6, 2022
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Over 14g propranolol, 29 m30s (Have to test the 30th for fent), 25mg klonopin (can get more), and of course meto. Thoughts?
I also have more meds… not sure if they'd hinder the desired results, though.
Please, any thoughts are appreciated ❤️
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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The success rate for pills in the u.s is 1.5%- when it does work it is usually from powerful opioids. This is a tough method to get to work, you need to plan carefully, and do a lot of searches on google to narrow down what works. Be very carefully, you can seriously damage your kidneys and liver with pills without ctb, so this method should be researched very carefully if you are going to use this. I hope you can find peace somehow.
 
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The success rate for pills in the u.s is 1.5%- when it does work it is usually from powerful opioids. This is a tough method to get to work, you need to plan carefully, and do a lot of searches on google to narrow down what works. Be very carefully, you can seriously damage your kidneys and liver with pills without ctb, so this method should be researched very carefully if you are going to use this. I hope you can find peace somehow.
I agree that most pill overdoses are counter productive and don't work. M30's are powerful opioids though. Especially the ones sold on the streets which contain fentanyl or fentanils amongst other things. Using them in recreational doses keeps killing people. Probably due to the issue of hot-spots due to poor mixing before pressing the pills.
 
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emgrl

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I'm more focused on the massive amount of propranolol, this thread gives more explanation:

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ol-edit-goodbye-to-you-all-im-doing-it.96502/

I have researched a lot online about propranolol overdoses, and once the process starts, in happens quickly. There have been many successful fatal prop ODs. Since doing this research, one article I had read a few times about a junior doctor that had passed away, due to a suicidal fatal prop OD, because her boyfriend was to marry another woman, disappeared. The link was still there, but DDG said it wasn't available anymore. There are others that prove prop to be a dangerous drug when used in excess. They say it's over 2 grams, but some have survived 8 grams. Over 10 seems to prove to be fatal.

Anyone ever experience an OD using propranolol?
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
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M30's are powerful opioids though. Especially the ones sold on the streets which contain fentanyl or fentanils amongst other things. Using them in recreational doses keeps killing people. Probably due to the issue of hot-spots due to poor mixing before pressing the pills.
I took one of those a few hours ago to see if it would kill me. It hasn't yet but I could see how they might...my breathing got really slow.
 
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I took one of those a few hours ago to see if it would kill me. It hasn't yet but I could see how they might...my breathing got really slow.
You took an m30? What else did you feel? I wanna take part of one, but I'm nervous.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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I agree that most pill overdoses are counter productive and don't work. M30's are powerful opioids though. Especially the ones sold on the streets which contain fentanyl or fentanils amongst other things. Using them in recreational doses keeps killing people. Probably due to the issue of hot-spots due to poor mixing before pressing the pills.
Then M30s may warrant further research. You just need to be confident and not guessing about something like this.
 
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emgrl

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Then M30s may warrant further research. You just need to be confident and not guessing about something like this.
Definitely going to test them. It's just tough because I can't test them all, and they're not all equally made/evenly distributed.
 
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Jul 1, 2022
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You took an m30? What else did you feel? I wanna take part of one, but I'm nervous.
I took half, then an hour later I didn't feel much so I took the other half.
About 40 minutes after that i was pretty woozy and itchy.
In the next hour I lay down and was kind of half-conscious and somebody called and woke me up.
I felt relaxed but I could tell my breathing had gotten really slow...was taking a long time between breaths.
After a while I got off the couch and started feeling a little nauseous...that's about when I chimed in here.
I started to type this response then began to feel really fucked up...like I couldn't think straight or type.
After a few minutes that passed and now I'm back to tired and woozy.

Are you ok?x
Yeah feel sleepy now. Would've been nice if this experiment killed me...I tacked up my note on my bulletin board before I took it just in case.
 
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emgrl

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I took half, then an hour later I didn't feel much so I took the other half.
About 40 minutes after that i was pretty woozy and itchy.
In the next hour I lay down and was kind of half-conscious and somebody called and woke me up.
I felt relaxed but I could tell my breathing had gotten really slow...was taking a long time between breaths.
After a while I got off the couch and started feeling a little nauseous...that's about when I chimed in here.
I started to type this response then began to feel really fucked up...like I couldn't think straight or type.
After a few minutes that passed and now I'm back to tired and woozy.


Yeah I think it's wearing off. Would've been nice if this experiment killed me...I tacked up my note on my bulletin board before I took it just in case.
Oh wow, was it scary? Do you think it was fent in your pill? Where did you get them? (Obviously no sources) Do you have more? And, will you use them to ctb? Sorry for all the questions, I'm just so curious, and you have so much info, and I know nothing about them.

I'm sorry it didn't work as you had hoped. At least you're ok and are still be able to find your peace… whatever it is that you choose ❤️
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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To me, it seems this method is like Russian Roulette. There are too many variables and the real control for what you take is in someone elses hands, meaning whoever made the stuff. I think there is more success when you have more control of the variables in a method.
 
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To me, it seems this method is like Russian Roulette. There are too many variables and the real control for what you take is in someone elses hands, meaning whoever made the stuff. I think there is more success when you have more control of the variables in a method.
I agree, I should have really left the m30s out. The propranolol is what is really meant to do the job.
 
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I agree, I should have really left the m30s out. The propranolol is what is really meant to do the job.
I mean.. chances are the m30's or fentanyl. I would wait test them and then make a decision.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Oh wow, was it scary? Do you think it was fent in your pill? Where did you get them? (Obviously no sources) Do you have more? And, will you use them to ctb? Sorry for all the questions, I'm just so curious, and you have so much info, and I know nothing about them.

I'm sorry it didn't work as you had hoped. At least you're ok and are still be able to find your peace… whatever it is that you choose ❤️
No not scary at all. I assume there's fent in it because it's the pressed kind that typically does. Got em at the gettin' place :)
I do have more, not sure if I'll deliberately use them to ctb, may just take one here and there and hope for a happy accident.
I just wanted to try it out and see what it felt like with a non SI-inducing chance of death. It's all right, not quite as nice as a couple vicodin.
 
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emgrl

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Aug 6, 2022
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No not scary at all. I assume there's fent in it because it's the pressed kind that typically does. Got em at the gettin' place :)
I do have more, not sure if I'll deliberately use them to ctb, may just take one here and there and hope for a happy accident.
I just wanted to try it out and see what it felt like with a non SI-inducing chance of death. It's all right, not quite as nice as a couple vicodin.
That's good to know.
I hear you, that's why I'm afraid to take any, in case of a happy accident…
I'm sure it's not as nice because it's not real…Who knows what else is in them?
I'll get my test strips soon, I'll know if any fent is in them then. Too bad they don't have test strips for other drugs, too.
 
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That's good to know.
I hear you, that's why I'm afraid to take any, in case of a happy accident…
I'm sure it's not as nice because it's not real…Who knows what else is in them?
I'll get my test strips soon, I'll know if any fent is in them then. Too bad they don't have test strips for other drugs, too.
To be honest with you fentanyl never really has given me a euphoric feeling. Just got me loaded.
 
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makethepainstop

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I took one of those a few hours ago to see if it would kill me. It hasn't yet but I could see how they might...my breathing got really slow.
Have you got enough to share, asking for a friend!
 
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Aug 14, 2022
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Over 14g propranolol, 29 m30s (Have to test the 30th for fent), 25mg klonopin (can get more), and of course meto. Thoughts?
I also have more meds… not sure if they'd hinder the desired results, though.
Please, any thoughts are appreciated ❤️
14g propranolol is this 14000 mg? Like 450 30mg pills. Take that many?
 
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emgrl

Mage
Aug 6, 2022
575
14g propranolol is this 14000 mg? Like 450 30mg pills. Take that many?
Yes, 14g = 14,000mg
I have different dosages, 20mg, 40mg, and 60mg, they equal 14.2g though.
I plan on crushing them and drinking them with as minimal water as possible.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
399
It's all right, not quite as nice as a couple vicodin.
Just wanted to amend this comment. It's not all right, it made me sick for two days...sweating, headache, nausea, dry heaves, fatigue. And no surprise, constipation. It was like a really bad hangover that lasts way too long.
 
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emgrl

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Aug 6, 2022
575
Just wanted to amend this comment. It's not all right, it made me sick for two days...sweating, headache, nausea, dry heaves, fatigue. And no surprise, constipation. It was like a really bad hangover that lasts way too long.
That sounds terrible, wonder why people do them for fun?
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
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That sounds terrible, wonder why people do them for fun?
lol was thinking the same thing. I think you have to be an opioid addict with a high tolerance.
 

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