all logical conclusions lead to the fact that my current consciousness will be erased; in my mind, my death doesn't represent a void, or oblivion: TIME will stop; my awareness and perception will stop
but there is one more possibility:
in an infinite time, infinite universe, and infinite number of universe - my consciousness came into existence, and it might/will (?) exist again - this is very terrifying possibility and likelihood; this consciousness will not have a notion of my previous parents, friends, spouse, children, etc.
continuity of my previous experiences is not possible - proven by fact i can't remember anything from before; so my consciousness will exist again, and again i will have to suffer this life
my current awareness will be on pause: one hour after my death, one year, one trillion years - irrelevant
i will have an infinite series of existences, all of them connected by continuous suffering
now that i think about it, it's not very comforting…