Those of you who are planning to ctb, what do you hope happens irl after you're gone?

[Silent_cries]

As someone who has been emotionally neglected, abused etc. within the psychiatric system I hope my story will finally be revealed to everyone around me so that they'll finally understand and belive what happened to me. I hope some certain psychiatrists I've had in the past gets fired too. Most of all I just want my story out there to leave a message to people. It might not change much, but if it'll at least give people some understanding that's good enough for me.

 

[lacrimosa]

The money I leave behind will get donated to a homeless shelter. Fuck my family, they don't need anymore money.

Also, after reading my posts on here, I won't give them (my family) my password or anything like that. But.. After reading my posts on here, they will understand how much I was suffering. My final goodbye thread will be my whole life story and then they will really know the torment I went through on a daily basis. And maybe this story can help others too as a cautionary tale...

 

[fleetingnight]

I used to want my main abusers to be outed. I guess they seem like they've changed, so if they really have, then I'm mostly okay with them living out a normal life with no consequences. Though, I'm not saying I think everyone should be okay with that. I just hope they know better than to ever work with children, no matter how long it's been since they acted abusive.
If I ctb, I want people to understand that it was mainly societal norms (needing to "fit in" or being punished for it) + capitalism/the rat race that killed me. I want to be used as an example of what happens when you're needlessly cruel to people over pointless things like appearance or gender, and when you force people to work themselves to death just to survive.

I can't deny I think about my art getting notoriety and being remembered by people after my death, though it feels selfish to want more people to mourn for me. So, it's probably for the best that I never get that kind of attention and it remains a fantasy

 

[Hvergelmir]

I did share the same sentiments, but no longer do.
I don't think the people involved have the mental capacity to understand. I'd simply cause guilt and suffering, for no reason. They'd maybe suffer greatly for a while, before defensively rationalizing it all as an expression of a faulty brain.
People are killing themselves all the time, and I've never seen anything good come out of it.

If I end it myself, I'd like to die alone, preferably having my corpse eaten by animals and forgotten. My belongings are not significant enough for me to care, and I don't owe anyone closure.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

After I'm gone, I couldn't care less what happens in/to this world.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I don't really care about what happens after I die since I'd be dead but, if I could make something happen after my death, I'd make it such that nobody remembers me. I don't understand why most people have a desire to be remembered. It makes no sense to me. I've always had a desire to be forgotten, not remembered

 

[Nefera]

I hope that the person who I'm going to leave my cat with takes good care of him

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I just hope people will realize they're finally free of being burdened by me and that they should be grateful that one less incel exists in the world when I die. I hope when they remember me, they can only feel disgusted that I was ever in their lives in the first place and that they can smile knowing the world is a better place without me in it.

 

[sos]

that everyone around me gets to live their life as if i never existed

and that everyone else that wants to catch the bus actually succeeds

you all owe me one for that last wish!!!!

 

[Forever Sleep]

I hope people will try to be understanding.

 

[trappedinthislife]

I just hope at least my relative knows that im trans. That having to hide who I am lead me to being like this.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

As someone who has been emotionally neglected, abused etc. within the psychiatric system I hope my story will finally be revealed to everyone around me so that they'll finally understand and belive what happened to me. I hope some certain psychiatrists I've had in the past gets fired too. Most of all I just want my story out there to leave a message to people. It might not change much, but if it'll at least give people some understanding that's good enough for me.

Same as you. I wish my impulsive attempt right after I got home from that last therapy session had succeeded. That way it would be immediately traced back to my abusive therapist.