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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Do you miss those days which will never be back?

Maybe that time when you were in love, had a good job, a healthy life, were not suicidal, were a little happy child and so on.

As for me, I do. I wish I could time travel and be an innocent child again, and when the time to start high school comes, just tell my parents not to send me there because I will have the worst classmates ever.

I miss some days of the past but don't want to experience again some others.

I guess I wish I could be reborn with my memories so as to follow a different path life and see if I can find true happiness.

Anyway, that won't probably happen so I'd better try to enjoy these days before ctb or surprinsingly, live until I'm an old grey man.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I try not to reminisce or dwell in days which I may never experience again because then I'll be stuck in the past and won't focus on the present or future. You'll never progress in life if you're stuck in the past. My best friend always reminisces about high school and all the girls he knew because in present time, he's lonely, broke, and doesn't have anyone except me. He won't look in the present to meet women because his mind is still stuck in the past, so he'll still use high school tactics to get women, and that's awkward. Past is the past, you can't change that, you can still at least change the present to ensure the future is what you hoped to be.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
5,785
Shit was never that good, hard determinism, etc.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I try not to reminisce or dwell in days which I may never experience again because then I'll be stuck in the past and won't focus on the present or future. You'll never progress in life if you're stuck in the past. My best friend always reminisces about high school and all the girls he knew because in present time, he's lonely, broke, and doesn't have anyone except me. He won't look in the present to meet women because his mind is still stuck in the past, so he'll still use high school tactics to get women, and that's awkward. Past is the past, you can't change that, you can still at least change the present to ensure the future is what you hoped to be.

True story.
No matter how much we remember our past or fantasize about the future, we're still in the present!
 
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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
Do you miss those days which will never be back?

Maybe that time when you were in love, had a good job, a healthy life, were not suicidal, were a little happy child and so on.

As for me, I do. I wish I could time travel and be an innocent child again, and when the time to start high school comes, just tell my parents not to send me there because I will have the worst classmates ever.

I miss some days of the past but don't want to experience again some others.

I guess I wish I could be reborn with my memories so as to follow a different path life and see if I can find true happiness.

Anyway, that won't probably happen so I'd better try to enjoy these days before ctb or surprinsingly, live until I'm an old grey man.
;-;;-;;-;;-;;-;;-;;-;

I miss so much ... But I know that it will not return ...

Never
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,838
I miss those times a lot. My anxiety about my future eats me alive. I worry way too much. And it feels so bad...
 
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DarkWolf

DarkWolf

Worthless Loser
Mar 29, 2021
201
I don't even have any days like that to even remember. Even as a small child I was always sad, anxious and scared. I don't know what happiness, peace, comfort, warmth and safety feel like.
My life is a tragedy. A fate worse than death.
 
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Isisnefert

Isisnefert

Student
Mar 17, 2020
193
Extraño mucho esos tiempos. La ansiedad por mi futuro me devora. Me preocupo demasiado. Y se siente tan mal ...
I relate whit this

I have lived trapped in my past for a long time, i never enjoy the present, now, i Am worried about my future, so, ctb
 
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UseItOrLoseIt

Visionary
Dec 4, 2020
2,215
I only miss my childhood.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
Yeah, I wish I could go back in time and never take psych meds.
 
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life-eternal

Student
Nov 11, 2020
115
I think of past mistakes daily and they make me scream in a very low voice so no one else can hear me. Like saying "FUCK I HATE MYSELF" in a low voice once the feeling fully explodes. Then I wait 15-20 mins and those thoughts come back of different actions i've done like acting like an idiot infront of friends and embarassing myself or making other people feel bad due to stupid shit i said when drunk or drugged.

But i would like to go back to when I was 17-18 so I could just end it right then and there and escape this hell
 
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PaxAmerica

PaxAmerica

Just Passing
Apr 15, 2021
202
Live really is shit. I dont know if some people act like they are really happy or just faking it. I think life sucks. From moment your born you know your destined for death and probably alot of misery in between. Why cant there be something more than this?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,427
I have always struggled with life really, even when I was young. I believe I was simply never meant to be alive. I do not miss the past at all to be honest, things might not have been as bad at times but I still would not like to go back.
 
BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
Will Matt ever be back? That is the question :pfff:
 

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