This world is so cruel I can’t take it

[Butterfly-death]

People are evil. People are so cruel. Why do so many good people suffer while evil people get away with stuff. Fuck my head hurts so bad from crying. I'm so exhausted from being alive. I feel like I can't breathe right now everything hurts. This life is cruel and horrible. A part of me doesn't even want to ctb I'm actually scared to out of fear of failure but I know I have no future and nothing going for me so what else can I do? It won't get better because it hasn't for many years. Ctb is my only option. I want a good life but I know I won't have that so I have so end it all. So many kind people in my life are suffering and they don't deserve that but I can't help them and it hurts me. I just want to help other people get better but I know I can't fix their problems. I can't even fix my own. I wish all of us didn't get to a point where we have to take our own lives just not to suffer anymore because how messed up is that? I just wish everyone can be happy and at peace while being alive but that is a fairytale while the reality is cruel and evil. I am so sorry for each and every one of you, you all deserve so much better. I wish life was good but it's not. Good people suffer more than bad people it seems and that's depressing. Too many hateful people in this world. Why can't people just not be horrible is it that hard to be kind? I'm so exhausted.

 

[Aknu132]

Humans were made to live in small groups where everyone united for a common good, but after discovering agriculture, it turned into this disaster that culminated in the mess we live in today. I'm so sorry for all the pain you're going through, i can relate to all of it, it's so much pain living in this hellish place without having the will and the resources to help ourself and others. Only CTB seems to get us to peace, to some kind of good life.

 

[whywere]

I am 70 and I mention this only because of all the years that I have had to put up with, deal with, and get an upset stomach and headache over crappy people.

List:
1) Greedy
2) Arrogant
3) Self-centered
4) Backstabbing
5) 2 faced
6) Could never see with their mind, just their eyes

I have had seen and feel just how crappy some people have been.

Now include being narrow-minded with greed for money and power and one has a complete picture of human disaster.

All I ever wish is for everyone to try and work together before we are like the dinosaurs, gone.

I have worked with every type from a person beginning their career to very wealthy people and the hall marks of human me, me, me mental framework is always there.

I hope and pray for the best for everyone and maybe, just maybe we might make it, despite what we do to each other.

Walter

 

[itsgone2]

I am 70 and I mention this only because of all the years that I have had to put up with, deal with, and get an upset stomach and headache over crappy people.

List:
1) Greedy
2) Arrogant
3) Self-centered
4) Backstabbing
5) 2 faced
6) Could never see with their mind, just their eyes

I have had seen and feel just how crappy some people have been.

Now include being narrow-minded with greed for money and power and one has a complete picture of human disaster.

All I ever wish is for everyone to try and work together before we are like the dinosaurs, gone.

I have worked with every type from a person beginning their career to very wealthy people and the hall marks of human me, me, me mental framework is always there.

I hope and pray for the best for everyone and maybe, just maybe we might make it, despite what we do to each other.

Walter

You've seen the evolution. Good summary.
I think we're done. Honestly wish we could all end. Revelation or something.