Discussion This world is Hell

[chequia_1]

It's crazy when we where kids we were brainwashed into believing the world was a fair place, that you just had to have pure intentions and do good, and everything will be good and you could be happy. And of course the lie that the world had something for everyone.

And then we were hit by the cruel truth this world does not care about everyone, that a lot of people just was born with no place in this world, ready to be crushed by the biological machinery, born to be preyed, to rot, to suffer, it's brutal.

At the end, there is no happy ending for a lot of people, not even a happy or beautiful history, and this is not a tragedy in nature, these cases are absolutely contemplated and expected, our mistake was to think there was "fairness" on this biological horror.

We see it everyday, the ways some animals survive is by preying on others, this is an example how nature does not works in a way every living being has a fair chance, example how in this ecosystem some members are expected to born just to be crushed, all of this suffering just to keep the cycle going aimlessly.

And after coming to the realization life is not a positive experience by itself, and on the contrary it may be a cruel experience for others, the world still criminalize and pathologize suicidal people.

Death is not a negative experience, death is no experience. And no experience is preferable than negative experience.

I must admit I lied in the title, according to religion you can't escape hell, fortunately for us there is a way out of here.

 

[Darkover]

A world that forces its inhabitants to kill and consume just to delay their own suffering and death is not a paradise—it is a hell designed to sustain itself through endless pain.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

"Death is not a negative experience, death is no experience. And no experience is preferable than negative experience."
I agree. Also Death / non-existence forever is the salvation for someone who is in extreme suffering. Its the escape from hell. It's the opposite of the worst torture.

permanent non-existence is the only guarantee of never suffering So badly the suffering is a trillion times worse than u can imagine. So non-existence forever is the only perfection.

Eternal non-existence is as good as the worst torture is bad

I'm a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain . That is something bad an abomination

 

[dearlydeparted44]

It's crazy when we where kids we were brainwashed into believing the world was a fair place, that you just had to have pure intentions and do good, and everything will be good and you could be happy. And of course the lie that the world had something for everyone.

And then we were hit by the cruel truth this world does not care about everyone, that a lot of people just was born with no place in this world, ready to be crushed by the biological machinery, born to be preyed, to rot, to suffer, it's brutal.

At the end, there is no happy ending for a lot of people, not even a happy or beautiful history, and this is not a tragedy in nature, these cases are absolutely contemplated and expected, our mistake was to think there was "fairness" on this biological horror.

We see it everyday, the ways some animals survive is by preying on others, this is an example how nature does not works in a way every living being has a fair chance, example how in this ecosystem some members are expected to born just to be crushed, all of this suffering just to keep the cycle going aimlessly.

And after coming to the realization life is not a positive experience by itself, and on the contrary it may be a cruel experience for others, the world still criminalize and pathologize suicidal people.

Death is not a negative experience, death is no experience. And no experience is preferable than negative experience.

I must admit I lied in the title, according to religion you can't escape hell, fortunately for us there is a way out of here.

Isn't it soul crushing to arrive at this realization? To come to realize how much lying has been told about life? The myth of the "preciousness" of life? A myth that humans will fight to the death to defend. This life is rooted in rot. Depending on what society and culture one grows up in, their childhood is riddled with miseducation and myths about life. And we're conditioned to have this Stockholm syndrome kind of perspective when those myths are uncovered, and life reveals its true self. It's almost as if life is a rigged game by design, and to arrive at a consciousness that allows us to question it goes against the "rules." We're punished through other humans. Gaslit. Ridiculed. Made into pariahs. All because one has arrived at a realistic perspective about the "precious gift."

One of the few things for which I will be eternally grateful to COVID-19 is the fact that a lot of human delusion was destroyed. The pandemic, for better or for worse, reintroduced human nature to me. Like you, I lived in the delusion that there was a meaning to this life. That, no matter what happens, the human race was full speed ahead towards a better, brighter day. I believed in love and happiness. I strived for a family and to be the best husband I could be. I strove to "worthy" of some woman. The pandemic, and all that stemmed from it, revealed the truth to me. It showed me how quickly these myths fail us. How primal humans become. How fragile social systems are. How truly dystopian human life is, and quite frankly has been for a long time. I was just too full of delusion and hope to see what was right in front of my eyes.

I've now arrived at the precipice of release (ctb), and all I can think about is how misplaced my optimism was in life. This life is simply incapable of giving me what I want. The things I thought I wanted are inaccessible to me. And the people who seemed to have the things I wanted are miserable with them. Most human relationships are transactional in nature but made to look pretty with social settings and gestures of happiness. Marriage is just a business deal, most of the time. I'm even at the point where I don't even want nor like children anymore. They're just tiny, unfiltered humans. You learn a lot about human nature by watching them. Everything about this life is rotten and futile. And I haven't even mentioned the fact that we must pay to exist. That in and of itself invalidates the so-called "preciousness" of life and the intelligence of humans.

I wholeheartedly agree with everything you wrote. I'm to the point where I've made up my mind that I'm going to ctb. I don't care what anyone else thinks. They have never walked in my shoes. They don't understand my journey. They don't have to. And I don't have to explain it to them. This is the solution to my life. I'm not in a dark place. I'm in a clear place. I'm not sad. I'm just done with life.

 

[FuneralCry]

It truly is and no matter what I'll always see it as so dreadful and terrible to suffer in this existence, to me existence truly is an abomination that causes harm and suffering and I wish I never existed more than anything, I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I want is to not exist. I wish I could erase my existence so it's like I never suffered at all, for me only non-existence is positive and I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed even know there were never any disadvantages to never suffering at all, I wish I never had to exist more than anything, I'll just always see existence as the problem.

 

[soonnotkoei]

This world is Hell

and grass is green

 

[The Actual Devil]

This world is Hell

and grass is green

GET OFF MY LAWN!

 

[theboy]

Poetic

 

[LetMeOut67]

I don't know how it all carries on.
Just think there are people who actually enjoy this shit.
It doesn't take me long to be burned out by people and exhausted by their greed meanness and stupidly. And the pointlessness of everything.

 

[Lapdog6795]

"Know yourselves- be infertile and let the earth be silent after ye."

― Peter Wessel Zapffe