Venting This world is hell I can't take it anymore

[ncmxm]

I fucking hate being alive so fucking much

There is nothing good in this life fucking nothing

All your live is just slaving away and the reward for it is the ability to slave longer

I'm supposed to be grateful for literal scraps because "other people have it worse"

Well guess fucking what you fuckwit a lot of other people also have it better!

I don't fucking want to be grateful for being a wageslave and I will never be


What are the good things in life? People? People don't give a single solitary fuck about you. After you ctb, they will all move on like you never even existed. You don't matter and you never mattered. Your friends and boyfriends and girlfriends and whoever the fuck else will just forget about you and move on happily with their lives. BuT 6 PeOPle aRe afFecTed bY sUicIDeeee what a load of fucking bullshit not a single fucking person will be affected. They will find new friends or a new bf/gf in no fucking time because you don't matter.

What else is good? Hobbies? I don't give a single solitary shit and I don't want to engage in something as retarded as fucking pottery or embroidery or whatever the fuck else because I can't think of anything more retarded than creating worthless junk to distract yourself from reality


Art and movies and books? This helps a bit but guess the fuck what if I need something to distract myself from reality all the time and to immerse in a different reality than maybe just maybe reality suck ass and balls and it's better to die. And it all gets old after some time, I barely even enjoy reading and movies anymore and music sounds grating

Children? To any depressed parents on here, I fucking hate you for making new people suffer and you deserve to be depressed and to feel bad because you are crazy sick twisted sadistic egotistical fucks for bringing another person into this hell out of your selfish reasons

And I forgot to add, I don't give a single shit about most people frankly
I don't want to "become social" or to "make new friends" because "it'S gOdD for mEnTal heAlTh" because I don't give a shit about most people and I don't fucking like most people


This world is hell and I want only to die
End rant

 

[Suicidebydeath]

You're really kind to me I wish things were better for you. I wish people were nicer to you too, you don't deserve any of this. I logged into W and left you a message.
Wage slavery is awful, people are awful, and hobbies can get boring fast.

It's really awful isn't it.

 

[lionetta12]

I fucking hate being alive so fucking much

There is nothing good in this life fucking nothing

All your live is just slaving away and the reward for it is the ability to slave longer

I'm supposed to be grateful for literal scraps because "other people have it worse"

Well guess fucking what you fuckwit a lot of other people also have it better!

I don't fucking want to be grateful for being a wageslave and I will never be


What are the good things in life? People? People don't give a single solitary fuck about you. After you ctb, they will all move on like you never even existed. You don't matter and you never mattered. Your friends and boyfriends and girlfriends and whoever the fuck else will just forget about you and move on happily with their lives. BuT 6 PeOPle aRe afFecTed bY sUicIDeeee what a load of fucking bullshit not a single fucking person will be affected. They will find new friends or a new bf/gf in no fucking time because you don't matter.

What else is good? Hobbies? I don't give a single solitary shit and I don't want to engage in something as retarded as fucking pottery or embroidery or whatever the fuck else because I can't think of anything more retarded than creating worthless junk to distract yourself from reality


Art and movies and books? This helps a bit but guess the fuck what if I need something to distract myself from reality all the time and to immerse in a different reality than maybe just maybe reality suck ass and balls and it's better to die. And it all gets old after some time, I barely even enjoy reading and movies anymore and music sounds grating

Children? To any depressed parents on here, I fucking hate you for making new people suffer and you deserve to be depressed and to feel bad because you are crazy sick twisted sadistic egotistical fucks for bringing another person into this hell out of your selfish reasons

And I forgot to add, I don't give a single shit about most people frankly
I don't want to "become social" or to "make new friends" because "it'S gOdD for mEnTal heAlTh" because I don't give a shit about most people and I don't fucking like most people


This world is hell and I want only to die
End rant

Life is boring. I keep traveling because it's really the only thing I'd get any «joy» from in the past 13 years of my life, and not even that brings me any happiness anymore. Everything is boring and everything is tiresome. Most people bore me and annoy me. Hobbies feel meaningless to me. All I do, is to try and pass time until I die. I don't do anything out of pleasure or out of having a good time, because I can't feel those things anymore regardless of what I do. I just want out of this life. I care about my friends, but I know that they will be fine without me and that everyone will move on within a couple of days after I'm gone.

 

[Conker]

I fucking hate being alive so fucking much

There is nothing good in this life fucking nothing

All your live is just slaving away and the reward for it is the ability to slave longer

I'm supposed to be grateful for literal scraps because "other people have it worse"

Well guess fucking what you fuckwit a lot of other people also have it better!

I don't fucking want to be grateful for being a wageslave and I will never be


What are the good things in life? People? People don't give a single solitary fuck about you. After you ctb, they will all move on like you never even existed. You don't matter and you never mattered. Your friends and boyfriends and girlfriends and whoever the fuck else will just forget about you and move on happily with their lives. BuT 6 PeOPle aRe afFecTed bY sUicIDeeee what a load of fucking bullshit not a single fucking person will be affected. They will find new friends or a new bf/gf in no fucking time because you don't matter.

What else is good? Hobbies? I don't give a single solitary shit and I don't want to engage in something as retarded as fucking pottery or embroidery or whatever the fuck else because I can't think of anything more retarded than creating worthless junk to distract yourself from reality


Art and movies and books? This helps a bit but guess the fuck what if I need something to distract myself from reality all the time and to immerse in a different reality than maybe just maybe reality suck ass and balls and it's better to die. And it all gets old after some time, I barely even enjoy reading and movies anymore and music sounds grating

Children? To any depressed parents on here, I fucking hate you for making new people suffer and you deserve to be depressed and to feel bad because you are crazy sick twisted sadistic egotistical fucks for bringing another person into this hell out of your selfish reasons

And I forgot to add, I don't give a single shit about most people frankly
I don't want to "become social" or to "make new friends" because "it'S gOdD for mEnTal heAlTh" because I don't give a shit about most people and I don't fucking like most people


This world is hell and I want only to die
End rant

i'd rather start killing than ever work retail or some of these "jobs".

And yep, there is no light at the end of the tunnel. nothing that made going through all of the pain worth it. eventually you have to withdraw from the asylum in order to preserve any semblance of sanity you have left.

 

[ncmxm]

Life is boring. I keep traveling because it's really the only thing I'd get any «joy» from in the past 13 years of my life, and not even that brings me any happiness anymore. Everything is boring and everything is tiresome. Most people bore me and annoy me. Hobbies feel meaningless to me. All I do, is to try and pass time until I die. I don't do anything out of pleasure or out of having a good time, because I can't feel those things anymore regardless of what I do. I just want out of this life. I care about my friends, but I know that they will be fine without me and that everyone will move on within a couple of days after I'm gone.

Same, change is one of the few things that make me feel at least a bit better

I want to try traveling or moving to a different place I feel like this might help me a bit at least for some time

 

[Sister of the Moon]

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. I know life gets to us in this way sometimes, so a good rant on here hopefully gets things of your chest somewhat.

Just a couple of points though, if you don't mind...

BuT 6 PeOPle aRe afFecTed bY sUicIDeeee what a load of fucking bullshit not a single fucking person will be affected.

That's not true. I've known of many suicides irl including a few in my own family. It affects more than words can say. Any death hurts loved ones, but with suicide it leaves a massive scar in the heart, along with soul-searching as to why, and regret over not seeing the signs or wishing just one little thing had played out differently and it would have led to them not doing it. I know a lot of people here think, perhaps rightly in some cases, that nobody would care if they were dead, but from personal experience that's not correct.

Children? To any depressed parents on here, I fucking hate you for making new people suffer and you deserve to be depressed and to feel bad because you are crazy sick twisted sadistic egotistical fucks for bringing another person into this hell out of your selfish reasons

I know you're hurting but this is really uncalled for. Many people on this site have children and feel guilty for having suicidal ideation. Life circumstances change all the time and in the past ten years especially society has got progressively worse. The pressure being put on us slaves to the system is crushing those of us at the bottom of the pile and more and more people are suffering mental health issues as a result. No it's not fair on the children but I'm sure most of us had children when times were much better than they are now. I personally don't think people should bring children into this current climate because there's no hope for them. But some of us already have children from when times were better and it's not fair to be angry at them. Just giving the other side of things, not trying to argue. I really hope you feel better soon.

 

[Gaga786]

Im so sorry to see you suffering. It hurts seeing anyone else endure what im feeling. This world really is cruel and callous; people only care about themselves, and a lot of people have it better than us. Their lives could get worse, –given life itself– but ,at this moment, it seems awesome. I wish you the best, and I hope you get the peace you yearn. Take care!

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. I know life gets to us in this way sometimes, so a good rant on here hopefully gets things of your chest somewhat.

Just a couple of points though, if you don't mind...



That's not true. I've known of many suicides irl including a few in my own family. It affects more than words can say. Any death hurts loved ones, but with suicide it leaves a massive scar in the heart, along with soul-searching as to why, and regret over not seeing the signs or wishing just one little thing had played out differently and it would have led to them not doing it. I know a lot of people here think, perhaps rightly in some cases, that nobody would care if they were dead, but from personal experience that's not correct.



I know you're hurting but this is really uncalled for. Many people on this site have children and feel guilty for having suicidal ideation. Life circumstances change all the time and in the past ten years especially society has got progressively worse. The pressure being put on us slaves to the system is crushing those of us at the bottom of the pile and more and more people are suffering mental health issues as a result. No it's not fair on the children but I'm sure most of us had children when times were much better than they are now. I personally don't think people should bring children into this current climate because there's no hope for them. But some of us already have children from when times were better and it's not fair to be angry at them. Just giving the other side of things, not trying to argue. I really hope you feel better soon.

I agree with this. Im not trying to invalidate OP's feelings as they are justified to an extent and I understand their mindset, I think we have all been there. We can all wish for the best and try to help each other. Thank you for pointing this out though

 

[Sasel]

yes

 

[ncmxm]

That's not true. I've known of many suicides irl including a few in my own family. It affects more than words can say. Any death hurts loved ones, but with suicide it leaves a massive scar in the heart, along with soul-searching as to why, and regret over not seeing the signs or wishing just one little thing had played out differently and it would have led to them not doing it. I know a lot of people here think, perhaps rightly in some cases, that nobody would care if they were dead, but from personal experience that's not correct.

Ah yes, this is why you see so many stories of people already fucking someone else after not even a month has passed after their bf's/gf's suicide and of friends happily continuing their lives in exactly the same way after their friend suicided and of parents "finding meaning" or "gratitude" or whatever the fuck after their child's suicide. I am not saying they shouldn't eh, just that people shouldn't say "suicide affects other people forever" or "you matter" or the "6 people are affected" bs because it is simply not true and it contradicts the evidence of thousands of people moving on and living their lives happily after someone's suicide. "You matter" is bullshit.

I know you're hurting but this is really uncalled for. Many people on this site have children and feel guilty for having suicidal ideation. Life circumstances change all the time and in the past ten years especially society has got progressively worse. The pressure being put on us slaves to the system is crushing those of us at the bottom of the pile and more and more people are suffering mental health issues as a result. No it's not fair on the children but I'm sure most of us had children when times were much better than they are now. I personally don't think people should bring children into this current climate because there's no hope for them. But some of us already have children from when times were better and it's not fair to be angry at them. Just giving the other side of things, not trying to argue. I really hope you feel better soon.

I think I saw in another thread that you're a parent. I understand your position and I understand why you said this, but I have the right to hate parents and I have the right to have my opinion. Parents have all the world licking their asses as we say here, ie already everyone is venerating them and treating them like parenting is the best and rightest thing to do. So if you want to hear praise, go to literally any other place. This is the only place where I can voice my opinion.

"The world was better" - wake up this is not an excuse. The world has always been shit and human life is suffering.

I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. I know life gets to us in this way sometimes, so a good rant on here hopefully gets things of your chest somewhat.

I do feel better after ranting though and just getting all these feelings out

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so true that this world is hell. The existence of life is the most disturbing and terrible thing to me, it's a curse how life even has the ability to exist in this world. No amount of words can describe how much I despise existing and it's undeniable that life itself will always be the true problem. Only death could ever be the true solution to this, because as long as we exist suffering in some form is inescapable. It's a burden just to be awake and there could never be anything appealing about existing in anyway, instead there are only disadvantages to such a thing. Your feelings are completely understandable and make so much sense.

And procreation is an absolutely disgusting thing, those who choose to bring life here should be ashamed. Like they are creating so much suffering that doesn't need to exist and this could never be justified. People embarrass themselves and they just show how delusional they are when they try to justify this with their 'life is a gift' beliefs, no they are just selfish and if people stopped procreating it would be the best thing possible as it would end this pointless and unnecessary cycle of human torment.

 

[TimetoGo!]

I fucking hate being alive so fucking much

There is nothing good in this life fucking nothing

All your live is just slaving away and the reward for it is the ability to slave longer

I'm supposed to be grateful for literal scraps because "other people have it worse"

Well guess fucking what you fuckwit a lot of other people also have it better!

I don't fucking want to be grateful for being a wageslave and I will never be


What are the good things in life? People? People don't give a single solitary fuck about you. After you ctb, they will all move on like you never even existed. You don't matter and you never mattered. Your friends and boyfriends and girlfriends and whoever the fuck else will just forget about you and move on happily with their lives. BuT 6 PeOPle aRe afFecTed bY sUicIDeeee what a load of fucking bullshit not a single fucking person will be affected. They will find new friends or a new bf/gf in no fucking time because you don't matter.

What else is good? Hobbies? I don't give a single solitary shit and I don't want to engage in something as retarded as fucking pottery or embroidery or whatever the fuck else because I can't think of anything more retarded than creating worthless junk to distract yourself from reality


Art and movies and books? This helps a bit but guess the fuck what if I need something to distract myself from reality all the time and to immerse in a different reality than maybe just maybe reality suck ass and balls and it's better to die. And it all gets old after some time, I barely even enjoy reading and movies anymore and music sounds grating

Children? To any depressed parents on here, I fucking hate you for making new people suffer and you deserve to be depressed and to feel bad because you are crazy sick twisted sadistic egotistical fucks for bringing another person into this hell out of your selfish reasons

And I forgot to add, I don't give a single shit about most people frankly
I don't want to "become social" or to "make new friends" because "it'S gOdD for mEnTal heAlTh" because I don't give a shit about most people and I don't fucking like most people


This world is hell and I want only to die
End rant

haha bloody love it..........could'nt of said it better myself.

legend post this

 

[Sister of the Moon]

Just giving the other side of things, not trying to argue. I really hope you feel better soon.

^^^

I think I saw in another thread that you're a parent. I understand your position and I understand why you said this, but I have the right to hate parents and I have the right to have my opinion. Parents have all the world licking their asses as we say here, ie already everyone is venerating them and treating them like parenting is the best and rightest thing to do. So if you want to hear praise, go to literally any other place. This is the only place where I can voice my opinion.

Not saying you don't have the right to an opinion. It's just another bit of food for thought. We all need to vent sometimes and I don't believe I invalidated you, in fact the intention was quite the opposite. I sincerely hope you're able to find some calmness, it's never a good feeling to get so wound up. Best wishes.

 

[ncmxm]

I don't believe I invalidated you, in fact the intention was quite the opposite.

No you absolutely didn't.

I sincerely hope you're able to find some calmness, it's never a good feeling to get so wound up. Best wishes.

Thank you for your wishes and same to you. I'm not always so worked up though I just need to vent sometimes.