This week...

[shango]

I'm currently far from home right now and was waiting to go back home to ctb, because where I'm at right now it would be impossible to ship SN here. But I've ordered and shipped my SN and meto back to my home and will be taking my flight there tomorrow. I've been planning my SN plan for over a month now, and I feel like I'm ready.

The day I get back home, I will say my final goodbyes to everyone and rent a hotel room and ctb there. I have everything ready. Meto, SN, and antacid. I cannot afford to mess this up.
If I throw up I plan on taking extra doses. I've never been so determined to finally end it all in my short time alive and I want to thank everyone for the advice and information along the journey. I'll make my goodbye thread on friday EST. It's so relieving to feel like it will finally be over this week.

I love you all. Thank you for reading and being here for me in the loneliest time of my life. I honestly will miss everyone of you :)

 

[trynacbt]

Good luck! I'll be around to say goodbye on Friday. I hope the SN works (it's my chosen method, too), and I'm also so thankful to this forum. Have a good time wherever you are now; enjoy these potential last few days.

 

[Darkhaven]

Good luck mate!
I'm sorry it has come to this.

 

[Jean4]

Shango, I don't know your story or why it came to this. Know that we are with you, love you, and are here for you.

 

[Gorgon]

Sending love ❤. I hope you find what you need.

 

[okaoki]

, wish everything goes smoothly

 

[clownangel]

Safe travels