Discussion This website feels too good to be true

[SunsetPeace]

Hi,

I am a new user here after recently stumbling across this site about a month ago. I have since managed to pluck up the courage to join and have discussions with other members here. I just can't believe that this site is allowed to exist in the world we live in! It feels like I have managed to find the gold at the end of the rainbow.

It's amazing to see that there are still pockets of the internet that believe in the right to bodily autonomy. In the world we live in, it seems like peace is discouraged. Most people would rather see others suffer than find relief, despite what they say. The novelty may wear off in the future, but, I have to say, I am blown away by the advice and help that people on this site are offering. I'm a bit giddy about it at the moment. Even if I can't find a sufficient peaceful exit at a time of my choosing, or have the courage to go through with it, it is still heart-warming to know that there are people who believe that everyone has the right to a peaceful exit from this world.

My current situation is not actively suicidal, but I know how easily things can change. I suffer with bad anxiety and am not very hopeful of how things will turn out in the future. I am certain, if I am capable, that I will commit suicide at some point in my life: likely being middle-aged. I have no desire to live into old age to suffer with everything that comes with it.

Anyway, I Just wanted to say hi and introduce myself. I look forward to future discussions with you all!

P.S. I am also working on my own document of all the information I have gathered on partial hanging (my current go-to method). I would like to present it to this community and get some feedback in the future, if that is OK.

 

[makethepainstop]

Be welcome here. It's not always that we believe death to be so wonderful, but that life can be too painful. Much love to you. I understand your elation! I felt much the same when I found SS.

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Very nice to meet you

 

[FuneralCry]

We do live in a pro suffering society after all. I do agree that most people would rather see others suffer as they believe in delusions about the cruel reality of this existence. The truth is that trying to force others to stay alive against their wishes could never be beneficial. If people want to live then that is their choice but they shouldn't force their beliefs onto others. Old age also sounds so horrifying to me, I certainly must avoid that no matter what.

 

[almaranthine]

I remember when this site was created after the Reddit page shut down in... ah, 2017 was it? It's been years. This site is a genuine blessing. In fact, I was even thinking this last night. I had a different username back then. I'll never forget... I attempted, posted my goodbye in the Reddit, was found, sent to the hospital and when I got out of the psych ward the Reddit page had been taken down. I was devastated. Another subreddit popped up (called TimeToGo I think?) and someone on there posted about the creation of this site and I was SO relieved. It started off so small and it's incredible to see how many people have used it to achieve their wishes of peace and found strength confiding in other users. I'm so grateful for it. Even if I had friends IRL I couldn't express my sentiments the way I do here. Welcome.

 

[brokensea]

Welcome to the group. It is so refreshing to not hear empty platitudes that diminish how you feel or what you want to do.

My friend was sending me stupid quotes the other day about negative thoughts being lies and saying that I'm blocking my own happiness like it's a choice or something? And I could just go have this great life if I just wanted to, wow amazing I didn't get the memo and have been in bed for two years hardly functioning. When this stupid advice would have cured everything!

I can find love someday oh but you have to have a heart inside of you to find love not be utterly dead inside and so abused by partners the thought of finding someone again to make me miserable makes me want to vomit! That I never want to date again as long as I live on this earth. I can't have kids now either thanks to my ex partner leaving me for another woman when we were trying to have a baby and now I'm too old! So wonderful what choices I have to continue in this shithole alone and miserable.

So I am so glad I don't have to hear this nonsense in one place in the world which is here.

 

[SunsetPeace]

We do live in a pro suffering society after all.

I agree. The masses try to paint it differently, but the proof is in the pudding. It is so obvious when you look at the state of socieites across the world, even the "good" ones. It's disappointing when you realise how all of this could be greatly improved or resolved if we all came together in empathy for one another.

Old age also sounds so horrifying to me, I certainly must avoid that no matter what.

Yes, watching my grandparents grow old and suffer has really shown me what I want to avoid in life, if I am capable. I hope I can overcome my own SI before that time comes.

Anyway, I look forward to speaking to you in the future. I actually noticed you before I registered and I was blown away by the gentle and kind way in which you express yourself. Nice to speak to you, and wishing you the best of luck in the future. You sound like such a kind person, which is very rare nowadays.

 

[ojinzo]

Hi,

I am a new user here after recently stumbling across this site about a month ago. I have since managed to pluck up the courage to join and have discussions with other members here. I just can't believe that this site is allowed to exist in the world we live in! It feels like I have managed to find the gold at the end of the rainbow.

It's amazing to see that there are still pockets of the internet that believe in the right to bodily autonomy. In the world we live in, it seems like peace is discouraged. Most people would rather see others suffer than find relief, despite what they say. The novelty may wear off in the future, but, I have to say, I am blown away by the advice and help that people on this site are offering. I'm a bit giddy about it at the moment. Even if I can't find a sufficient peaceful exit at a time of my choosing, or have the courage to go through with it, it is still heart-warming to know that there are people who believe that everyone has the right to a peaceful exit from this world.

My current situation is not actively suicidal, but I know how easily things can change. I suffer with bad anxiety and am not very hopeful of how things will turn out in the future. I am certain, if I am capable, that I will commit suicide at some point in my life: likely being middle-aged. I have no desire to live into old age to suffer with everything that comes with it.

Anyway, I Just wanted to say hi and introduce myself. I look forward to future discussions with you all!

P.S. I am also working on my own document of all the information I have gathered on partial hanging (my current go-to method). I would like to present it to this community and get some feedback in the future, if that is OK.

Let's see if you have the same opinion on two months... Welcome

 

[SunsetPeace]

Welcome to the group. It is so refreshing to not hear empty platitudes that diminish how you feel or what you want to do.

My friend was sending me stupid quotes the other day about negative thoughts being lies and saying that I'm blocking my own happiness like it's a choice or something? And I could just go have this great life if I just wanted to, wow amazing I didn't get the memo and have been in bed for two years hardly functioning. When this stupid advice would have cured everything!

I can find love someday oh but you have to have a heart inside of you to find love not be utterly dead inside and so abused by partners the thought of finding someone again to make me miserable makes me want to vomit! That I never want to date again as long as I live on this earth. I can't have kids now either thanks to my ex partner leaving me for another woman when we were trying to have a baby and now I'm too old! So wonderful what choices I have to continue in this shithole alone and miserable.

So I am so glad I don't have to hear this nonsense in one place in the world which is here.

Don't worry, you won't be hearing any empty platitudes from me! I understand the pain that life can bring and I won't judge anyone for feeling sad about life. I'm sorry to hear about your suffering. I look forward to hearing from you in the future.

 

[ever so lonely]

welcome aboard my friend, nice to see you as part of the gang, were an accepting empathetic understanding accommodating group here, i noticed that myself when i joined , it is a breath of fresh air isnt it buds, hope your well my friend considering

 

[SunsetPeace]

We do live in a pro suffering society after all. I do agree that most people would rather see others suffer as they believe in delusions about the cruel reality of this existence. The truth is that trying to force others to stay alive against their wishes could never be beneficial. If people want to live then that is their choice but they shouldn't force their beliefs onto others. Old age also sounds so horrifying to me, I certainly must avoid that no matter what.

I tried to reply to you, but I don't know if it got through. I'm still learning the ropes lol!
I just wanted to say that I agree with everything you said and I look forward to speaking to you in the future. I noticed your messages before I registered and was blown away by your kind and gentle nature. Sending you my best wishes.

 

[ever so lonely]

Let's see if you have the same opinion on two months... Welcome

why wouldnt they ? or is there something i am missing ?,

 

[SunsetPeace]

welcome aboard my friend, nice to see you as part of the gang, were an accepting empathetic understanding accommodating group here, i noticed that myself when i joined , it is a breath of fresh air isnt it buds, hope your well my friend considering

Thank you! Everyone seems so kind here, from what I have seen. It's really a rare thing to come across these days, especially on the internet. Hope you are doing well yourself.

 

[ever so lonely]

Thank you! Everyone seems so kind here, from what I have seen. It's really a rare thing to come across these days, especially on the internet. Hope you are doing well yourself.

thank you my friend and you too aswell i know the internet is a toxic hellhole aside from this place lol

 

[SunsetPeace]

Let's see if you have the same opinion on two months... Welcome

I have felt this way for the majority of my life. I believe I have been dead before, and it was the most peaceful feeling ever, that is why I think death is the best thing that can happen to us. I don't know if I will still be on this site in two months, as I am a bit paranoid about the legality of it, if I am being honest. In the meantime, I hope to learn what I can, treat everyone with kindness and pass on any information to others that I think is worthwhile.

 

[ojinzo]

I have felt this way for the majority of my life. I believe I have been dead before, and it was the most peaceful feeling ever, that is why I think death is the best thing that can happen to us. I don't know if I will still be on this site in two months, as I am a bit paranoid about the legality of it, if I am being honest. In the meantime, I hope to learn what I can, treat everyone with kindness and pass on any information to others that I think is worthwhile.

why wouldnt they ? or is there something i am missing ?,

Its just a subjective opinion. Sorry if I came across rude.

 

[brokensea]

Don't worry, you won't be hearing any empty platitudes from me! I understand the pain that life can bring and I won't judge anyone for feeling sad about life. I'm sorry to hear about your suffering. I look forward to hearing from you in the future.

Thank you!!

 

[SpentStardust]

I absolutely agree. I'm in Italy where the website is banned (I didn't know it was, I just saw that the website didn't load) but thankfully I thought of trying other ways to connect to it

 

[IanUK]

Hi,

I am a new user here after recently stumbling across this site about a month ago. I have since managed to pluck up the courage to join and have discussions with other members here. I just can't believe that this site is allowed to exist in the world we live in! It feels like I have managed to find the gold at the end of the rainbow.

It's amazing to see that there are still pockets of the internet that believe in the right to bodily autonomy. In the world we live in, it seems like peace is discouraged. Most people would rather see others suffer than find relief, despite what they say. The novelty may wear off in the future, but, I have to say, I am blown away by the advice and help that people on this site are offering. I'm a bit giddy about it at the moment. Even if I can't find a sufficient peaceful exit at a time of my choosing, or have the courage to go through with it, it is still heart-warming to know that there are people who believe that everyone has the right to a peaceful exit from this world.

My current situation is not actively suicidal, but I know how easily things can change. I suffer with bad anxiety and am not very hopeful of how things will turn out in the future. I am certain, if I am capable, that I will commit suicide at some point in my life: likely being middle-aged. I have no desire to live into old age to suffer with everything that comes with it.

Anyway, I Just wanted to say hi and introduce myself. I look forward to future discussions with you all!

P.S. I am also working on my own document of all the information I have gathered on partial hanging (my current go-to method). I would like to present it to this community and get some feedback in the future, if that is OK.

I think so long as we avoid certain issues we are allowed to exist. I too was amazed when I found this site. To allow like minded people to discuss our feelings in a world increasingly dominated by a few rich influential people is incredible. The very fact you are so shocked by the site's existence goes to how much we have accepted our loss of freedom of action and thought. It's the very fact that we all live under a dictatorship of our minds is one of the reasons I will die when I wish to not when they say I can. I've always been misanthropic and loathed humanity. All of my problems stem from people, their behaviour and their ridiculous rules and beliefs. My only way to survive is to engage as little as possible with "society" and all its garbage; politicians, lawyers, police, doctors, etc. I know that I won't die a natural death unless I'm fortunate enough to become Ill. Either way I now have the means to end things when I wish to. I pray that one day my human rights (something we hear so much about) will be honoured and people like me will be granted a painless death in demand. Isn't it strange that in this weird world we come into life through no choice of our own and yet are treated as mentally unwell for not wishing to conform and play their game. Surely the ultimate in human rights is to decide when we leave life on our own terms when we deem we have had enough.

 

[SunsetPeace]

I think so long as we avoid certain issues we are allowed to exist. I too was amazed when I found this site. To allow like minded people to discuss our feelings in a world increasingly dominated by a few rich influential people is incredible. The very fact you are so shocked by the site's existence goes to how much we have accepted our loss of freedom of action and thought. It's the very fact that we all live under a dictatorship of our minds is one of the reasons I will die when I wish to not when they say I can. I've always been misanthropic and loathed humanity. All of my problems stem from people, their behaviour and their ridiculous rules and beliefs. My only way to survive is to engage as little as possible with "society" and all its garbage; politicians, lawyers, police, doctors, etc. I know that I won't die a natural death unless I'm fortunate enough to become Ill. Either way I now have the means to end things when I wish to. I pray that one day my human rights (something we hear so much about) will be honoured and people like me will be granted a painless death in demand. Isn't it strange that in this weird world we come into life through no choice of our own and yet are treated as mentally unwell for not wishing to conform and play their game. Surely the ultimate in human rights is to decide when we leave life on our own terms when we deem we have had enough.

Yes, it's all a bit of a joke really. Or at least it would be if it wasn't so tragic. I mean, we essentially get brainwashed all our lives to conform, they even start the brainwashing before we've learned to talk properly. It's a sad state of affairs and its disappointing that we can't, and probably never will, do any better. At least there is a small light in a dark world, in the form of this communtiy. I'm a bit paranoid about the legality of it, though, as I can't believe the authorities would let this slide.

I try to stay away from society and people as best as I can too. Even if the person is genuinely kind and gentle, it isn't worth the risk involved in getting to know them due to the poor odds of them being decent. From my experience, the best thing that can happen to us is death and it is so much more than we are capable of imagining as humans. For me, death is our only true chance at freedom.

 

[IanUK]

Yes, it's all a bit of a joke really. Or at least it would be if it wasn't so tragic. I mean, we essentially get brainwashed all our lives to conform, they even start the brainwashing before we've learned to talk properly. It's a sad state of affairs and its disappointing that we can't, and probably never will, do any better. At least there is a small light in a dark world, in the form of this communtiy. I'm a bit paranoid about the legality of it, though, as I can't believe the authorities would let this slide.

I try to stay away from society and people as best as I can too. Even if the person is genuinely kind and gentle, it isn't worth the risk involved in getting to know them due to the poor odds of them being decent. From my experience, the best thing that can happen to us is death and it is so much more than we are capable of imagining as humans. For me, death is our only true chance at freedom.

I'm not paranoid because I don't care what the legalities are. If they close this down and arrest us all I won't care one bit. I have always rebelled against the system my whole life. Having a healthy cynicism of people and their motives is the best defence we can have. I've made every possible arrangement in my organisation of my life - very uncomplicated finances, very clear Will, no friends to bother about, few family members left and those that live don't care, logged legally executed instructions with my doctor not to take any measures to revive or save me, decluttered much of my life so there won't be much to get rid of. The only thing stopping me is animals; I took responsibility for them and refuse to desert them. Once they have passed there is nothing to keep me here.

 

[SunsetPeace]

I'm not paranoid because I don't care what the legalities are. If they close this down and arrest us all I won't care one bit. I have always rebelled against the system my whole life. Having a healthy cynicism of people and their motives is the best defence we can have. I've made every possible arrangement in my organisation of my life - very uncomplicated finances, very clear Will, no friends to bother about, few family members left and those that live don't care, logged legally executed instructions with my doctor not to take any measures to revive or save me, decluttered much of my life so there won't be much to get rid of. The only thing stopping me is animals; I took responsibility for them and refuse to desert them. Once they have passed there is nothing to keep me here.

I admire your bravery and I wish I could say the same for myself. I am more of an avoider than a rebel. It's nice that you want to protect your animals, it's very selfless of you and I am sure they are very grateful; a lot of people would just abandon them. Hopefully suicide discussion is more socially acceptable in the future, but I don't really have much hope, judging by where the world is heading. It seems authoritarianism is on the rise in most parts of the world, and our basic rights look like they will diminish even further. We'll just have to make the most of this site while it is here. Best of luck to you.

 

[Jadzia]

Welcome x

 

[hamvil]

Welcome to the group. It is indeed talking about certain topics IRL. Most people do not want to be bothered, others feels like they are on a mission from god to save you by any means necessary. I find it refreshing too that a place like this exists and to find people that do not dismiss me immediately. For me it is also a was to rationalise about it and gathering the courage to take the next steps.