this place serves a purpose

[cemeteryismyhome]

Just got off work and came to read posts from people whom I can basically relate to for a change. And no one's going to try to "help cure my depression". To anyone who wants to shut this site down: You're doing more harm than good.

 

[hang in there]

Unfortunately for me, this site isn't all that helpful.
I came here to find a method that works, since sleeping pills obviously do NOT, as well as a better method than I currently have in mind, train splatter.
I thought, worse case scenario, maybe I'd find some online friends who can relate, but because of my wonderful personality, everybody hates me.
It is refreshing to read posts from like-minded people, but I can't help them, and they don't like me, so wtf is the point on commenting?
But, best of luck to you here.

You could just stop insulting people when you're angry, I'd be willing to forgive you and want you to hang around and I'm sure others feel much more charitable than I do. We're all here for the same reason after all, there's not really any point in holding grudges.

 

[2messdup]

Unfortunately for me, this site isn't all that helpful.
I came here to find a method that works, since sleeping pills obviously do NOT, as well as a better method than I currently have in mind, train splatter.
I thought, worse case scenario, maybe I'd find some online friends who can relate, but because of my wonderful personality, everybody hates me.
It is refreshing to read posts from like-minded people, but I can't help them, and they don't like me, so wtf is the point on commenting?
But, best of luck to you here.

Not in a great place myself so I'm only intermittent on here but looked at a few of your posts and I'm not feeling hate. Did I miss something?

 

[hang in there]

Not in a great place myself so I'm only intermittent on here but looked at a few of your posts and I'm not feeling hate. Did I miss something?

He just gets upset and lashes out, mods delete it but it seems to be a recurring problem.

 

[seizmic_purple]

Just got off work and came to read posts from people whom I can basically relate to for a change. And no one's going to try to "help cure my depression". To anyone who wants to shut this site down: You're doing more harm than good.

I am also feeling quite relieved for a change, and SS helps me navigate my own feelings I am sometimes afraid to confront and never share in person.

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

If I recall correctly
And I'm probably wrong
I only insulted those who insulted me first
But it really doesn't matter
I'm here to fucking die
That's it

Okay, here's a welcome post from me, I hope it helps in a way. We are all different but very much like-minded and here for the same reason. Despite most of us being miserable in real life, we make this a supportive and caring place to come to. For me, this is my happy place. When you joined, I'm sure you received a welcome email with some Dos and Don'ts. These are important.

While I find your posts entertaining, I also get that you are in pain like most of us, angry, hurt and tired, and just want to get out of here. We all have a lot in common and generally like to help each other. So, before you get banned, and lose an opportunity to find out what you came here for, here's my thinking if I were you.

Do some research of your own on SN, here and wherever, so you know more about it and how it works, why it's so special. Then maybe you can engage with some questions and discussions. There are plenty threads on protocols, which you will need to research for yourself in any event.

The source, as you know, is not openly shared with good reason as I'm sure you'll understand. We were all newbies at some stage and had to search for weeks through hints. Nobody will just share a link with you. As you may be aware, now is a particularly vulnerable time because of the Ofcom investigation. So, we all need to be even more cautious and aware of what we post.

And BEFORE posting, it may be a good idea in general, to first think about what you say, even sleep on it, before actually posting it. I apologise if this sounds like a lecture, it is not the intention and maybe it's not what you want to hear. You are not alone in whatever you're feeling. I'm sure at least someone here may relate, if not most of us.

 

[hang in there]

If I recall correctly
And I'm probably wrong
I only insulted those who insulted me first
But it really doesn't matter
I'm here to fucking die
That's it

>If I recall correctly
>And I'm probably wrong
>I only insulted those who insulted me first
You're recalling incorrectly. That may be your perspective when you feel hurt and angry, but you start a lot of shit all on your own. I understand, I used to be like that every day. But it might help you feel less rejected if, before you lash out in response to something that upsets you, you consider that everyone here is in your same boat, is hurting as badly as you, will be hurt just as much as you hurt if you said something nasty to them. Sometimes it helps to look back on something later that initially upset you, and to try and take that person's perspective to see what they really meant behind their words. It feels a lot better to realize not everyone is out to ruin your life.

 

[Stan Swiftie]

>If I recall correctly
>And I'm probably wrong
>I only insulted those who insulted me first
You're recalling incorrectly. That may be your perspective when you feel hurt and angry, but you start a lot of shit all on your own. I understand, I used to be like that every day. But it might help you feel less rejected if, before you lash out in response to something that upsets you, you consider that everyone here is in your same boat, is hurting as badly as you, will be hurt just as much as you hurt if you said something nasty to them. Sometimes it helps to look back on something later that initially upset you, and to try and take that person's perspective to see what they really meant behind their words. It feels a lot better to realize not everyone is out to ruin your life

I'm sorry.
I'm a piece of shit.
And I know that no one is trying to ruin my life...
I have God for that.
I won't be in this site much longer anyways.
I've found methods better than train splatter, but I can't acquire the items I need, so in the end, it was a waste of time to come here.
Which I'll go ahead and admit is my fault somehow.

Not in a great place myself so I'm only intermittent on here but looked at a few of your posts and I'm not feeling hate. Did I miss something?

Apparently, I'm just a piece of shit.
Ask the other users.

He just gets upset and lashes out, mods delete it but it seems to be a recurring problem.

Yes, I'm a piece of shit.
I think the entire site is aware of that now.
Thank you.

 

[hang in there]

I'm sorry.
I'm a piece of shit.
And I know that no one is trying to ruin my life...
I have God for that.
I won't be in this site much longer anyways.
I've found methods better than train splatter, but I can't acquire the items I need, so in the end, it was a waste of time to come here.
Which I'll go ahead and admit is my fault somehow.

Apparently, I'm just a piece of shit.
Ask the other users.

Yes, I'm a piece of shit.
I think the entire site is aware of that now.
Thank you.

Oh boy. I sure do feel really bad for forcing you to consider the effects your actions have on others. My mistake, I should have just let you continue stepping on the rake you keep complaining about, over and over. Don't worry, your passive aggression manipulation is working, I feel like the one in the wrong here for *checks notes* sticking my hand up your ass like a puppet and forcing you to scream four letter insults at random passerby until you get banned. No action of yours is ever your own fault and you never have to change and improve your character like everyone else has to do.

 

[2messdup]

I'm sorry.
I'm a piece of shit.
And I know that no one is trying to ruin my life...
I have God for that.
I won't be in this site much longer anyways.
I've found methods better than train splatter, but I can't acquire the items I need, so in the end, it was a waste of time to come here.
Which I'll go ahead and admit is my fault somehow.

Apparently, I'm just a piece of shit.
Ask the other users.

Yes, I'm a piece of shit.
I think the entire site is aware of that now.
Thank you.

You are not a piece of shit. You get desperate and angry. But can I ask, if you saw in RL, as a result of some of the things you say when you're wound up, the other person on here hurt and crying, would you still be as hurtful? Maybe you still would. I get rages too but I try never to hurt people who don't deserve it. We're people too and we're here because we're already hurting. Rage against life, circumstances, whatever brought you here. But don't rage at us when we're in the same boat. Try to remember how vulnerable many of us are. We have a lot to offer in the way of support, and for many of us that's all we've got. We try to help each other but only in a way that keeps ourselves individually safe, especially emotionally safe. When you get frustrated that no one shares sources, you're not being singled out. Its like that for everyone. And it has to be