ticket for a crashed bus

[harmunee]

it's nobody's fault that i'm mentally ill. i need to go be with jesus. even if he doesn't take me, i never deserved him anyway. i hope he'll forgive me though.

i don't want to be carried through life anymore. i'm really tired and i won't make it through this hellish world anyway. i can't keep living as a leech and nobody wants my retarded ass working for them anyway. plus i'm tired of buying people & being bought. i couldn't sell myself if i tried, and i have tried.

please don't be sad because i'll always be with you even though i'm leaving my body. thank you so much mom for giving me a beautiful body to live in. you're the perfect mom & i don't want to leech off you anymore.
i wish [your husband] loved me but i know he never will because i'm crazy and retarded. he's lucky to have perfect genes & perfect kids. too bad i'm scared of him even though i think he's cool. i know he's good to you but i also know he doesn't want me.

i'm so sorry for doing this but living hurts me too much. i hope you can be happy for me and i'll see you in heaven if jesus will let me in. words won't do justice for how sorry i am, but i can't eat or relax no matter how hard i try. therapy and normal pills won't fix me. they're just filters for the simulation we live in. i'd rather die in truth than live a lie.

my phone's passcode is [passcode]. please tell [my boyfriend] i love him more than i ever loved anyone else romantically & this isn't anyone's fault. it's my fault and i'm really sorry. really, really sorry. but i need to go home before the world ruins me completely.
i hope [my brother] & [his girlfriend] live good lives. neither of them deserve how i treated them. i know i'm the reason [my brother] wanted to die. i deserve to die for a lot of reasons and that's one of them.

reality isn't a disney movie. i love you more than words can say & i'm really sorry but you deserve better.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I'm sorry that you're in so much pain and suffer so much grief. I hope that you find the peace you speak about. Goodbye

 

[darksouls]

hope you find relief from suffering

 

[Sergeant45]

May you find peace, either way you go.

 

[PI3.14]

I'm sorry you're thinking this. Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace either way.

 

[harmunee]

May you find peace, either way you go.

hope you find relief from suffering

I'm sorry you're thinking this. Whether you choose to go with it or not, I hope you find peace either way.

thank you so much everyone for hearing my possible goodbye note. i'm thinking about hanging myself with partial suspension but i'm still a little scared. i feel less scared about it now than how i used to feel.

 

[fairygirl184]

i hope you find peace <3

 

[PI3.14]

thank you so much everyone for hearing my possible goodbye note. i'm thinking about hanging myself with partial suspension but i'm still a little scared. i feel less scared about it now than how i used to feel.

I'm a pro-choice, but if you have a doubt about it, then you can wait a bit and see if you change your mind or not.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

We're here for you unmet friend.

 

[dasmurphy]

I'm sorry the world did this to you, I wish for you to find the love and peace that was hold from you here, safe journey and sleep well.

 

[naookoo128]

It is a good message. I hope you can forgive yourself and that you wont need that note, but if you do, I wish that there will be peace for you.

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

Whatever you decide, I hope you find the peace you are seeking for

 

[Satori Komeiji]

I enjoyed reading your few posts. That's a beautiful note; Looks like something I'd write. Hope you find peace, where ever you may go next <3

 

[harmunee]

I'm a pro-choice, but if you have a doubt about it, then you can wait a bit and see if you change your mind or not.

It is a good message. I hope you can forgive yourself and that you wont need that note, but if you do, I wish that there will be peace for you.

I'm sorry the world did this to you, I wish for you to find the love and peace that was hold from you here, safe journey and sleep well.

I'm sorry the world did this to you, I wish for you to find the love and peace that was hold from you here, safe journey and sleep well.

y'all are gonna make me cry my eyes out. i wasn't even able to attempt. my parents already knew i was feeling this way and they made me keep my door open all night. mom thinks i'm bipolar, it runs in my family. i feel really embarrassed, tired, and sad. but i'm glad i found this forum. 988 could literally never give this kind of human-to-human support. you guys don't belong here. this is a horrible place and we all should run far away to greener pastures, but i know this is the best place for deep mental health problem discussions. i hope we all heal. nobody deserves this shit. spiritual warfare is real