sillyprincessmeow
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- Jul 21, 2022
- 35
i guesedn it, its going downhill he wass laughing with hsi friends while i was begging for reassurance. i cant do this anymoer. hes ssaying hes gonna break up with me and saying its my fault. hes acting like im crazy for letting the past upset me. hes being so abusive. im hyperventailing. i cant do it anumore. i am going tohang myself tonight. i dont care a ymore. i shaking and sobbing oh my gpod. i on call with hi rn hes on mute im scared for when he gets back. all i wanted was some love. i cut myself and now im panning on hanging mysefl. hes acting like he shouldn try bc im so sad. there is nothingbfor me to live for. i am not sorry. tthere are red spoltches around my cuts, the blade is dull so theyre more like scratches. i dont know. im so sorry for my dad and my mom, she hasnt seeen me or talkied to me in so long, and im gonna be gone. i hpoe they both know i love them more than anythig. if i do finally end it i hope evryone knows im at peace, ive wanted this for so long. i wasnt made for this world. i never will be. the sooner i die the sooner i get better
this is all my boyfriends faulyt. all i wanted was comfort. god my heart is ripped out of my chest. no one ever cared this is for the better
i am going to attempt tonight. there is nothing stopping me
god i just hope mt boyfriend comes through and maggically chnages and makes it bettr
if he doesnt i think im gonna and call someone else, someone who mighthelp
in dont know ik so sad i casnt dothid anym mkmre
this is all my boyfriends faulyt. all i wanted was comfort. god my heart is ripped out of my chest. no one ever cared this is for the better
i am going to attempt tonight. there is nothing stopping me
god i just hope mt boyfriend comes through and maggically chnages and makes it bettr
if he doesnt i think im gonna and call someone else, someone who mighthelp
in dont know ik so sad i casnt dothid anym mkmre