Bulletwbttrflywings

Bulletwbttrflywings

My soul is awakened... and I’m f*cked
May 29, 2019
244
I feel so trapped right now.

I thought I was doing good, but then this worldwide pandemic happened and now I'm finding myself in a world where things don't make sense.

but this forum does.

I tried to stay away to refuse to quit... but now, quitting seems like the best option.

anyone else?

im financially FUCKED.... no clue how to emerge from this, and I'm fucking tired.

tired of living.

I just want to go....
please tell me I'm not alone...
 
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k75

k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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Hey! I'm glad to see you here but sad you're hurting so much. You still have an open invitation to my inbox for any reason. :hug:
 
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Bulletwbttrflywings

Bulletwbttrflywings

My soul is awakened... and I’m f*cked
May 29, 2019
244
Hey! I'm glad to see you here but sad you're hurting so much. You still have an open invitation to my inbox for any reason. :hug:
Thank you K. Still contemplating whether to engage or just let things be...

In a bad spot right now
 
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s1mplem3

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Mar 4, 2020
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You're not alone, I'm with you. If you wanna talk - please PM.
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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Sad to hear you are in such an exhausting head space at the moment.

This pandemic is absolutely crazy, new for us all.

I do care about you, please feel free to contact me.

 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I actually like Coronavirus. I don't leave my apartment. Nothing is new for me. Just a normal day. I do like that people now have stopped harassing me to leave. It's the perfect disease for me. Oh. It can also kill me should I catch it. I also wouldn't be one they would give a ventilator too.. not that my country has any.
 
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theguineapigking

theguineapigking

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Dec 5, 2019
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You're never alone on here! That's what this forum is, a family. It sounds weird but it's true. We're all here for you.

Did you lose your job or something due to corona? Do you want to share what happened?


I actually like Coronavirus. I don't leave my apartment. Nothing is new for me. Just a normal day. I do like that people now have stopped harassing me to leave. It's the perfect disease for me. Oh. It can also kill me should I catch it. I also wouldn't be one they would give a ventilator too.. not that my country has any.

I can definitely understand what you mean. I certainly don't want you to go that way. Coronavirus would be a pretty bad way to go. I really hope you don't get it. Staying at your apartment is better now more than ever! What country do you live in?
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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You're never alone on here! That's what this forum is, a family. It sounds weird but it's true. We're all here for you.

Did you lose your job or something due to corona? Do you want to share what happened?




I can definitely understand what you mean. I certainly don't want you to go that way. Coronavirus would be a pretty bad way to go. I really hope you don't get it. Staying at your apartment is better now more than ever! What country do you live in?
I am not going to get it. I wouldn't be that lucky lol. I am in New York and we are a hot spot.

I am actually extremely busy during this time. I am on the Emergency Response team for the state of New York and helped develop the Coronavirus Protocol.

I am on disability, so I only come out when called in emergencies. :)

Trust me. The government is monitoring me, and will make sure nothing happens to me. They need me too much. lol.
 
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LosinIt20

LosinIt20

What’s the point in living if you can’t be alive
Mar 8, 2020
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I feel so trapped right now.

I thought I was doing good, but then this worldwide pandemic happened and now I'm finding myself in a world where things don't make sense.

but this forum does.

I tried to stay away to refuse to quit... but now, quitting seems like the best option.

anyone else?

im financially FUCKED.... no clue how to emerge from this, and I'm fucking tired.

tired of living.

I just want to go....
please tell me I'm not alone...
You are not alone.
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
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Thank you K. Still contemplating whether to engage or just let things be...

In a bad spot right now
How are you doing today?


I also wouldn't be one they would give a ventilator too.. not that my country has any.

We are out of ventilators now?? Is that NY or everywhere? God, I'm so worried about my dad. If he gets it, I'm afraid he won't recover.
 
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Bulletwbttrflywings

Bulletwbttrflywings

My soul is awakened... and I’m f*cked
May 29, 2019
244
Thank you all. Still feeling it, hate to say, but I do appreciate this forum and the community here. I don't feel alone.
I'm self employed and have been doing Uber, Instacart, and Doordash for some side money but it seems as though everyone has the same idea.
My clients are uncertain about their needs and have backed off on hours, I can't even focus on anything, and yet I have to be strong.
I'm a single mom and shit is tough.
 
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Lostandfound7

Lostandfound7

Just waiting....
Jan 21, 2020
995
U r definitely not alone in how ur feeling, honey.. :heart:
 

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