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Icestorm81

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Oct 29, 2019
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Right I'm going to hang myself tonight, going to drink a load of alcohol before hand to be more relaxed when I do the deed. Probably go for part suspension with a scarf wrapped tightly round my neck and then a rope on top. Want to make sure I cut the blood flow in the carotid arteries, so I lose consciousness virtually straight away and feel little pain. Need to make sure the anchor point can take my weight as last time the branch snapped due to my body going into a spasm when I was unconscious. Hopefully I can find peace in the afterlife.
 
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randomz

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Nov 4, 2019
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I am sorry that life brought you to this point. Are you absoluteley sure, that's the only option you have left? Do you want to tell us more about your problems? Maybe CTBing is not the best choice for you now.
 
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Icestorm81

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Yes I am 100% sure, i don't want to suffer any more.
 
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I wish you peace.
 
Sensei

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You know what's best for you. If you feel that you must go ahead with it, it's your decision and your right. Still, maybe you should consider discussing your problems with other members first, as randomz suggests? If nothing else, maybe it will feel better to leave this world behind if you get it off your chest first?
 
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dandan

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Feb 18, 2019
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Wish you peace bro, I've been down down down with a bag over my head , with N in my fridge and a stupid cocaine OD in my veins... I've found hope with hormones, but if they stopped working, i know I wouldn't want to go on....
I feel you, I know how it can be, I'm sorry. I really wish you stop any unnecessary suffering, hope you have had tried it all.
 
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goomsoom

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Jan 17, 2020
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Have a safe journey, hope you don't have to suffer anymore and it is painless.
 
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Jan 14, 2020
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I hope you find peace! Hugs
 
MsMaudlin

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Surrounding you with love and strength.

May your journey be as peaceful as possible.

 
voyager

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Nov 25, 2019
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Wishing you well on whatever you decide. If you do proceed, I hope it works out as you envision it and that you find peace. Safe travels.
 
Querry1

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life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
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As others have said, maybe you'd like to talk to us about what brought you to this point, take things off your chest, so going off is gonna be easier and more peaceful. But if you don't want to I understand, wish you the best whatever you will decide.
 
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OrdinaryDay

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Dec 6, 2019
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I can guarantee that this method will work so it should go pretty smoothly for you.
I'm gonna go almost the same way
See you on the other side brother.
May you find peace
 
Jean4

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We support your decision. Know you aren't alone and we are here if you need us.

If you want to talk, we are also here. :heart:
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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I should do that too. I think about hanging myself every night.
 
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I wish you only peace and no pain.

Of course people here are free if you want to talk too. We support you no matter what.
 
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Flightlinek

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I hope you have a peaceful transition and that the other side is everything you've ever wanted. <3
 
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Hopeindeath!

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I wish you peace in whatever you decide.
 
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Ghost2211

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Safe journey, I hope you find peace and relief.
 
MysticPerception

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Dec 31, 2019
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Good luck and I hope you find peace. A scarf sounds kind of comfy to hang with actually. Hope it works and you can finally be free.
 
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Deleted member 13227

Good night
Dec 21, 2019
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I would use full suspension because it's more reliable but if it works it works.
I wish you peace on your journey :heart:
 
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Icestorm81

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Just bought the rope almost ready to go. Going to have one last bath and get myself ready, need to leave a few notes to people etc..
 

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Good night
Dec 21, 2019
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I am also considering hanging but I want it to be fast and comfortable.
Which kind of rope should I use?
 
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Icestorm81

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Any as long it can hold your weight. Use padding or a scarf to make it more comfortable.
 
Jean4

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How are you doing? Do you want to talk about anything, or is there anything we could do for you?
 
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Good luck and a nice and comforttable death
 
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Icestorm81

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Oct 29, 2019
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Iv done talking, I just want to go to sleep and not wake up as everything is torture for me day in day out.
 
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rllyfckinempty

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good luck to you and wishing you a painless and peaceful journey
 
drake4871

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Sep 10, 2019
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You're not obligated to reply! Just enjoy your time however you see fit, you've probably done enough worrying already. If you decide to CTB, safe travels friend
 
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I'm so sorry. I wish you didn't feel you have to do this. But you are clearly decided. I wish you an end to your suffering if this is your choice.
 
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