This is it. This is goodbye

[ADeadBunny]

I've updated my profile and my profile is public. So if there is anyone interested in knowing about me now or in the future, you can. I don't know why I did that because I don't know why anyone would be interested, but if you are it's there and it's depressing.

I'm doing this tonight, I'm not living another day in this hellscape. I'm sorry to anyone that was ever brave enough to call themselves my friend. I'm sorry to all of the people that I'm about to let down. I can't back out this time. I'm about to finish writing a little more in my notebook and I'm going to take a bottle of benzos and put on my exit bag.

I just want to say thank you for the love and support of this community. I've never felt genuine love before, but I imagine this is close. People actually care for others here, that's something I haven't gotten to truely experience in my life. I'm grateful for that.

I'm sorry to the trans community, because I know that my death will be used as a tool for the right wing to condemn us further. I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to help our community and help fight against our oppressors. This was my main apprehension around coming out and starting hrt to begin with. Although if I had started when I wanted to, I might not be here now. I didn't want to "prove" any of the misconceptions about us right, but I guess I'm doing that anyway.

I'm leaving a delayed text to my would've been roommate and one of my highschool friends I've kept in touch with. They deserved better from me, but all I can give them is a notice that I'm gone and I can't help them anymore. Not that either of them wanted or needed it really, but I see myself as a tool and if I don't have a use then why would anyone need me.

Thank you all so much. It's meant more to me than any of you could ever know. I hope that everyone here is able to find peace somehow. I hope suffering becomes a stranger to you all. I hope you can all find a path.

-Mallori

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye, i wish you peace.

Per ardua mortem.

 

[KatzeK4]

Hope that you found peace. Do not feel sorry, you are in no way at fault or failed anyone. Best of Luck on your way. <3

 

[Croww]

Safe travels, I hope you can find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Dliena]

Good luck and peace forever.

 

[Worndown]

Have a good journey

 

[babunee buzbuz]

Bye boyo

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Good luck and have a peaceful end.

 

[_Broken_alice]

Sorry your life turned out like this and for the awful things you went through. It is so unfair and unjust. It is sad to see another trans-gal go. Reading your story is bringing tears to our eyes. We hope you find the peace you very much deserve.

 

[nightlygem]

I wish you peace and a tranquil exit

 

[february in alaska]

Good luck. I hope you go fast and painlessly. You deserved better from this world, I'm sorry things led you here, and I hope you find a more peaceful place on the other side Save us a seat, friend.

 

[rozeske]

Am sorry life brought you to this point, I hope you find your peace and freedom

 

[LastBitOfJoy]

It seems like your environment had contributed to this a lot. Wishing you peace

 

[dantescorpse]

I've updated my profile and my profile is public. So if there is anyone interested in knowing about me now or in the future, you can. I don't know why I did that because I don't know why anyone would be interested, but if you are it's there and it's depressing.

I'm doing this tonight, I'm not living another day in this hellscape. I'm sorry to anyone that was ever brave enough to call themselves my friend. I'm sorry to all of the people that I'm about to let down. I can't back out this time. I'm about to finish writing a little more in my notebook and I'm going to take a bottle of benzos and put on my exit bag.

I just want to say thank you for the love and support of this community. I've never felt genuine love before, but I imagine this is close. People actually care for others here, that's something I haven't gotten to truely experience in my life. I'm grateful for that.

I'm sorry to the trans community, because I know that my death will be used as a tool for the right wing to condemn us further. I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to help our community and help fight against our oppressors. This was my main apprehension around coming out and starting hrt to begin with. Although if I had started when I wanted to, I might not be here now. I didn't want to "prove" any of the misconceptions about us right, but I guess I'm doing that anyway.

I'm leaving a delayed text to my would've been roommate and one of my highschool friends I've kept in touch with. They deserved better from me, but all I can give them is a notice that I'm gone and I can't help them anymore. Not that either of them wanted or needed it really, but I see myself as a tool and if I don't have a use then why would anyone need me.

Thank you all so much. It's meant more to me than any of you could ever know. I hope that everyone here is able to find peace somehow. I hope suffering becomes a stranger to you all. I hope you can all find a path.

-Mallori

i wish you the best mallori. im trans too, so i empathize with you heavily. i hope you've finally found the peace you were searching for.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

Don't be sorry, nothing is your fault. You did your best with everything. If anything it's the world that should be sorry.
I wish you the best, and hope you find the peace you've been looking for. You deserve it!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Have a good journey. I hope you find peace! Good luck!

 

[Tears in Rain]

Sorry your life came to this, yet another story of society making a trans person's life a misery. I wish you peace.

 

[boddibo]

It's always sad to see trans people leaving... I hope you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.