**** this I think I'm close to being done

[searchingforpeace]

I used to be afraid of the consequences of SN if it doesn't work I don't think I give a crap anymore I'm just Angry I have to fast first because I wish I could just do it on a whim. I hate this life and I'm exhausted and I don't want to do it anymore

 

[soontobedone]

I hear ya.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also hate existing, to me it's really understandable just wanting to be free from it so badly, I certainly wish there was the option to just instantly fall into an eternal sleep. But anyway I hope you eventually find what you search for.

 

[searchingforpeace]

It's insane how I get more compassion from people on a suicide form than people in real life