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Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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This is the reality, that this existence could never be worth it. Enduring this life and endlessly suffering has no benefit, it has no reward, continuing to exist just causes us to experience more torment all for nothing, it all just leads nowhere other than our inevitable fate to deteriorate from very old age. This is why suicide is the rational option that makes sense, as continuing to exist is just delaying the inevitable yet to die prevents so much of this unnecessary struggle that would have otherwise been experienced.
Life holds no value, it's an useless and terrible concept which unfortunately evolved to a point that beings are conscious and aware, this is the true curse, it's certainly prison like in a way in that we unfairly have to suffer so much in finding ways to be free from a life not worth enduring. There is nothing to justify making suicide so difficult, complicated and risky for people, what is so valuable about existing to see it as something to always be prolonged. The truth is that there is no real answer to this, life is completely purposeless and insignificant and the desire to prolong this life has never appealed to me. I don't see the benefit to taking the ultimate risk which is to continue existing where there is no limit as to how much we can be tortured but yet the risks involved in suicide keep me here. It feels like whatever we do, as long as we exist there will always be ways to suffer more and more and the true delusion is seeing any of this as being worth it.
Seeing suicide as being worse than any kind of suffering is the real insane and disturbing view, there is no point to struggling when we could already be gone and I hate the fact that I'm still here. Humans spend their lives searching for solutions to problems, doing everything to try and reduce suffering but still struggling endlessly and yet all this to me is so useless, it's such a waste when the true problem is life itself and always will be so only death could ever be the real solution to an existence not worth enduring. To die is the most wonderful and comforting thing, the only relief lies in non existence and being forgotten about with not even the awareness that we are dead. All human concerns and worries will finally be insignificant to us. In a life where suffering is guaranteed, only the nothingness that I believe lies awaiting for us after death is the only real relief.
Life holds no value, it's an useless and terrible concept which unfortunately evolved to a point that beings are conscious and aware, this is the true curse, it's certainly prison like in a way in that we unfairly have to suffer so much in finding ways to be free from a life not worth enduring. There is nothing to justify making suicide so difficult, complicated and risky for people, what is so valuable about existing to see it as something to always be prolonged. The truth is that there is no real answer to this, life is completely purposeless and insignificant and the desire to prolong this life has never appealed to me. I don't see the benefit to taking the ultimate risk which is to continue existing where there is no limit as to how much we can be tortured but yet the risks involved in suicide keep me here. It feels like whatever we do, as long as we exist there will always be ways to suffer more and more and the true delusion is seeing any of this as being worth it.
Seeing suicide as being worse than any kind of suffering is the real insane and disturbing view, there is no point to struggling when we could already be gone and I hate the fact that I'm still here. Humans spend their lives searching for solutions to problems, doing everything to try and reduce suffering but still struggling endlessly and yet all this to me is so useless, it's such a waste when the true problem is life itself and always will be so only death could ever be the real solution to an existence not worth enduring. To die is the most wonderful and comforting thing, the only relief lies in non existence and being forgotten about with not even the awareness that we are dead. All human concerns and worries will finally be insignificant to us. In a life where suffering is guaranteed, only the nothingness that I believe lies awaiting for us after death is the only real relief.
