Thinking of postponing again

[Meowkin]

I think I can last another month. My original plan was actually to go in July but then something happened and then I found myself speeding up my plans.

I don't like to think about the future. I indulged a lot in worries over the future before. I don't now. Not because I came to a sudden realisation it was bad for me. It's more I developed a distaste for even thinking about the future.

It might depend on how I feel to be honest. I'm ok with that. I might hang on until I can't possibly any longer or I might go sooner.

 

[SpottedPanda]

Just try and find pleasure, enjoyment in what you can, as often as you can. Who knows? You might choose another month after that. If you can find some pleasure in life, more power to you

 

[Sadkitty]

I'm not sure if you're really feeling better, but I'm glad you're staying with us longer.