juneisdoomed
paranoia is a disease unto itself
- Mar 23, 2026
- 15
i'm thinking it's about time i got it over with. my life is over. i have failed myself and everyone around me. i feel like a walking corpse every moment of every day. i've given up the fight. i concede, i can't deal with this anymore.
FSH is my best bet. before anyone tries to school me on what to do, i want to assure you that i know what i'm doing. i've failed once before, and i refuse to let that happen again. i know the ins and outs of hanging and i've tested my setup more times than i can count.
i have already written a letter for my family and gotten all of my affairs in order, not that i had much to do in the first place. i don't know when exactly i'll do it. i'm just looking forward to finally being relieved of my pain.
FSH is my best bet. before anyone tries to school me on what to do, i want to assure you that i know what i'm doing. i've failed once before, and i refuse to let that happen again. i know the ins and outs of hanging and i've tested my setup more times than i can count.
i have already written a letter for my family and gotten all of my affairs in order, not that i had much to do in the first place. i don't know when exactly i'll do it. i'm just looking forward to finally being relieved of my pain.
