Thinking about ending it in october

[ItsOverIsntIt]

I want to end it all by october. I don't want to be in college anymore and I don't have any idea what I will be doing in the future, it all just seems bleak. I still live with my parents(unfortunately). I plan on ordering Nembutal but I still have to figure out how to get it to me because I would need for it to get dropped off at my house but I don't want my parents to see it before me. I also don't want to just stand in front of the door all day and look suspicious. My dad works at home and his office is near the door, my mom works at a school mon-tue and thurs-fri.
Does anyone know how I could get what I need before them?
The post office closes at 6 pm and we only have one car that my mom has been using so I don't know how to get my supplies.

 

[BitterlyAlive]

I also don't want to just stand in front of the door all day and look suspicious.

Off topic but I imagined this and thought it was funny.


Anyway. Sorry, I'm not sure what to suggest other than discreetly waiting by the door. Getting N in general seems like a very difficult process. Hopefully someone else here has actual advice.

 

[sadworld]

Off topic but I imagined this and thought it was funny.
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Anyway. Sorry, I'm not sure what to suggest other than discreetly waiting by the door. Getting N in general seems like a very difficult process. Hopefully someone else here has actual advice.

oh my god that was too funny hahaha, anyway back to the topic, maybe you can get a po box.

Edit: In my country you can get something like a po box outside of the post office, i don't know about you tho

 

[inflammed123]

halloween would be cool. day of the dead

 

[sadworld]

halloween would be cool. day of the dead

true, if everything goes planned for me i should be gone in october too, maybe even on my birthday at october 13

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Off topic but I imagined this and thought it was funny.
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Anyway. Sorry, I'm not sure what to suggest other than discreetly waiting by the door. Getting N in general seems like a very difficult process. Hopefully someone else here has actual advice.

The real problem in that case is how you take N while being underwater.

 

[ItsOverIsntIt]

Off topic but I imagined this and thought it was funny.
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Anyway. Sorry, I'm not sure what to suggest other than discreetly waiting by the door. Getting N in general seems like a very difficult process. Hopefully someone else here has actual advice.

Lmao yeah I dont want to look like that ha ha

maybe you can get a po box.

Thanks i'll look into that

 

[nothingchanges]

I want to end it all by october. I don't want to be in college anymore and I don't have any idea what I will be doing in the future, it all just seems bleak. I still live with my parents(unfortunately). I plan on ordering Nembutal but I still have to figure out how to get it to me because I would need for it to get dropped off at my house but I don't want my parents to see it before me. I also don't want to just stand in front of the door all day and look suspicious. My dad works at home and his office is near the door, my mom works at a school mon-tue and thurs-fri.
Does anyone know how I could get what I need before them?
The post office closes at 6 pm and we only have one car that my mom has been using so I don't know how to get my supplies.

how are you planning on getting nembutal? i can't find anywhere to get it online and it sounds like the best way to go

 

[yep]

true, if everything goes planned for me i should be gone in october too, maybe even on my birthday at october 13

This is also off topic but our bdays are 10 days apart. Mines on the 23rd.
Anyways if you live in America you can get sn from amazon and it'll tell you when it shows up so you can grab it before your parents. I know it's not n but 1 n is very expensive and 2 it's hard to get no matter where you live. I know sn could take longer to kill you, but you can do it while your parents are sleeping. Just thoughts.

 

[Sinkinshyp]

true, if everything goes planned for me i should be gone in october too, maybe even on my birthday at october 13

my son died Oct 13 thats the day I'm going.. my bday is the 27th I'd be 49.

 

[ItsOverIsntIt]

how are you planning on getting nembutal? i can't find anywhere to get it online and it sounds like the best way to go

Well I found a website called finalexit.net. It apparently has the things I need but I'm still researching on it and the ability of this website. I used a tor browser and it came up for suggestions. Hopefully the website works and I can get my N. If that doesn't work i'll try sn.

 

[PJFord]

Depending on where you buy the N, they may give you a tracking number and tell you the day to expect it. That way you don't need to wait for days, only the actual day it is expected. Seems like anytime I buy online, SN and otherwise, I get tracking status and alerts.

 

[ending80]

Well I found a website called finalexit.net. It apparently has the things I need but I'm still researching on it and the ability of this website. I used a tor browser and it came up for suggestions. Hopefully the website works and I can get my N. If that doesn't work i'll try sn.
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Well I found a website called finalexit.net. It apparently has the things I need but I'm still researching on it and the ability of this website. I used a tor browser and it came up for suggestions. Hopefully the website works and I can get my N. If that doesn't work i'll try sn.

I'm interested in how this site works out for you but I'm also nervous for you too. Did you come across this by a reliable source? Don't mind me, I'm a worrier by nature. This method has also been one I've been considering but concerned about about how to obtain it.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

we only have one car that my mom has been using so I don't know how to get my supplies.

Taxi, Uber, public transportation

 

[ending80]

my son died Oct 13 thats the day I'm going.. my bday is the 27th I'd be 49.

I'm sorry to hear about your son

 

[Sinkinshyp]

I'm sorry to hear about your son

thank you

 

[Caspers]

This is also off topic but our bdays are 10 days apart. Mines on the 23rd.
Anyways if you live in America you can get sn from amazon and it'll tell you when it shows up so you can grab it before your parents. I know it's not n but 1 n is very expensive and 2 it's hard to get no matter where you live. I know sn could take longer to kill you, but you can do it while your parents are sleeping. Just thoughts.

Mine's on the 23rd too!

 

[deleted]

true, if everything goes planned for me i should be gone in october too, maybe even on my birthday at october 13

My birthday is also October, why are you going to commit suicide that day? Will you have more courage?

 

[sadworld]

My birthday is also October, why are you going to commit suicide that day? Will you have more courage?

It's probably not going to be that day, i just thought it would be nice, right now im just waiting for my sn and i hope i have everything in october